i wanna be with you

2009-07-03T20:12:00.001+08:00

Venue: Marina Leisure Club (formerly known as Punggol Marina)
Date of event: Preliminaries JULY 26, 2009
Quarters SEPTEMBER 13, 2009
Semi/Finals NOVEMBER 21-22, 2009

PRIZES: MAIN AWARD (awarded during the finals)

· The Race Queen : $1000 + contract offer
· 1st Runner Up: $500 + contract offer
· 2nd Runner UP: $300 + contract offer

SUB AWARD

· Miss Fashionista
· Most Beautiful Smile

REQUIREMENTS

· Open to all females aged 18 to 28
*as of date of competition
· No application fees required. However, MPT would not hesitate to impose a penalty fee on any contestant who withdraws during the competition without any valid reason.

What to do next?

· Interested applicants can email Sally@mptmotor.com and we will forward
you the application form.
· Submit the application form before JULY 19, 2009 to Sally@mptmotor.com
· Shortlisted applicants will be informed on the JULY 21, 2009

For more information, contact us at 6447 4588 or 91720121 (Wanyi)

2009-07-01T22:30:00.005+08:00

Before i start complaining about my day..let me start with HIM first..

He's the best thing i ever had..

after goin through lots of shit, i finally met him..

things were definately better..

my friends could see it too..

He's someone hu loves me much much..

he loves me with all that he had..

i can always see the effort he put in jus to see me smile..

and he never fails to give me things that i want and need..

i noe its not easy for him to go through army without me by his side..

He struggled and never fail to call me whenever he can..

i noe i havent been a good girl..

cos i always make him worry for me..

always make him wait for my calls when i reach home..

and i always ended up reaching home very late..

but he still wait n wait for me jus to call and tell him im home..

then he'll really sleep..if not he'll keeping waking up to check his phone..

Baby..im so glad to have you..

you took care of me and almost everything..

my family.. my school projects..

help me look for internship..

thanks for loving me..

thanks for your everything..

I love you =)

now work..

damn sian today..

and today is not a good day..

1st i lai ang!! having cramps..

2nd thing.. i dunno wat the fuck is wrong with my contact lens today..

i put the right side in and my eyes cannot open!! BURNING la..

feeling is like a HELL lot of SOAP went into my eyes or something..

end up i have to wear glasses to work with my red eyes..

3rd...its raining heavily n my bro dunno for what had 2 umbrella in his bag..

end up i cab to work..#$@

then my desktop at work was SLOW like hell..

open one folder took about 30 secs..

So lag..if not its either cannot open..

or not responding..

so i went for lunch..

did nth but surfing facebook playing games the whole morning..

its only after lunch then i got something to do..

reading of proposal..and am in charge of finding Guest of honor for the opening of

the ASIA AUTO SALON 2009 in oct..

alrights..i dunno what are the procedures like..

and i've nv write letter to ask ppl be GOH before..

esp this time need people like ministers..

hmmm..

Surf the whole night of web and finally found 4..

only one minister though..

cos i find stupid to get people that is not related to automotives..

like MOE?

MOH?lol..

alrights..im tired!

tired being bored out the whole day..lool.

goin to slp now! night people..

Imissyou

2009-06-30T22:19:00.007+08:00

I LOVE THEM

After getting my new lab top,

i've decided to update after so long! =)

Many things happened over this period of time..

i've gotten into a relationship 5 months ago.

i joined nike and left..

some friendship ended..

Van nana sherman guanghao and i had to time to meet and hang out like how we used to..

Sherman's finally attached..

Wilfred jus enlisted into the ARMY on the 5th june..

NANA and i had ended our 2 years of school life together in SHATEC

Now, moving into our next phase of life..

ATTACHMENT..

mine's starting tmr..

cannot wait to start work..

cos its something new for me to be sitting in the office for ONE year..

but definately i'll be working outside too..

cos its a EVENTS company.

its time to prepare to for many many ups and downs in life..

alrights.! no time for often meet ups with Baobei cos we are attached to different company..

and being in the events company, definately will be very busy one..

but i'll still be there if you need me..

though not same company..but its events anyway..

mayb if we are too busy, we could meet up on the 7th of every month..

HAHA..cannot believe 2 years of travelling to BUKIT BATOK jus passed liddat

many things happened within these 2 years..

project arguments..

arguments between classmates..

politics within a class of 40..TIANS..

Baobei and i change many clique in class..

and we face many many problems together..

chionging overnight for projects together..

did many many things within and not within school..

at the end of the day, we are the

SURVIVALS..

i love you girl..

love doing everything and nothing with you for the past 3years..

this year coming 4th year..

i believe 2years together in school made us discover alot..

learnt alot of things..

and realise alot of things..

Hope that this friendship will still stay strong..

the BEST GIFT in LIFE is to have met WILFRED, NANA and VAN =)

2009-02-25T20:09:00.005+08:00

our last pic together as 4HX

=) all memories..

things seems much simpler then..

true smiles we used to have..

The hobby we used to share..

the closest we used to be..
you used to be my girlfriend..

Last time we were all so true..

1st 4HX pic..

San Zhi xiong =) year 2006

looking back into photos we all used to take..

looking back to the smiles we all used to have..

the letters we used to exchange..

talking about everything..

things jus seems so different..

is it true when a frenship gets long..

people would not be as close anymore?

the longer you know each other, the more you think the frenship changes?

i read back letters we used to exhange..

the gifts i used to receive

but not anymore now..

omore calls to gossip..

nomore regular sms to chat...

mayb thats the result of seeing each other everyday ba..

even sometimes when i talk, the attention you used to give me also not there liao.

this frenship seems so different now..

too many different opinions ..

but...

you are still my precious girl..

the one i always cared about..

the one i'll always be there for.

though sometimes working with you can be kinda tough..

but thats when during work ba..

maybe through these years you've grown up le..

no longer the girl tt used to depend on me anymore..

know how to protect yourself le..

no longer need me to stand up for you le..

and you have a bf now to do all the things i used to do for you..

_________________

trying to learn how to bo chap certain things..

but like abit cannot..

especially when they meant something to me..

like Her.. she used to mean something to me..

but now i think she's dun worth it anymore..

because real frens wun cos of one small thing..

give up a whole 3 year of frenship..

i used to feel irritated..

bothered when things jus happen..

but now i dun.. cos i've seen it all..

though at times the things she do is really wat the hell..

____________

to the smallest girl..

i guess quite abit of thing happen for you recently..

it happened fast too..

and i guess at certain point of time you dunno wat you do..

you wanted to best for everyone..

but i guess the best for everyone is now ba..=)

many more years to go..

many more things to learn..

your new phase of life is goin to start v soon..

im sure you are goin to experience many more things..

but nomatter wat you'll have xiaowan~ =)

jia you ba..

in doin the things you like to do..

persuing yout dream..i love you..

____________

think back about things that are happening..

still will feel abit ke xi..

abit xing tong..

cos we really used to be the best girlfriends..

really felt xing fun with THE CLIQUE around..

but everybody is changing...

everybody is growin..

wat to do.. jus another phase in life..

but at least now i've found someone whom i can rely on..

and i know he'll always love me the way he do.. =)

so glad to have found you.. my BOYFRIEND..

2009-01-25T17:20:00.007+08:00

So many things happen within 2 weeks..
but do you think getting so many people involve will
help to solve things?

i treasured you very much as my girlfriend..
i treasured every single one of you in the clique..
but if its like wat gh say..
Even if it takes him to be the bad guy to make things work, he will..
then i think can forget it..if this friendship meant something..
if we meant something to her..if we are important to her..
she would have jus let go of everything n talk..but no..
its been two weeks.. when we talked about it, another issue stir up..

Nana n i never face this kinda problem..
nomatter how angry we are, we'll talk..
let go of everything n talk.
same to van as well..

things will work out without anybody being the bad guy..
without sacrificin anybody..we'll jus talk about it ourselves..
but if u wan me to sacrifice somebody to make everything work..
then can jus FORGET IT...!

wait for her to come talk to us..
how long are we goin to WAIT?

who are you guys to talk to van about it?
who are you guys to ask her to make choices?
you guys are jus people OUT of the circle..
choose between US or her..
i think thats a v stupid thing to do..

i heard you intended to talk to us about it..
i heard its cos of wat van blogged about that makes you wanna forget it..
but whats stopping you?
did she say the wrong thing?
mayb you think u are not liddat..
mayb you cant see what you are not right at..
mayb you dun feel that u are that someone she said you are..
cos we ourself cant see what we've done till someone tell you about it..
but thats wat we see..

tell us we are wrong!
since you say we dun understand you,
den why dun you make us understand you?

i planned to keep quiet..
i planned to jus let things go the way it is..
but i think all this is irritating me..
if not i wun blog!!!

i think this only involves 3 of us..
Van me you..
but why are so many ppl talking about it..
things would be better if only us talking about it..
things would be better if lesser ppl talk to us about it..
the more i hear.. the more i dunno wat you tell them..
u got hurt... we didnt..
cos u showed ppl you are hurt..
and we kept it within us..

i tear when i sang lao po..
i feel my heart aching when i look back at all the pictures..
i still smile when i share about those hilarious things we've done together..
but it got wiped off when i think of wats happening now..

wo men bu ming bai ni..
na ni ming bai wo men, dong wo men de xin ma?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

been hanging out with you almost everyday..
goin through "interviews"..haha
but somehow im confused..
cos i dunno who am i to you?
cos i dunno wat you are thinking..
but i've enjoyed myself..
enjoyed having arguments..
enjoyed laughing n sharing things with you..

been thinking thru at night..
now i know clearly how i feel...

to wait..
dunno if thats the right choice..
but i've choosen that.. =)
i know i'll miss you the next few days..
Miss your hands on my head every now n then thru the day..

2008-12-28T01:14:00.002+08:00

though feel loved..
but was upset too..
somehow i can feel the distance..
not between us..
but us..

tone changed..
topic cut down..
bond lost..
very different..

another cut i guess..
but this time i feel the prick too..
hmm...

Problems appearing..
nobody's talking about it..
i see changes..
i feel changes..
unfair for certain ppl i guess..

too lazy to blog..
had 4 days of pasta.!
ENOUGH!
endless work..
but outlet finally ended..
monday back to raffles hosp with darren guanghao n sherman..
help my mum clear her damn folders..
stock take next week..

2 weeks holiday..
one week burn..
goin back to school soon!.
projects.. exams..
midnight oil...

i gave jo my schduel..
tot it was jus another new month starting..
forgot about count down..
forgot about new year!!
everyday forget the date n day!
boring xmas..

2008-12-05T15:30:00.010+08:00

i know its been very very long since i last updated!! haha..
but then.. i've got too many things to share so shall jus let pictures do the talking ba..other then outlet.. its NIKE.. everyday its either or..so not much time to hang out with CLIQUE also..hmm..here are some pictures of the NIKE annual dinner n dance..the theme is retroBAr! so you can see how retro we all are! haha.

He's faz.. the full of shit supervisor..
but sadly..he left the company for some reasons.

Kelvin.. the sissy man..spiderman.. and he's my sister too..

this is how crap we all can be! VIVO!

he's jason.. =) our very first picture..

he's my partner for the night..

charles n khai!

can you imagine charles is the store manager..haha

Our dance competition.. dancing "that thing you do"

dance cheorograph by me n JO!

RETRO!!! we all looked happy..

tadang!! we came in third! haha

effort paid off for the late night practices..

and its my first time doin couple dance..

and its really not easy trying to fit everybody into the story..

making sure the actions are the same.. timing same..

and making sure my partner dun let go of my hands while spnning me.!

yuxin..Su..nadia..miaoting..me with ARn from suntec..

the Agogo sisters with charles..

we rocks..

he's jeff.. the guy every girl go gaga over..!!

sadly he's from suntec..! not Vivo..haha

GIRLFRIENDS.>!

in the store preparing for the last practice b4 moving off to the hotel..

outside store..

VIVO NIKE BY BIRD!

Drinking at balcony with the rest!

Ting ting yuxin me in the Waffles jacket..

can see cannot eat de..

Faz n me.. thanks guys fro coming to my EC =)

yuxin n Khai..

he's jiang cai cai!!

while waiting for the guys..we took a picture..

BALCONY!

KO after the 4th tequila shot..

the girls..

taken during my 2nd day at work..081008

Nadia!!

eating the spaghetti charles cooked for US.! so sweet..

SUSU n me.. dun see us small small..

we eat alot n make a hell lot of noise..haha

somemore events like Xiang hui's EC..

outlet pictures.. and pictures of me n jason.. =)

coming up soon..!!!

2008-10-30T00:48:00.002+08:00

Still a long way to hit my Sales target of 19,000 over at nike..
but am satisfied about my achievement i've got so far! =)
been working there for the 3rd week..
getting my first pathetic pay soon...i guess! haha..
oh wells!!

having fun there.. more den outlets at least!
always getting crazy with yu xin n jo!!
Paul always make crazy funny noises..
Kelvin always act sissy.. SISSY MAN!
Charles being the manager is always goin around disturbing people..
Irritate people n never fail to talk rubbish!!
Miaoting's quiet but can be crazy too..
Su can be really crazy.!
Caicai i still dunno yet cos i haven been working with him for 1 week...
Wilfred's been fetching us back home recently..
sheryl's always hates to do briefing..always trying to siam n siam..
and Jason!! im always trying to make him talk more..
haha!!

Jo made my day by bringing s212 to outlet! haha..
was really shocked when i see him coming behind jo!!
HAHAH!!! i served their table...
then they waited for me to knock off n pei me go 7-11 eat cup noodles..

2nd hangout out of work..
1st was supper after work with wilfred yuxin n jo at katong!!
then they went downstairs my place to cheorograph the dance till almost 3am..
2nd is today.. they came over to outlet..woots.!

new interest keeps my day goin man!
if not it'll jus plainly be work n work n work..
Love meeting new people..
exploring differnt kinds of personality..
trying to get them to open up to you..
seeing different side of them at different places..
but thats what makes my everyday interesting..
@ least for me.. =)

2008-10-23T00:19:00.000+08:00

hey!
i know i've been missing from almost a month! haha..
been reallly busy with work..
busy with rosette.. free labour training outlet!!
busy with work at nike with loveable n fun people.. =)
basically i am happy with wat i am doing..
feel that i've really stretched myself..
working for almost 15 hours somedays..
Rosette morning shift.. 6.45 to 3pm.. NIke 4 to 11pm..
Rosette afternoon shift 2.45pm to 11pm..NIKE 10am to 2pm
Off days NIKE 2 to 10pm..

but its really better then spending my money away..
i still get to see my baobei during outlet..
and see my girlfriend during work at NIKE..
Happy.. some off days will be mahjong or dota day..
trying to squeeze time out man! haha..

always having the sense of satisfaction at the end of the day..
though its everyday doin the same thing..
but i meet different people everyday..

Fun working with people like
CHARLES (store manager)
Jason.. Caicai.. fadzli.. khai.. su.. sheryl.. paul..
miao ting.. nadia.. tessa.. azrif.. wilfred..kelvin
and JOJOJOJOJO!!!
did i missed out anybody?

i wanna meet up with so many people.!!
espacially hansen n darryl!!!!
but hansen n i are trying to match our schduels to meet up..
talking online now.. talking to someone you guys will never think i'll ever come across..
dazhong's girlfriend.. lOL.
talking about him.. his mum.. OMG!!

i think i needa sleep.. waking up at 5.30.. =(

2008-09-20T21:10:00.001+08:00

SO in love with Derrick's new debut album..
especially this song 你走天橋我走地下道.. =)
i think all his songs are quite nice la..haha!
jus went to see his MVs on youtube.. NICE!
haha.. after so long im still a fan of him
everything about him is so nice la..haha =)

oh well..
sorry guys for not blogging for so long..
my com is down..n untill now it is still down..
so im using my bros friends labby..

exams jus ended..
endless long nights of studying!!
but thanks guang hao n sherman for accompanying me..
almost everyday throughout my entire week of paper..haha..
but at the end of papers, my dark eye rings are out..
never seen my face so jia lat b4..
pimple break out..haha

but am looking forward toward my one week holiday!!
full of programs..goin to get myself tan n fit...haha..

immediately after papers yesterday,
went to walk walk with van nana gh sher in town
then mahjong at nana's place..haha..
happy happy!! cos this is the first time i got si chun out..
my 3rd try of the week b4 he agree in coming out...haha..
he joined us for mahjong til 2plus den he sended me back..

Si chun scared of nana man..haha..
one bamboo is consider "animal"
had fun la..hope that he'll join us more in future man! hahaa..
cos after all he's my eyecandy!!
fri sat free...
sun mummy's bday celebration..
den!! OUTLET ATTACHMENT!! wth!
but i'll enjoy myself next week man! =)
can say wat i wan here cos he dun have my blog add..haha.

never expected to have really noe him in person also..
always thought that he'll be on the stage.n i'll be down stage..haha..
oh well!!

WOOTS! 1week holiday..
tmr hendric's 21st pyjamas birthday party.
monday shopping with jane nana n gang..
tues pulau ubin cycling..
wed kayaking dota..
thurs badminton basketball soccer
fri sat nth!! sun mummy birthday celebration!!
then OUTLET ATTACHMENT!! sian!
but still will try to enjoy myself la..haha!

2008-09-06T23:48:00.002+08:00

成经一起写属于我们的自己的故事。。
但现在却像陌生人一样
只坐在隔壁，一句话也没说
我现在才发现
发现为什么故事的结局和当初想写的不一样
因为你我是属于两个不同世界的人。。
我们选择走向地铁的两个接端
选择分手后做陌生人

jus thinking..
thinking of wat nel's goin through now..
thinking of how darren feel in his this relationship..
nothing is easy.. being in a relationship is not easy..
likin someone is not easy so how about loving someone?
being loved is not easy too..
letting go is never ever goin to be easy over short period of time..
so tell me what's easy man?

i've been thru..
holding on tightly to someone..
really wanted to let go..
telling yourself to let go
but your heart jus simply cling too tightly onto that someone..
what to do? jus let time do the job man..
so used to it til i dun feel anything..
dun even feel that i'm having anyone in me at that moment..

having not much of a problem now..
cos im not seeing it as a problem..
i'm jus treasuring eveything and evey moment i have..

happy cos you're near..
though nothing changes still..
happy cos im contented with wat im having now..
rather then askin for more.. =)
having many look forwards each day..
to having outings..
to having hang outs..
to seein the nonsensical, serious, happy go lucky you..

i'm in another phase of stupidity..
but im happy!

2008-09-06T19:34:00.000+08:00

050809 SAFTI

free labour again..
reached school at 9am..
and the entire event only finishes at 10.30
spent the whole morning doin table set up..
arranging the table and make sure EVERYTHING
look straight when u see from the front..

some people really had itchy hands..
keep touching and moving out mis-en-place..
wtf!! we arrange it again n again..
they jus cannot tell us all at one shot how mus it be place..
mus wait till we put le then tell us put another way..
stupid people..

service was nothing much but hidding at the back of the house..
waiting for them to give the cue to serve the food..
clear the plates..
DAMN!! so many handsome and smart officers outside..
but dun get to see much.! haha..
luck ICs man! cos only they are allowed to be on the floor..

Clearing up was chop chop!
after the officers stood up, about 10 minutes..
we are done man! everything clear from the ground..hahaha.

after that went down to gardens..!
went to happy daze to collect my pay!
but anne basket dun wanna give me..
then went to nic's place to join nel chu darren n nic..

Emo session..
darren had problem with gf..
nelson is still the same old thing..! his avia..
me n chu.. seems like having not much of a problem recently..
chu only seems la..cos he nv say anything..
jus lie there watch movie.. haha!
had fun reading the subtitles cos the movie is in Canto.! lol..
after the movie he was drained.. and so he slept..
but then Nel was the first to KO la..

Darren n i had a good time watching them slp man..
nel snoring.. chu trying to make him shut up..
jus when chu really fall aslp, nel jerk n kicked chu's ass..
and i begin to hear tsk tsk tsk! LOL

nic never stop studying since i reached his place..
he only stopped at 2am!!
i can never study in a SO quiet room alone like him la..

didnt intend to stay over de..
but then i was tired n it was late le..
so i stayed over at his place too..
Nic came in at 2am..
then we started watching Wall-e..
but nic says he wanna watch something gothic..
and we ended up watching final destination 2..

i would have really died if i have heart failure man..
theme party day had fun scarin people..
had fun being scared by people..
i deleted my own gothic pictures from my phone cos i find them scary too..
next was 4bia.. made my heart beat so fast for so long..
then was final destination..

a PLUS point!! Pooh bear!!
i scare myself while i went out of his room to pick up mummy's call..!
i forgot his study room made of glass panel..
i went out, pick up call..
and due to my bright hp light, i saw myself is the glass panel.!
and i jumped up!! i was standing there talking..
it was so dark..cannot even see my fingers la..

Gh joined us awhile after work then went home cos he wasnt feeling v well still.!
was so tired n sleepy man!! i occupy nic's bed while he sleep on the floor..
darren on the sofa bed cos he was complaining hot..
and that was the coldest place in the room with the air con blowing directly..
nel n chu so slim that they share one mattress..

in the middle of the night, i saw nic keep waking up..
shifting n turning.. taking out his jacket..
i was sleeping cosy-ly under the blanket n i felt so warm..
i began kicking the blanket aside, unbutton my sleeve n fold them up.!!
BEST! nel woke up early cos he felt hot!!
and Guess hu's the culprit.!!
that #@$%# darren felt so cold that he offed the Aircon..!!!!
We really cursed and swear him in the morning man..
and the windows toilet doors are closed somemore.!! =S

10 plus we went prata for breakfast..!
then nic sended us back!!
thanks for lending me your cosy bed..! haha

woots! went for facial jus now!!
song! and i won a dota game today..
haha! though its playing with computer..
but still happy!! i noe winning to you guys is chicken feet la..
sio DUn laugh at me when u guys see this man!haha

2008-09-06T13:08:00.000+08:00

theme party ended on 3rd sept..
Big thank you for those hu came to support us..
Nelson guanghao sherman nicholas Jo Van..
most importantly NANA n my lovable parents..

The effect was better den i expected..
esp with my own make up..
i dun expect myself to look that scary..
but it turned out to be so! haha..
pictures will be up soon..

great teamwork from DTM 707A..
really work together as a class man..
we all got so many many things done n made this event happened..
We had fun scaring people b4 the party start..
had fun snapping pictures with our loved ones..
had fun dancing and singing with the music..

my first time with so thick make up on..
first time having that fake eye lash over my long real eye lashes..
first time willingly allow janelle to draw thick eye liner on my lids..
OH GOD! but thats wat made the effect..haha..
photos will be up soon man!!

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a Off day on 040908 thursday..
slept..did housework..
cooked lunch n dinner for family..
then i brought janelle's baobei to the hospital..
then i went to amk hub to meet nic n his fren zhi cai to watch 4bia.!!

#$%#$ that show really scare the hell out of me..
so sudden..so disgusting..!!
jump like nobody's business..
and i can see that nic was scared too..haha..
we were curling ourselves up..
and that assho keep nudging me and ask me to see..
making funny funny noises..! lol..

My heart was still thumping when i entered his car..
it was still thumping when i reach home..
n was still thumping when i close my eyes to slp..
frankly speaking i didnt really sleep well that night!!

2008-09-03T02:31:00.001+08:00

tadang! final layout of the model for wedding project!

goin to finish soon.!

the tables!! so nice

trying out stage..! that is the secret behind the cute puny tables.

From NOTHING to SOMETHING!!

my Chairs b4 painting them! HEARTS..

enough of late nights till 6 doin report..
enough of having my eyes closing
yet i still have to stay awake to finish up report..
enough of hearing people complaining they are tired yet they are the earliest to slp
tell me who else is awake at tt time man to share share man..
but at least its all over..
projects handed up..
presentation finished..
at least we dun have projects for next sem..

its never easy to be leader..
especially in a group with my bestie.. with my clique..with all girls..!
there are really times when things gotten on my nerves..
there are really times when i really feel punching people..
but i cannot do anything..
cos we are all close friends

i know there sure will be hell if i were to say something..
we noe each other's temper too well..
nth but give in give in give in..
mayb u may not feel or notice it..
but think i've not given in this much to anybody else..
and it can really be tiring..
oh well.. tell me hu understands man!

yam yam!! eat n grow FAT!

they are enjoying themselves!

mus really take down this hungry moment!!
sher cannot smile n eat at the same time sia!

US! from happy daze collugues to friends to close friends!
THREE YEARS comin up in dec..

Really shiok today.!
left school at 3 plus to meet sherman n guang up.!
DOTA! nth but the guys asking me to run when i was about to get killed.!
trying be hero! lOl..
fun n addictive..
if nel was there..i think he chopped me into poeces long time ago man!
played from 6 all the way to 9..
den went chomp to eat!
Had a great time laughing having fun n eating!

hahah! really v long never hang out with them liddat le man>!
three people yet a table of food..
may look little but then its really making my stomach burst!
haha! thanks for giving in to me n ordered cockles.!
nice right? this is all our FIRST time eating cockles outside..lol.
messy tables.. stubborn cockles.!

we laughed at each other!
laughed at lame things..
laughed at sher talking creep languages..
oh my guang ying ma..my elephant..my pang xie!
*burp..

Left gardens at 10.45,..
took bus to interchange n that sherman ho!
saw pasa malan say wanna go walk wanna eat corns!
i goin to puke le he still wanna EAT!
but we only shared one coke ice cream! haha..
the rest of the food dun look appealing when we got closer..

yeah!!we PLAY there !!
i like that tweety toy v much! thouggh quality confirm lousy one..
tried to get it..but i threw the ball at the toy instead of e empty cans.!
oh well! sad!! only manage to get some glow in the dark stars! haha.
but i like them anyway! my favourite glow in the dark stars..

played darts n got a small mini toy! 3 keychain.!!
he threw everything inside my bag!!
eventually there ended up in aljunied crescent.! haha..

thanks gman n sher for the fun time had today!!
thank you nic nel gman for helping me in theproject in one way or another!
Thank you gman for staying up with me till damn "early" for the two reports.!
Thanks for everything my friends!!
deeply appreciated n love deeply!! =)

tmr's the LAST one!!
theme party!
long planning time..
many practices..
many people involved.!
many people coming!!
many problems have yet to be solved yet!
n tmr's the day!!
DTM 707A's BIG production!
woohoo!! hope everthing will turn out good n FUN!

*i miss those days..
but nomore.

2008-08-31T02:05:00.001+08:00

THE HANDSOME GIRLS!

Our new School uniform..

sze hui !!

BAOBEIS

the View from OCBC building..50th storey.

tadang!! the biggest mans in class.

kungfu panda!

DOGGIES!

annie n wellY! we all did buffet line.!

My favourite dessert in waraku!

his my FATFAT

Daddy mummy's 21st wedding anniversary!
if only the whole buquet is blue! i sure fight to keep it one.ahah

packed like sardine fish!!
yesterday had to help out with an event at OCBC centre..
some scholarship lunch!
met up with my girls 7.30 for breakfast..
event lasted from 8.30 to 2.45pm..
project at TCC after that till 6pm!
went home bath change n met up with alan..
then together we went to chinese garden to find jo zhi hui elvin they all..
preparing for mooncake festival..
quite nice la! the theme this year hello kitty..haha
help jo they all close shop.. Girlfren wants to play mahjong.. soooo...
all came over reach my together at 12 plus..
alan left to meet friend so didnt joined us.!
played till 3.. slept at 3 plus..

woke up 8am today!
9 mus reach school for theme party run through..
so im late.. but when i reach there, there was only about 10 of us there..
the guys all LATE!!
the entire thing lasted till 2..
set tables to see how it will look like on the actual day..
program briefing..
rehearsing the preformance..
painting of props, banners..
discussion about things here n there.!
ALL left school at 2 for outlet briefing at Rosette(sommerset)
yeah! n again they told us things we have already know..
grooming.. blah blah! then bring us for less den 5 mins walk n then dismissed!
whole thing only lasted for half hour..

so happy!! cos get to go home sleep..
nap for an hour and then off to work at siglap!!
totally nobody there today!!
EAT n EAT like a pig!!
had rice with vege n beef for dinner..
then grace ordered cheese sausage..
then chicken wings..
then i had paddle pop!!
and some drinks here n there.

Watched 3 movies on star movie channel with my boss, manager n cook tonight man!
sat nicely outside eat watch movie..and asked hell lot of question about the shows..
haha!! all 3 are nice shows man! 12.30 jiu reach home le..haha..
tmr meeting janelle go buy face paint!
then chiong project at nana house.!! sian man!..

jus now i dialed but b4 it ring i hang up..
wanted to send good night..
but i type n save it in my draft instead..
recently its always liddat.. hmm

2008-08-28T21:00:00.000+08:00

i shall take back my words from the bottom post..
我看错你了。。
tot you'll be a better boyfriend now..
perhaps you are the perfect boyfriend in her eyes..
but i've seen it all..

at least im happy cos you're no longer my boy..
least you are not that someone in me..
if not i tink i will feel more then jus disappointment..
at least its all over 4 months ago..
=)

happier now..
cos there's another happier someone..
something to look forward to..
looking forward to meet ups for watever reason..
looking forward to see your msg once in a while
guess you dunno this..
but each time i noe i'm goin to see you..
im feel like a gan jiong spider..

i tot when things get busy, i will feel different..
i tot it was jus a short term thing..
but despite meeting lesser then b4, i still feel the same..
hmm.. how?!

2008-08-27T00:27:00.002+08:00

Came across things that reminded me of him..
happened to pack my stuff n saw the only present left from him..
my favorite picture of us drawn by him n he left it in a frame..
he only passed it to me after things ended..

i was once her substitute..
but failed to be one.. cos he still cannot forget her.
i was once his gf..
but i dunno when he treated me like i really was..
when i felt that things he do are from the bottom of his heart..
but they arent..
jus as things are getting better..
they got worst again..
i choose to ended it off..
was waiting for him cos
i didnt wanna take the step forward again..
but the string snapped..

the feelin seems so different..
same status, different treatment cos its 2 different someone..
but at least i see you really loving someone now..
really taking the extra step to care and do eveything for her..
hmm..jealous..

but we make choices..
so still have to be happy without you..
thats what i promised myself n promised you..
and i have done it.

funny ah! so many things to complain about..
yet still chose to stay with him..
yet still chose to once loves him deep deep..
yet still smile when we talk about him..

though there were darn many unhappy things..
but still have a few happy memories to be worth thinking off..
tell me who wun think about their ex even though they come across things
related to him or her? i definitely will..but i've moved on le..

alrights..enough of emo stuff..im okay now!
very fast one..haha..i've decided to cut my hair again..
but definately after the theme party..
dun wanna get my hair caught next sem during outlet man..
so ma fan la.!!

learnt how to DOTA yesterday.. noe im realy damn cui.!
die n die..hah..but will practice more man..
2more weeks everything's gonna be put to an end..
but then exams are next!

i manage to keep my fingers to myself..
though my mind is somewhere else..

2008-08-23T13:42:00.003+08:00

Jus handed up report n presentation yesterday!!
not much confidence this time to score though..
but i think can pass la..
a load off but then have to do research for the presentation..
sigh!! and still have 2 more project plus theme parTY!!!!

so tired!! slept till 12 today..
yesterday was daddy mummy's wedding anniversary!
so i brought them to waraku at katong to eat!!
haha!! the food damn nice! i like the desserts there..
so creative la.. =)

then went to happy daze to find gh sher n nana..
ask nic to come down slack..
so while waiting for him, did awhile free labour..
went for prata.. van juz n their friend charles came to find us..
but was too tired to stay long... eyes goin to close le man!!
so went back happy daze, collect my handbag n nic sended me back..

really damn tired and cui man!!
reached home change le KO le.!
i noe got ppl msg me got ppl call me at 12 plus..
but then too tired le..haha.

too lazy to join darren and gang in town le..
plus the weather raining so nice to sleep..
so decided to stay home.! anytime will go back sleep again!!

its been long since i last stayed home with daddy mummy
n watch korean series together man!
work tonight at siglap! full house cos soccer club coming to watch soccer!!
sian maN..!

Sometimes i'm really tryin not..
but my fingers jus dun listen..
its the 5th time..when's the 6th?

2008-08-19T14:01:00.004+08:00

its jus another week of projects..
rushing to meet the deadline..
jus feel so dead! when was the last time since i felt so tired?
i forgot! but now it only takes me a a minute or two to jus doze off into my lalal land..
can never keep my eyes open in class..
i can simply stand n slp in the train despite there were so many ppl..
reached home.. doze off on my arm chair b4 i could even bath n do anything else..

Can time jus pass fast?
so that my holidays will be near?
exams coming up after projects..
after exams, one week of holiday follow by outlet attachment..

another day of MC at home..
gastric flu again! 2nd time this sem..damn!
still got to go for project at clementi later at 5..

Im Craving for CRAZY angmo..
i wanna play CS
i wanna play mahjong
i wanna go roller blading..
i wanna be under the hot afternoon sun..
i wanna sleep the whole afternoon at home..
i wanna go diving at tioman...
i wan my katong treat..
i miss listening to your nonsence..
i miss talking rubbish..
i miss those laughter at the lamest things..
i miss my girlfriend darling..
i miss meeting up with u guys almost everyday.. =(

2008-08-14T01:40:00.002+08:00

Besides havin things happening..
and i guess the conclusion is..
nth's gonna change between any of us!
but still im happy having wat i have.. =)
and i still am enjoying myself everyday!
nth affect me much though..

too lazy to blog out how much fun i had events after events!

-260708 the next challenge with Dan nic don ken
-020808 Darren's 21st bday bbq and night cycling with nic van gh sher
-090808 Families picnic with childhood kakis!
Execute Sherman's surprise party at palawan at night!
went breeze bar to drink after that! (Nana van jo zh xh gh nic nel chu!)
-100808 Sher's house party for his bday! though i cried.. many ppl involve in talking!
somethings screwed up..but i guess things got better after tt..
-110808 KboX with Gh nana nic sher.. follow by dinner at aston!!
then nelson joined in! we went to play LAn! they dota me nana sher play
counterstrike..! after that DURIAN n kovan! SHIOK!
-130808 Went granny house to visit her after school.! stayed there for dinner cos i kinda
miss home cook food..and went down to gardens to meet nana sher gh nel xh for
CS agaiN! haha! was really damn fun n destressing game! too bad nic went to meet up
with His SP! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERMAN!

later Having class CTIS.i say later cos now is already 2AM.
goin to watch love guru with the entire class..
follow by project work! have to really chiong le man!!
almost all DEADLINEs next week la..

even though days are packed..
but somehow i can still find time to miss you..

2008-08-14T00:56:00.006+08:00

i smile like how i used to..

11 i guess this is the only way it'll look nice! haha

10

james bond! haha! 007 BANG!

THREE!!

we took 1 to 11.. but i only posted random ones!

I smile he frown! wat the hell!

Sing sing our hearts out!!

110808 Kbox! Nic photographer

TSK tSk~ so many people! haha..
but we like it this way since very young!

daddy mummy with uncle eddie being
extra in the background!

Mummy n ME =)

Do i look like daddy?

Auntie leng! =)

wei Jun n me..His face always look like an ass! haha

My LITTLE boy! xiao bai

B4 sentosa..i had pinic with my childhood
Familes at east coast!

On the way to Palawan to excute our Killer
Birthday plan..more pictures not uploaded yet!
cos its with nic! haha

090808 National day n we celebrated sher's bday

Me n VAns at about 3Am?

Night cycling after BBQ! Changi where u see
the planes flew n tts wheer i lost my wallet!

=)

darren's 21st bday bbq! 4hx

While waiting for NR6 ~ NEXT challenge 2008

Schwetty NUts =) its finally over

2008-08-07T01:14:00.001+08:00

full of people emo-ing recently..!
no need to say you guys read le also noe hu!
but im not emo!
i'm jus thinking ...

guess its gonna be another cycle.!
for the 3rd time i guess..
but this time the master card doesnt lies with me..
its with someone else..
seems like i always like to head in a weird direction..
making moves that i think people wun choose to make..
but i've made my choice.. =)

Its 1.12AM!
u've nv left my mind since.........

HAPPY 3 years BAObEI!~

2008-08-06T23:30:00.000+08:00

This 3 guys here always fighting to do things with me!!

I
always leaving me nth to do!! haha

He's bimb!! haha.. short but cute!

our new bicycle!! but lousy one.! haha

this is how it looks like! HOmely FEEL!

260708 Junior daze grand opening!!

sherman n me in the EGGY chair..!
!

He's peter!! my best partner..

during some night at happy daze! guess hu izzit man.!

she's the BOSs miss anne!

yeah man!!

.

Grace n CARLOS!! we always go for breakfast
during sunday b4 opening!!

ahhhhshhooottt.!!!

combination of serangoon n Siglap!!

Happy DAZING!

so xing fu right? im always working under
the care of so many guys! seriously other
then me n grace!! no girls over there!!

benadict peter bimb saros!

US n the anne

GRACE n ME

Haven got Full set of pics for N.E.X.T challenge yet!
so happy daze pics will be up first!! haha
really love working there! except for the sucky timing.!
everybody there is nice!

and thats where many memories lies!
#R(A)'s favourite hang out!!
i used to spend one whole month of holiday working there..
thats where i noe sherman guanghao chu!!
thats where from there i noe nelson darren nicholas..!
and from there i noe kendrick don daniel hendric..haha.!

all these pictures are Taken at Junior happy daze!!
our NEw baby outlet which currently is still as quiet!!
at serangoon i can work till 3am with eyes open wide..
at Opera estate!!! about 11 plus liddat eyes start to close le..

i can even have the time to go inside the car and nap la.!
hORRIGIBLE!! but i believe business there can pick up de..
JIa you jIA YOU!

i miss serangoon though!! haha!

2008-07-28T10:25:00.006+08:00

260708

Sat was a busy day!!
woke up at 11 plus!
pack my bag n get ready my stuff for the race at nighT!
den met up with guang hao and sher go down to junior happy daze for grand opening
and celebration of Miss anne's birthday!! haha..
i took grace's camera and went around snapping pictures..
Carlos's cooking is damn good man!! so much nice food to eat!! haha..

left at 5 plus and went tampines to meet up with nic n don for small dinner!!
Yeah! we took part in the next challenge 2008 organised by PAYM..
its a yearly event n it lasted for 20 hours!!

7pm reporting time for registration and surrenderin of our non necessary items..
handphones.. wallet all not allowed!!
whole team only had $30 and our own EZ link card!
while waitng we took pictures!
dun see my group all guys! they like to take pictures too..haha

race started at 9pm!
our first location was MUSTAFA!!!!!
we search our bus guide and the maps on finding the shortest way to get there..
this is the place we hated most!
First station and we got STUCK with this question!!
" what goes around the world but stays in a corner!? "
yeah! times up and we had to serve time penalty!
@#$@%

Lotsa running to do!~
in a group with 4 guys!! i have to really run and catch up with them!!
Throughout this 20hours!!

we moved from
-tampines to
-Mustafa to
(have to answer tt stupid question!!got stuck there)
-Kallang PAHQ to
(we used our help cards and the wrong answer brought us there n so we head to next location)
- kallang theatre cosy bay to
(have to cut the word 里 out from paper)
- bugis sultan mosque to
(jus go there did nth n collect a stamp! haha..best station)
- ROM at fort canning to
(failed this stage! mus cut out a big hole for each of us to go through out of a A4 size paper
we ended up havin 20 min time penalty! camwhoring session)
- Raffles place the BIG grass patch to
(have to complete SUDOKO! ken n Dan are damn good at it man!!)
- Esplanade bridge
(have to skip 2o times on the skipping rope!i completed that..!
have to make the spinning top spin for 5sec! NIc did it..have to kick the chapteh
10 times.! don n ken nearly made it.. the most they had was 8 times.. 15 min penalty!)
-THE cathay
(had to form a human shape using the "UHU glue"something like that la! haha..
ken and dan blew! the thing mus be proportionate..but ken blow de size always wrong de..haha )
-PAHQ for short rest..
(had our pathetic Bread n new water! 1half hours rest time! and set off at 6.15)

took a short nap!
but dint really slp cos it was cold sleepin at the outside pavement!
was shocked when we saw our next clue!!
KENT RIDGE PARK!! at buno vista!!
bo bian! took MRT there!!
reached there!! the slope's damn steep!
yeah! ken said lets JOG!
my muscles were too cold that i didnt even felt that my legs were moving!
CRAPS!

The task there we have to split into two groups n complete them!
ken don dan stayed there n make dog balloon!!
Me n nic ran all the way to find this stupid opium hilL!!
not stated in the map and its actually carpark C of kentridge park!@$#%$
mus draw a hanna on nic.!
first time doin that but he says its no bad when i find it ugly!
will upload pictures soon man!

off from Kent ridge park to Labrador park (have to do the arrangement of cup thing)
from labrador
-> PASIR RIS CC (break time! Bread again! with rasins this time.!)
-> Pasir ris park mangrove (have to take pictures of a crap n all pavillion inside the mangrove!forgot to take note of the time we need to complete the task! late for 2min! time penalty agaiN! haha! this time we took pictures n the guys played with Curry pok(red ant''s nest on the tree!they tries to hit it down!! haha! its a guys thing but i joined it too!lol..the in charge told us tt we are the most cheerful group even though we had to serve penalty.! )
-> Changi chapel Museum (have to leave a 3/4 filled pail up with our legs! and we have to take off our shoe n socks n wear them back agaiN! i guess this is the only TEAM game we had la.! )
-> Bedok reservior(nic n i took up the kayaking session!kayak out to the floating ball n back! quite fast eh! while don ken n dan in charge of running to daimai sec n find out whats their school motto! i know they work hard! its a long way n they ran there n back! )
-> Kovan HUB!(took cab from bedok back! 5 ppl uncle dun wan fetch so we plead one taxi uncle n he took all of us! i sit on the bottom at the back la! so poor thing! think tts why im there.! cos im SMALL! haha )
ending point's there (lAST GAME to complete..blow balloon n have to sit on it to burst it..i was too light tt nomatter how hard i bounce the balloon still nv burst n dOn had to add extra weight on me la.! haha )

we came in 33rd out of 66!
during the night we were 49th and we caught up in the day!
despite not much rest! we still manage to chiong finish the whole race!
*claps claps* all of us were so damn tired that we fell asleep during the prize presentation!
we only woke up during the lucky draw! kendric damn heng! he got the $30 vouncher to NYDC!

we were all craving for ba chok mee during the race!
say say after race wanna go eat at night! but end up never!!
all of us reach home n KONG already! i slept at 6 plus.. till this morning 9 plus!
MC from sch cos was having cough, flu n headach!
legs were damn tired also!!

waiting to go get materials later for the project!
waiting for some people to msg me..
*yawn!!*

to SCHWETTY NUTS!!

thanks for asking me to join this race!
Its really fun hanging out with you guys for the past 20 hours!!
watching you guys picker over small small stuff.. suaning each other!
though its tiring but all your craps and "team work" kept us goin.. =)
cant wait for daniel to send the artistics pics we've taken!! haha..
yeah man! i really had fun!! dun forget to count me in for 2009! haha..
LOve you guys many many for taking care of me and make sure im not
left behind!! don being the last man!! nic carrying my stuff, offering me water
and make sure i dun fall in the dark..
daniel n nic keep feedin me with bread!
N ASK ME EAT EAT EAT!haha..
treasured the not long not short hours spent together..
meet up soon mates!! with LOVE!

2008-07-25T01:23:00.002+08:00

26th is the day!!~
Its a day full of events!~
Official opening of hAPPY daZe new outlet at siglap!~
its Miss Anne's birthday too..
And!~ the one i've been looking forward to !~
THE NEXT CHAllENGE!~
woots~

NicHO + Kenrick + laoda + Don + me = schwetty nuts!

i dunno what it means though!
but i think daniel gave the group this name! haha
$3000 for the first group!~
i think we can make it! THINK only! haha..
hope i wun end up being bullied in a all guys group!~
which i think they wun also la.! haha..

time for bed!! time for rest..
tmr TR.. doin wash up!!~
then project and work at night!!
from 10am to 1am!~ packed!

i prefer simplicity..simple you!

2008-07-24T23:44:00.000+08:00

wah! so fast one week past le..
i havent been blogging the whole of last week!!
due to -> school projects school projects work!

school's sian!
everyday feel like sleeping in class.!
in fact i've been really sleeping n class..
jus cant seems to get myself to stay awake nomatter how much rest i get!
boring la.!! class's theme party is coming up!
lotsa plannings to do..

Wedding project is still hanging there!!
but i think its goin on still fine!! haha..
big thank you to those hu has provided us with infomation!!
and those helping out!! =)

Went over to opera estate's new happy daze outlet last fri!
the place is so nice n cosy!!
half the size of Happy daze @ serangoon gardens
grace's there! peter's there.. carlos's there too
haha!! first few days no people.!
so we had fun slacking! talking.!
eating chips.! haha.. will be working tmr also!
song ah!

hmm..im tired! recently never sleep till 1 plus 2..
got my new phone! K850i
took nice pictures.! but computer's abit infected by virus!
so its LAG..so i haven up load anything yet! haha

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i dun wish to..
but i still repeated what i once said to you again!
i tot that time will be the last time..
i dun wish to make you sad.! to hurt you!
but i jus wanna remind you of how n what i think!
i feel guilty! feel suffocated whenever you treat me so nice!
everybody had been thinking for you!
about you liking me for 3 years n dun get a chance to be with me.!
tellin me you v poor thing!
its not only the one liking someone feel tired..
but being liked by you makes me sometimes feel tired too..
After all its been THREE whole years..

boy!~ i noe its not easy but its time for you to move on.!
new phase of life is starting for you soon..
i hope you will take this chance to forget me n get someone new..
someone who's much worth your love then me..
someone hu will love you back!

everything that you had done for me is really really
appreciated! but still i cannot give you back anything in return!
all i can do is be your friend and say thank you!
my heart works closely with my feelings..
i hope you'll understand..
still we are friends!
nothing will change this friendship!~
i promise.!

2008-07-15T23:17:00.003+08:00

MOnday！~ 1400708
look so girl with this hair la.
came back after MC

My xiao gou n me!~

interesting day!~
had hospitality LAW today!
quite interesting at first..
was still awake for the first 1 hour..
after that i went into lala land le.. haa..
NAna n janelle slept too..buai ta han!
really damn sian!

a day of argument with my doggies.!!
as usual stir shit! haha crap la...

the best part of today was..
after school while walking to the mrt..
we saw this big black dog n a puppy walking together across the road.!
the scene was so cute la.
but then! the puppy got lost from his daddy!
nearly got bang down by the running traffic..

Janelle tt stupid xiao gou made me carry him la.
he's so damn heavy like bomb liddat..
so after sometime she took over!
we heard from tiff n yiting tt the daddy dog is at NTUC..
so we brought the puppy there..
in the end no where to be found..

we also dunno wat to do about this puppy..
so cute n nice lehx.! nobody can bring him home n keep..
so i called daddy n mummy.. and they allow me to bring him home.. =)
so we cab all the way home with nana n jo!

daddy bath for him..
and we name him 小黑..
cos he's really BLACK.!
when he stand beside 小白， they look like zebra crossing.! haha
my poor xiaobai's a little scared of him though!
but i hope after sometime they will be fine..
if not we cannot keep the black one..hmm..

not staying up late tonight!
cos noone's online.!
plus my msn kana virus..
so if i online ppl will kana also..! hmm.

今天觉得有点静静的。。

2008-07-14T01:14:00.003+08:00

from strangers to friends..
den chemistry..
Confession..
relationship..
problems occurs..
breakups..

its a cycle of a relationship..!
even if a relationship doesnt start!
it still stops at step 3..
the 3rd step is enough to kill someone.!~
no courage no talk..
its been long since i last did this kinda thing!
3 years back..
lost touch about it..

i had many unsuccessful relationships..
many funny weird and hurting endings!
but still i never stop liking n lovin people..
cos after each relationship.. i grew stronger..
learn from previous experience n make the next one better..

love is something so special between 2 people
that no 3rd person can undertsand how they feel..
however.. the feel of breakups is the same..
heartach.. many memories that u cant bear to let go..
tears..and many WHY to ask yet there are no answer to the questions..

every relationship is different..
cos every partner you are with are different..
you act differently with different partners also..
u'll feel different with different people you like..!

but once the feel isnt there..
nth much can be done..
sometimes wait does help..
sometimes it doesnt..

Emotional week for some people..
heard quite a few breakups le..
jus dial up my number man..

i had mixed feelings this week too..
feeling of gan jiong! feeling sian!
feeling complicated!~ feeling stupid too..!
i've enjoyed my day today..

happy when you're happy.. =)
u make me laugh easily with anything!

Glowing stars!

2008-07-11T01:48:00.004+08:00

jus a summary of everything!~
wanna blog but tired..haha..

yesterday after school went to work at prive with nana n classmates..
its at harbour front..the place where the private yatch are parked..
its a very nice place..!
but obvious for rich people!
and so we are there in the richman's world........... to WORK! sian diao! haha
they having some 600 people cocktail session there.!
paying us $8 per hour..so still okay!

woke up this morning with an aching arms..
nv held a tray for so long b4.. and not empty tray hor,,
mus serve the drinks around.. take few drinks stand around...
HEAVY!~worked from 5 to 11. reach home about 12 plus.!
never do anything else..jus bath n slp!

today! school!~
den went jogging with guang hao..
from Nana house area all the way to gardens..
surprised tt i never stopped!
den we decided to jog to Nics place..
LONG way in!
after that we went RK house for dinner..
den i went home..!~

i wanna tell you how i feel!
but i dun have the courage to.. how?

2008-07-09T02:19:00.003+08:00

we peep from outside this corridoor..
waiting for the girl from tt unit beside the door u see
to come out n meet our poor guy! lol

NIC got tired and slept for TWO mintues!

And then darren came!! do this to him!

then guang hao joined in part two!~

part three became liddat!
part 4 too hiong already..my camera lag cannot capture

On my way home in bus 100~ 11pm

Feeling so cold cos the air con's blowing at me directly!
alrights! didnt go sch today cos i over slept..
but nvm! since its the 2nd day of sch! so dun think i've missed much!

woken up by nic's reply at 12..
haha! den went amk to join gh nic n darren for some EMO session..
darren got problem with GF again!
so i went amk to see doctor instead..

talk to darren at amk macs!
den nic drove all of us with him down to Jurong to find his GF..
i jus realised!!!! his GF stay opp shatec!
jus across the high way! haha..

bored while sitting outside waiting for darren Gf to come out..
waited for close to 1 half hours man! sleepy!
we left darren there n went off..
fell asleep in nic's car while goin back le..cos jam!!

went nic place first..
i like his Dog misty!! look like a bomb.
so fat so cute! the breed nic told me n the breed i saw totally DIFFERENT!haha..
i like his room setting..and the small swing outside his garden..hahah..

den we took bus to sr central..
nic go play soccer we watch!
cos gh nv wear shoe cannot play..
and i dun play soccer!!
been siaming the ball..den finally one ball hit my ankle..
and i heard a crack sound man..haha
abit pain! bu heng nv sprain..
and NIC!!!!! he kick the ball..!!
went to my bag!!
then my phone whihc is at the top of my bag FLEW!~
Thanks ah!~

Van keep saying i look like Felicia Chin!~
but i dun think i do!
i've got a so not common face tt makes people remember me..
even if they only seen me once! SHIT!

i've enjoyed my day today doing nothing though!! =)

i dun need a handsome or rich boyfriend..
jus someone with CHEMISTRY!~
how i wish i can jus say out..but shhhh

2008-07-07T23:30:00.000+08:00

School reopened today!!
Got to see my DOGGIE clique in school..
we did catching up and laughed like before..
thoughi cant resist myself from shutting my eyes during ice breaking lesson...
but i still had fun la.! haha..
but i guess the fun will be minimizing soon soon!~
PROJECTS are coming.. =S
have to plan wedding.. HMMMM..

Though i did missed him during the holiday..
but then i was surprised to feel nth when i see him today..
no more heart beating moments..
no more having the thought of keep wanting to talk to him..
no more twisting n turnings jus to take a peep at what he's doin..
the care and concern i have for him seems to minimize..
so proud of myself..
manage to let him go..
manage to move on though i still have to see him for another one year.. =)

i noe things will be better for me..
better guys.. happier day..
the next thing im goin to do..
finish eating the choco he made for me and tts it!
Let it go!~

HAPPY 35TH MONTH BAO BEI!~

能够喜欢一个人也是一种幸福

2008-07-06T21:00:00.000+08:00

today's SUNDAY!~
Tmr's MONDAY = School day!~
sianz.!~

slept till 12plus..
cant go any later cos parents are at home..!!
went for lunch n went to attend funeral with mum n dad..
daddy's fren's dad passes away n today's the cremination..
wonder why i tag along right?
cos there are many frens of daddy i've seen b4 when i was v young..
they only manage to gather all during funerals..
n their kids will be there..
we used to play together..
so im quite curions how they look like now..
10 years nv see them..
all grown up like me..
we did some catching up..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Funeral!~
hmm..not a happy thing of cos..
this is the first time i went close to the coffin..
seein someone looking alive yet is dead..
thoughts jus came in..
i think many many..

life n death is jus a path away..
its either u continue breathing and experience tmr..
or you stop breathing tonight &
everything about you become memories of others..
bringin whatever memories people leave in you with you..
and become a past!~

death is a thing that will come without warning..
Dressing up goin out for party with your friends?
u'll nv noe a car may jus bang you down..*the end*

tried eating things tt you never had b4..
u'll nv noe you have an allegy to it..*the end*

when u are sleeping..
when your time is up.. *the end*
u may be 4, 21, 67 or 208 years old..
but age doesnt matter cos tts wat everyone will experience in one life..
nomatter how young or old you are..its jus a matter of time..

We only live once..!
some chances tt come by..
but once u missed it..
there wun be a second chance..

there are many things i wanna do..
but i cant do them yet..
but i will definately do them some day..
what i wanna do now is treasure people around me..
and do things i can do n wanna do now..

NOW

- get good grades..
- have fun..
- geeting to know more friends..
- treasure my friends n family..
- Amazing race with Nic dan n guys..
(this one really cannot miss.! haha..dunno when's the next chance..)
- earn money money money
- experience life
- to stay happy..
- to love somebody..

FUTURE

- further my studies in switzerland
- to travel n see the world..
- to succeed in my career n be somewhere..
- to find a good husband..
- get married start family
- to have children..

and BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!!! so many things down the road..
somethings will come only in another 10 years time ..haha..

*i prefer chemistry physics then bio LAST!
only u will prefer the other way round =)

innauhixow

2008-07-06T02:30:00.000+08:00

Worked till 3 yesterday with NANA at happy daze!
played mahjong with the clique before that..
not very tired la.. sher n guang came to visit..
den later in the night Nic came over to join sher n Gh also..
he comes means rubbish will tag along also..
Sher n nic drink abit but they were high le..
talking rubbish! playing stupid games..
laugh n laugh..~

NANA n i join in after almost finish closing..
we close finish the bistro n outside..
after that sit there n slack with them le..
den went to RK house for supper..
reach back at 5.15! slept at 5.30AM.

woke up at 11 today!~
went blading with van gh sher nana..
nic darren n nelson joined us awhile later..
we taught gh how to blade..
n saw him falling on his bums for quite a few time..
but you dun learn if you dun fall.!! haha..
so i think at the end of the day he know how to blade le ba..haha.

DARREN ah!~ dunno how to blade n cycle.!
faster learn them so that we can go again!
and this time to bedok jetty!! whee!~
dar nel n nic left first
while the rest of us went to bath n went PS sakae for dinner!
very long never liddat eat le..

sher spoilt gh's slippers so we went to buy slippers first
den went down to chinatown Kster to find kwan..
wasnt entertained by anything so we sat there n wait for time to pass..!
reached home at 11.15pm!~

waiting....waiting..waiting for your reply..
*yawn

2008-07-04T02:57:00.000+08:00

Now's 2.26AM~
jus bath finish knock off from work..
play wahjong half way n got DC..
so blog first!!

Tmr working 7 to 3am with nana..
afternoon goin nana house for MJ b4 goin down work together..
Started work at 4pm today..
but still okay! not very tired!!

painful day cos i've been bumping into things..

-Bang into the metal stand at the doorway..
hand blue black..
-i knocked my shoulders onto the pillar cos there's this customer
walk with his eyes on his ass..
-been scratchin myself cos of my long nails.!~ im goin to cut it away..
i've got like 3 holes on my hand cos my nails scratch my skin off.. #$%#
- AND!~ i fell when i came home cos my socks was slippery!
fell even b4 i could take it off.. WTH!~

Gonna get eyes infection soon..
and this time i think two eyes will kana cos they are itchin now..
and one side's little pain!

im a little mood out!~
but i dunno why..
hmmm....

someone's on my mind now

2008-07-03T00:36:00.003+08:00

thats van van hen hen..
me n lao da!

we shake our bums together and pant together during lessons.
tts nic in red =)

POSE!~ loves many

today's my only off day in the week..
and i got nth do.!~
slept untill 3 den wake up..
do abit housework n went for dance..

initially was meeting nic at mrt..
den i saw hen..
nic n dan came together late..

yeah man! think this is the first time i cant recognise voice..
i called nic dan pick up..
i called dan nic pick up..
and i didnt realise untill nic told me after we met up.. @#$@

work out during house today!
2 weeks nv go v chuan!!
see nic dan hen all panting also..haha.
hip hop was okay!!

den here comes dinner time..
we walked from raffles to city hall makan sultra and eat..
some blur kok dint noe there's this place..
keep thinking i siao.. cos there's a show call makan sultra also..lol.
nic still keep asking them believe me..
haha! end up he also dunno the makan place beside DXO is makan sultra.lol

we stop half way took picture..
talk cock talk cock..!!
and we ordered whole table of food..
v long never liddat eat le..
saw 3 big guys fighting for the stingray!~
haha..end up daniel hu started it all got nth on his plate..

think this is our v first dinner together as a "dance clique.."
other days its either one or 2 nv come..
or have things on after lesson..haha..
but its really nice hangin out with you guys..

all of you will be missed!~

lizard dessert.. hmmmm

2008-07-02T03:22:00.001+08:00

Mummy's sick Mc at home..
so the entire morning im hearing her voice.!!
nag nag nag nag untill i buay tahan n wake up sia..

bath n eat whatever she ask me to eat..
ginseng water.. black chicken soup!!
she fried some noodle..
den i went downstairs to wait for nic to come fetch me to dance..!
from my place we went to novena to fetch dan n hen..
yeah man! we were lost half way..
cos tt driver missed the exit to dunno where..
haha!! n we were flipping n flipping the street directory

late half hour for locking lesson..! haha..
2 weeks nv dance abit like woodblock le sia..
but this will be my last week..
still thinking whether to continue not.
i like dance..
i like dancing with nic dan hen van..
i got whole lot of time next sem cos classes are endin at 3pm..
but im short of *blink blink*

nic long bang me to work cos they are goin K at k gardens..
told anne will be late.. but it doesnt matter whether u say or not
cos her damn clock is 15min faster..

tonight's work was total madness..
from e moment i punch in till i punch out of work..
people nv stop coming in..
orders keep coming in..
bar's filled with dirty cups..
bar jam.. forget my order..
and by 11 pm..im the only runner outside cos peter's goin into the kitchen..

i admitted man!!
i was really goin to throw my temper
i nv had anything since morning..
hungry..tired.. busy.. messy!!
and my stupid boss keep calling my name..
keep making noise over small things..
so busy outside she still ask me to help her move things..
ask her to wait awhile she tell me cannot.. #$%#^

i never like to chase customers away..
im aways nice on the service floor..
but today its either i tell coming customers we are closed..
or the kitchen's close..
smoking's table is available..
but i say full house!~
alrights..i feel so bad..
so unprofessional..
but then im really very tired! =(

reached home at 2am..
Miss anne still wants to drive me to siglap n see the new outlet..
SIAO man!~ i told her i really CMI le..

so unsure of my own feelings at the moment..
but i could feel my heart beat when i see you..
hmmmmmm............................

2008-06-30T15:22:00.003+08:00

what makes koala happy..
the answer used to be panda.!~

Euro cup ended yesterday..
and be surprised i actually watch..
hahah!! yesterday was Spain vs Germany finals..
score was 1-0 =) spain won!~

busy night la!! haha..
busy figuring out the odds..
busy making calls..
planning where to watch the match..! haha..
but its was fun cos the clique did it together!! =)

We watch it with nic n another few frens at serangoon macs
after mahjong nic came to fetch all of us there..
i doze off abit here n there..
but we joke like nobody's business..
and laugh our ass off..haha
spain won n we didnt win n didnt lose much..! hahaha..

and nic fetch us home.!! haha..
Thanks again!~ fetching us back n lending me your jacket!
i noe you are cold cos i can see!~ haha

~~~~~~~

One more week of holiday left!
today is monday..
i've been working at happy daze for the past one week..
7pm to close... tiring but still fun!
with people like grace! Guanghao!
keith.. but yesterday was her last day =(
more working this week..
but will be dancing too..
nv had the chance to play much..
so this week mus play!~

i miss school a little..
but i miss you more..
i realise i still do miss him..
though i mayb busy sleeping..
busy with things.. but he always cross my mind..
3 months 3 days.. hmm..

still nobody manage to replace you in me..
its even harder to find another one for me to love like how i love you..
but still.. i noe you are happy..
seeing you smile during work when i walk past..
knowing you are happy with her cos she blogged happily about you each day..
Its enough for me..cos you are happy..

*used to be his panda

2008-06-23T01:28:00.000+08:00

Year 2008 new year~

year 2007

year 2007 new year~
From left! wei jie zi han me wei jun yuzhi yuhui

Year 2001 at pasir ris park!

1998 uncle eddie n daddy's birthday

Its started from US!~
the new born weijun..i was only 1 years old..

2008-06-23T00:45:00.050+08:00

200608

Yesterday was our last paper..!!
after paper went home to help out with my bro's birthday party preparation..
haha! its been long since i went into the kitchen..
help cleaning up the place..
help washing corridoor & the lift area..
help cooking in the kitchen!!
went to get balloons nice stuff to decorate the outside..
all the way and stop at 5!! haha..

many people came!
Hongyang came too..
the clique came also..haha..

yeah man! mum;s fren ask me open red wine..
after getting them each a cup..
they took one sip and tell me not nice..
cos its dry!!
end up i finish one quarter bottle before goin out with the clique!

we went happy daZe..
nana went for interview..
i went back to check my schduel..
and we drink agaiN!~
Ta one and half cup of heineken.!
trying to kok each other's cup!!
nana's seh! laugh n laugh!~
i also abit stone le sia.!!

jo n zh went off first..
we went to the park at gardens to do some food sampling and slack there..
really enjoyed myself man!
and think we are all too stress!
we end up having fun playing primary school games..
the games we played during recess!!
balance yourself on the bench n walk..
den scissors paper stone with the person at the other end..
lose one come down..win de continue moving forward..
laugh like mad la!!

nxt game!!
ICE N WATER at the playground..
then change to CATCHING! haha
feel so old la..! ;ast time can run the whole time..
now run abit tired le..haha..
but its a good way to destress esp after exams..
we scream and run..
hiding and knocking onto poles..
slip n fell on the ground!
and Xiang hui is really a kid..
22 years old le still jump and shout "yeah yeah yeah"
hahahah!!

Next nice suggested some IQ game..
think we spent half hour guessing his mystery la..
kill the rest of our brain cells..

but thanks NIC for fetching all of us back home..
i was the last to alight.
enjoyed myself blowing the night wind and nap in his car!
thanks guang for sendin me up to my door step..
lol! cos he promise mummy he will do it..haha

tts not the end!~
i tot i can grab some slp!!
i see no shoes outside so i tot nobody staying over my place..
whn i open the door..i saw wei jun slpin on the floor..
OMG~ another 4 plus my bro 5 is watching soccer downstairs la
the time they went up!!
havoc as usual!!

jumped up on my bed.! grab my pillow bolster blanket..
dao pok me and make me wake up!!
pilllow fight!~
hahah!! i tot we wun do tt anymore..
cos we are all teenagers now..
but still we are all childhood frens since we are all born..
the longest frenship inside is 18 years..
im 19 this year n weijun's 18..
the rest the age jus go down the stairs liddat..
so how long this frenship is....
is counted with our age.!

its always liddat when there's stay overs.!
i always wake up with one of them on the bed..
be it at the bottom of my feet..
or beside me..haha..

and today!~
all of us woke up at 12..
lie down talk untill 2plus..
untill hungry le wash up!!
go makan together!!
then went for a short basketball game.
last time ask them play..they;ll sit one side..
cos they only play soccer!!
haha! now all of them noe how to play la..
all ZHANG DA le.. =)

been dozing off doin everything today!
change bed sheet also can ZZzZzzZ..
tired! but cant get to sleep.!!
so decided to come online play game and blog!!
and im getting tired now!!
miss ann called jus now ask me ask guang hao work tmr..
and so we are on the same shift tmr.. 7 to 1am =)

i love the CHildhood gang many many!!
though they are all guys!
though they always spoil my barbie doll
and we spoil it together!!
we played power rangers soccer togetheer!
study together!!
used to bath together!!
sleep together!!
cry and run together with the cane came toward us..!
share the same milk bottle..
share tee shirt and shorts and the bed even untill now!
share thoughts and problems as we grow up!..
WE ALL GREW UP TOGETHER =) LOVE ALL OF MY BOYS!~

2008-06-19T20:01:00.000+08:00

Been having exam!!
finished the third paper and 2 more to go!~
i dunno how to study now so decided to blog..
nth much but study study for this whole week..
never go for dance.. nv really went out..
stayed home study.. yesterday go nana's house study..
study till 2 3 am everyday!! wake up and 9am next morning
and study before the 1pm paper.. sian man~

Things to look forward to

-holiday.!
-back to happy daze to work

2008-06-12T19:08:00.000+08:00

janelle ask Nana to piggy back her
and all their barang barang come to me!! =(

that stupid girls cute pink boxes

nana kept running cos she dun allow me
to her her ugly pic..but i also noe how to run and snap! haha

eating at janelle's house b4 goin back to sch..

US! FIVE~ from left..yiting tiffany janelle
me and nana

busy with our own things in the lift.!haha

in Janelle's daddy's car!! he fetch us to school.

Me n HER

Smiling so happily while waiting for the first batch

of things to come up..

WOOT~see if we will still smile liddat after we see the things..

tiffany got bored and started talking to the plants

While waiting............!~

i crazy..she's more crazy..

Members at our wash up point! Horizon

Yucks.!! this is how every carton looks like man!

and this is only the first..

here are many more!! only the CUTLERY belongs to us..

but iTs enough le man..

Nelson n me!~ haha..buddy buddy! same sec sch

So poor thing!!

yeah man! nana n i in charge of the first washing point..

is grab the things from the tray.. throw it into the water..

and get rid of the dirt b4 passing on to the next point..

those gu niangs la.! keep saying dirty..so we have to do it.

at times when you have already finish washing..

and there's no cutlery left inside the water..

what we catches are vegetables..salmon.!!

STRAWBERRIES..carrots.!! and many yeeki things.

and so we decided to guess what food we've touched.lol

The END! enjoying prata at 2am in the kitchen on level one..

thats when everybody EAT! and STONE..

060608 SAFTI~

thanks girls for the wonderful time.! =)

2008-06-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

Exams starting next week!!!
so many many to study!!
but not motivated at all..sian!~

studied with janelle and nana yesterday!!
studied half way now and im blogging..
haha!! recent updates in sch..

the class clique now consist of >>

ME
NANA
JANELLE
YITING
TIFFANY!!

Its call the FIVE..

Laughing about our internal jokes everyday!!
about DOGS!~ lol..
talking rubbish in class..
giggling in class..
and cant help laughin out loud over some pickering between ourselfs..
finger pointing..
pushing blames..
laughing at one another's stupid actions..
haha!!

I smile and laugh more then before now..
i feel happier..

knowin new people in school as well as outside...
learning new thing.. DANCE!
keeping myself occupy with so many things,!!
with work..school..exams..dance..friends..

i think tts the way my life should be..
colourful and never stop moving..
always experiencing new things..
feeling different everyday..
finding out reasons why i existed in each and everyone's life.. =)

i look forward to everyday now..
look forward to dance at studio!!
everytime i go i learn new steps..
Nic, hen, daniel, van n me laugh at different things each week..

everyday go sch the girls argue about different things..
looking forward to nex sem..
cos i dunno whats coming up next..

looking forward for MY FRIEND FLYS to open..
so that i can be Cashier ther!!
its jus some rubbish me n daniel (my chao lao da) talk about tt time..

lookind forward to love and being loved once again.. =)
all this things that are happening actually left me no time thinking of you!

* dim sum dollies..!

2008-06-08T23:37:00.001+08:00

the ending cake!haha..

Girlfriend me

the clique with birthday n new ray

so loving right? two da hua mao! haha

The actual cake!!

Had a quite fun weekend except fri night..
have to help out in doin wash up for safti!!
and NANA JANELLE YITING TIFF ME in charge of the cutlery..
@ first we tot it was not v difficult..
but we forgot..

ONE plate comes with TWO to THREE types of cutlery..
and plates you can break all you wan..
it doesnt matter cos we are wearing long pants and shoes..
but Cutlery CUTS!!
had quite a few cuts after the entire washing!!

@ first we see one tray!!
then 4 5 trays came together..
its really 一千个伤心的理由..
cos there are thousands of cutlery.!
slowest station amoung all!!
but still i had fun with the GIRLS!
we laugh n gossip!~ hahahaa..
its better then doin it alone =)

~~~

Reached home around 2..
bath pack things and wait for nana n xh to cab here..
went down to Zhi hui's chalet!! haha.
haven eat anything he made us drink.!
all go to bed at 6.
didnt slp in the room cos

no1) 3couples up there..
no2) no space..
no3) the air con damn cold..

and so me ray and gh slept downstairs on the floor..
nv really slp also la..! flip n turn n kick each other..
went for breakfast at mac!
tot of blading but raiN!! so we nua whole day in the chalet..

afternoon GH sleep..
xh nana me ray watch vcd..
jo n zh also sleep..

then when my turn to slp..
some woke up..
and there's this ass keep disturbing me..
end up nv slp much.
BBQ at night..
Cut cake and home sweet home =)

~~~

sunday today!!
stayed home..
nv go out tired!

Ray came over to study for awhile..
then went ah ma house to have dinner!
its my last dinner there at my granny's place!
they are moving house next week sunday!!
they dun have a choice cos government wants to demolish the buliding
everybody there got to move!

very bu se de..
after all i grew up there..
stayed there once i was born..
learn how to walk and talk there..
granny took care of me there..
grandparents stayed there for 35 years ever since they moved out from kampong..
their first house..
with all neighbours moving in together with them..
and now all got to move..
some to different places..

can see granny dun bear to move also..
packed the stuff and found so many many toys of mine that i used to play last time..
she still kept them..my kindergarten result card are there also..
baby photos.!

so many many memories in that small little house..
in that small little estate..
i'll miss all of them..
miss eveybody there..

eventually all still got to part after so many many years!!

2008-06-04T00:20:00.000+08:00

sentosa 201007

east coast 080907

Jus browse through pictures of the classs!!

random pics..

class sentosa..

our 1st bbq at east coast..

the recent one at west coast..

Things somehow changed..

those that are used to be very close are no longer close now..

those that are not close in the beginning became closer..

some became couple..

some became couple..then back to classmate again..

this is what life is about..

changes.!

lotsa candid pictures i saw..

many with us in it..

esp the very first few events..

pictures we take together..

but there were non in the recent bbq..

we used to smile so vibrantly together..

always standing next to each other..

holding onto each other..

there are many things i wanna share with you each day..

jus feel like blattering everything out like how i used to..

but cannot..

i jus realise i forgot how to do it..

everyday i'll try to hold a conversation with you..

be it short or long..

talking about serious things or rubbish..

i'll try to hold the conver as long as possible..

though at times the conver still ends with a FULLSTOP after a qns n answer..

but still i'm contented..

to me.. its better then nth..

its been 2months and 8days..

i'm still not used to the quietness around me..

not used to having no fights..

not used to be walking the same route alone averyday..

至少成经拥有。。
至少你有成经爱过我。。

2008-06-02T09:25:00.000+08:00

friday sentosa with SAL n i brought my girlfriend along..
had fun talking rubbish for the whole night..
playing dog and bone..
played AEIOU!
poor Ray and his hand..hahah..
thanks nic for coming to fetch me..
and we went happy daze to slack n home we went..
nic sended me home too..
hah! dunno since when you so nice..
but thanks many many..

Saturday no work..
cos boss nv schduel me for me.. sian!
less money!~
but i went for dance lesson at 1pm..
met 2 new friends..
daniel n hendrick..
both nic's friend..
i didnt book for 1pm class..
but they sneak me in...hahaha.
itchy ass and went for advance beginner hip hop by bryan.
total madness..e steps are ok!!
but the song is so damn fast..!
keep steppin onto nic and hitting onto hendrick.. sorry!

went for dinner at kenny's roger with girlfren n ah sai kor kor
but nth to do after that so we went back..
van saw nat n his girl..
i noe how she felt e very moment..
jus like how i've been feeling recently..

work on sunday!! boring day
noone visited me..
i saw you there at cartel..
wanted to say hi..
but i didnt.

~~~~~~~~

i saw the date today..
cant help remembering its your 1st month with ur girl..
i noe im a funny someone..
but still i hope you are happy with her..

i once felt the way you feel..
feel so secure and protected being in his arms..
feel so happy n bliss to have him with me..
but for the 1st few months..
e things i found out went opposite from the way i feel havin him with me..
nevertheless i love you many through 8mths n 7days..
till the day we went our own way..
even till now i still do..
mayb not as much..
but i still do..

BuM hansen..
take care for the next 2 weeks..
back to ns for reservist..

2008-05-30T00:19:00.002+08:00

officially joined studio wu on monday 26/05

so far i've gone for
hip hop..
girls hip hop..
poping..
locking..
house..

each and everyone of them has got their very own style..
haha! im still noob.. but so far i am still able to catch up la..
practices everyday when im home..
but still my isolation cannot make it..
stupid stiff shoulders i have..!!

nth much this week except dance after school..
andy's hip hop lesson was relieved by SUMA!!
the super replacable..hahah..
he really look alot like my shuai shuai in school la..
the way he dance is WOW!
his choreography for booty music from T-paint.!!
nice.. =)

sentosa retreat with SAL!
im bringng my GF along!!
time to sleep.!

还是对你的一却很好奇
心里很想知道
但是没有勇气面对
面对我想知道的东西

偶尔还是会想你
尤其是抱着你送我的它
让我跟想你
我不舍得把它丢了
那是你唯一送我的东西
除了一堆你画的画以外
只有它

她对你好吗？
她有好好爱你吗？
她有好好的呵护你吗？
房间乱了有帮你收拾吗？

你有定时帮仙人掌浇水吗？
还没开花对吧？
我这里还是青色的 =）
好想回到刚认识的我们。。
什么都聊
没的聊就废话一大堆

大中。。
有时候真的很想敲你几下
可是现在不管怎样敲
也敲不进你的世界
现在的我们
隔着一道无法拆除的墙

sounds like a piece of lyrics?
but its not..

2008-05-25T23:25:00.001+08:00

Class bbq's fun!!
stayed with them till late..
and only reaches guang's house at 3pm..
jus realise keith stayed the same place as guang!!
jus few units away in hugddington..

I eat alot.. Drink quite abit..
and play alot!!
play dai dee, black jack with kiat nelson cedric..
play volleyball with james boon nel keith jonathan
had nice chat with tiffy and yiting..!!
went around disturbing people.!!
Guo wei's mad like usual!!

left west coast at 12am..
9 people squeeze in keith's car!!
me yiting n james sit behind..
kiat nel boon ced in front of us..
stupid guowei song!! sit infront..haha..

keith likes to drive dangerously...
there's this time when he turned right..
me n yiting's head knock against each other la..! PAIN!
few blue blacks on my knee cos keith jam break n break n break!!

they are really a nice bunch of people..!!
though at times they disturb people without thinkin much..
but least they dun think much..

reached van's house at 3am..
stayed over.. as usual!! grinning of teeth damn loud..
snatch away my blanket..

2008-05-23T23:32:00.000+08:00

No more eye candy in school!!
today's their last day..haha..
didnt even get to have a glimpse of him la..
hahah!! time to look new EC le..

dunno why feel so tired today..
wanted to go out but the weather was too hot..
so i was hidding in the air con room whole day watching vcd..
too lazy to go out though van they all called and jio me out..
hahah!!! SLEEPY~

had Macs for dinner with daniel..
i dun like to wait for army boys to book out..
cos their timing also not accurate one..
say 6.30 book out..7 reach singapore..
end up 7.15 book out.. 8 den reach singapore..
8.30 then reach home..
dinner's at 9

woot! last disc for my show came..
mummy jus went to collect it..
so ita VCD time.!! hahaha..
though i feel like goin to sleep now..but mus finish watching first..

Class BBQ tmr..
time for fun laughter..
time for ball games..
time to eat n eat..

its ton out time too..
ton where i dunno..
cos its still i see you, you see me..!!
not enough ppl ton not fun..
nth do, ton also not fun..
ton with wrong ppl also not fun..
i also dunno how to plan now..
sian~

2008-05-21T01:42:00.000+08:00

Had training restaurant (TR)today!!
full house..
keith n i were the bartenders today..
it was fun..
but cutting of cherries and seperating of the shaker is no fun..

Mash potato's the nicest food today..
rock melon cold soup is weird but not too bad!!
never fail to have a good laugh during TR..
cos there's guo wei..and there's keith..

FSM test.. okay la! jus that i messed up the types of restuarants..lol.
i dunno whats what.!

had a good time watchin vcd with family.! gan jiong.!
but i made the wrong choice to come online..
if not i would be in my lala land by now..

class's at 8.30 tmr..super dun feel like goin to class..

somehow i realise its not tt you dun like doin somethings..
you dun like to do it because the person you're doin it with is me..

well..im not affected..
surprisingly i felt calm these few days..
我还是原来的自己。。 =）

actually life is nth but full of waits!~
waiting for time to pass so tt you'll get your cert..
waiting to buy food..
waiting to take transport..
waiting for msgs..
waiting for your frens to be free for hangout..
waiting for the someone you like to like you.
waiting for someone new to come into your life
waiting for someone to come back to you..
waiting for day to turn to night so tt you can sleep..
still have many many many more more more!!

so what am i waiting for?
hopefully im not waiting for you..
im waitng for my eyes to close now.!!
i really wanna SLEEP! but still so awake..damn it..

*不可以为你动心* 1.32am

2008-05-19T19:02:00.000+08:00

i jus got home not long ago!~
its 3.44 am now and im still wide awake..
jia lat!! went K with jo van guanghao zhi hui after my work..
wanted to ask more ppl along..but plant didnt pick up my call..
nic have something to do.. nelson dun sing chinese songs..
and nana xianghui got their own programs on..

Daniel came to pop by jus b4 i ended work..
haha! he look like a watermelon now with his botak head.. =p
though i keep saying he looks okay!! haha
but van says he look more man now..
oh wells..i think abit bit la..haha..
but please forget about the stupid joke i made b4 you got enlisted..

hmm.. somethings on my mind..
but i cant seems to figure out what..
this feeling suck man..

long day tmr..
volunteery work in the morning..
Jun's 18th bday celebration at his place..
mayb goin for a jog with van guanghao n friends..
FSM test n project due date on tues!!
CRAP!~

HAPPY 18th birthday to wei JUn!
our frenship counts by your age.!!
if you are 25 means we've know for 25years..lol.
LOVES~

i dreamt of you last night.. :)

2008-05-18T16:45:00.000+08:00

i dun seems to quite like touching the computer lately..

cos i noe each time i on the computer, i will visit her blog..

visit his frenster..

jus so curious of knowing whats goin on now between you two..

but for what?!? i also dunno..

tot i can live one day without anything to do with you!!
but then.. everywhere i go today seems to remind me of you..
our 1st sentosa trip was class's CTIS..
the first time i went into vivo's movie theater was with you!
JUS SO WHAT THE HELL LA..

but i feel much better~

least i dun miss you tt badly now..

and i jus like the feeling of being really tired..

there's nth more i wanna do then sleep when i have got nth to do..

there's nth to think about b4 bedtime..

even b4 i lie down on my bed, i doze off on the chair or table le..

~~~~

i dunno whats with some ppl recently..
i think they need to go for some brain washing..
i think the problem doesnt lie with us..
so i wun even bother talking to you about it..
its jus the knote in you tt you cannot untie..
if tt continues, i think you'll lose everything around you...
everything includes us.. and you'll nv get any of these in future..
continue isolatin yourself in some ulu island..
and you think we'll come for you?
slowly wait ba.. cos we noe..
whatever we say, we still cant change tt stupid brain of yours.
so why waste time?

~~~~~~~~~~

its so hard finding a someone i feel comfortable talking to about everything..
besides my girls la..
but jus as i've found them, there's jus this barrier there blocking..

he's one i can share everything with inside out..
we went for movie twice tt week..
talked for hours on the phone on tt weekends..
endless msg-ing everyday..
then suddenly a msg came from him..
telling me he feel tt talking to me is jus like talking to his younger sis..
and then things change..we're not tt close anymore..
i tot we should be closer instead since im jus like your younger sister?
i dunno whats he's thinking though..
sister means cannot talk mehx? there goes one talking kaki for me..

then you..i enjoy talking to you..
feel comfortable talking and crapping with you..
i jus had this feeling tt we can be a little closer friends..
but somehow there's this thing there blocking..
holding things back..
tell me if im wrong..
cos im only guessing..

~~~~~~~~~~

people will only noe me if i allow them to..

they'll only be in my world if i allow them to..

evey entry needs a permit.

i've said my piece of word..

i wun wanna say anything else cos i noe you've already understood them..

i wun bother anymore now on..
if i were to care about how you feel..

then who is goin to care about mine?

im selfish..

but which human being is not so?

im still waiting for my msg tone to ring from either one of you..

2008-05-14T17:30:00.000+08:00

i manage not to msg you for the whole day..!!
but still, i made this call to you at this time..!!
FUCK IT...

its 2.31am.. books all over table..
eyes on computer.. mind somewhere else..
slap me please..

i tell myself to keep my tears back..
but they still rolled down..

2008-05-13T14:59:00.000+08:00

the place we once stand together to view
this piece of ART god created..
with me and you in it..
but somehow...
he took you out from this piece of beautiful art work..
leaving me all alone in the picture..

today's my 2nd time up at the EQUINOX swissotel to get somethings done..
but it reminds me of nothing but the few hours spend with you there on our very 1st month..
so high up on the 70th storey..
with me in your arms talking about the future we are gonna have..
talking about how nearby we used to be but only noe each other when we enter school..
the SO NEAR YET SO FAR us..
but its no longer us 2 months ago..
i was the one hu choose to let go..
so why am i so upset..
cos i've nv had the intention to let go of you at all?!
it was jus a break time.. cos i knew you loved me..
cos i knew you would come back for me..
but the least expected happened..
~you went away...

i slept with tigger tight in my arms everynight..
too used to him tt i dun even need my bolster now..
are you still sleeping on the blue bedsheet i got for you?

我的心情几时才可以恢复平静？

我几时才会学着不要想你？

几时才会学着不要担心你？

真的好想你。。

i've lost the key to your world..

2008-05-12T14:38:00.000+08:00

yesterday meant to go out copy notes de..

but after meeting up with hansen at amk hub, my study mood gone..

too tired after scavenger hunt..so decided to go walk walk..

then we decided to watch movie.. so we catch "made of honor"..

its quite a nice show.. he didnt expect to watch movie..so he nv bring his glasses..

haha! funny ass.!~ i see him squine like dunno wat la..

and as we didnt expect to go movie,both also nv bring jacket.. so freeze inside lo.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

oh wells... today's mother's day..so HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!
it's mother's day n yet im working..hahaha..
quite a number of ppl visited me today!!
aisha,welly,annie,winson,randy,sze hui was eating at the food court..
Girlfren n her boyfren came by to buy me food..
Janice came to find me kill time while waiting for her BF..
van came with sherman guanghao..
nic and my PlaNt came..
but all of them left at 9..

its been weeks since i've seen you on weekends..
u're no more there..
we're no more working under the same buliding..
no more in the same world..
i guess i wun see you popping by my cart anymore..

scavenger hunt

2008-05-11T06:19:00.000+08:00

Many things happened recently.. im too lazy to blog them all out la..
back to single status a month plus ago due to some reasons..
i was waiting for him to come back.. but he didnt noe it..
so he moved on leaving me at the same spot..
though we only broke up one month plus ago..
somehow i feel tt i should move on.. but its really not easy cos i have to face you everyday..
seeing you happily smile @ your phone.. happily on the phone, makes me feel worst cos i noe the girl within you is no longer me..oh wells!~

school's okay! except for Training at our training restuarants..
back to back time table with short breaks.. and long hours of school really tired me out..
but even so, i still meet up with THEclique every weekend for mahjong or chill out session =)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

got back in contact with hansen though.. haha! went to watch ironman with him tt night at jubilee..then we walk all the way to some park in amk and talk for hours.. bt i really like tt park..
its quiet..with playground sand and swing!! =)

but talking to him is comfortable.. we share everything.. and the more we talk, the more common interest n things we found in us.. but tt day was only the 2nd time we really sit down n talk..consider official hangout ba.. haha

each time we meet up, we talk about different things.. we found out more things.. n am closer then b4 now.. even so, im jus like his younger sister.. you noe!! fate is jus liddat..always irritating ppl..talked to him on the phone yesterday for 2hours plus..so long la..

~~~~~~~~~~~~

Its our class project scavenger hunt today.>!!
we came in second with full marks..haha..mus thank ah bok also la..
but was really tiring..! running from esplanade to 10 different locations.. talking grp pictures..
brochures as proof..and all the way to little india..!~ this is the first time i go untill there on LEGS.. the SEVEN of us run like mad women.. colourful languages coming out from all of our mouth.. J walking like its our grandfather's road.. we all could have died today lo..!! hahaha
but good job GIRls.. this is really call GIRLS POWER man..hahahah

im goin out soon.. to finish up my notes.. i maybe seeing him..
but i miss the playground..so im definately goin there tonight =)

2007-12-10T09:15:00.000+08:00

i'm tired! i had cramps the entire night..
when i jus got back to sleep, daddy mummy woke me up for breakfast.

I wish you were here to mug with me..
I wish you were here to edit those reports with..
i wish you were here encouraging me
giving me warm hugs n kisses n tell me not to give up..

i feel so alone.. so lost..
i was about to cry the moment i heard your voice over the phone..

ARGH!~

2007-12-07T16:52:00.000+08:00

i gave myself a hundred reason to find you..
a hundred reason to call you..
a hundred reason to msg you..

went to meet hongyang after project at cartel..den met back with nana..
we cried together opposite esplanade..its been long since we last did this..

i jus ston-ed my way thru at the mrt after parting with NANA..
was watching you from far at work for 2whole hours..
i bought you your favourite white chocolate..but i didnt dare to approach you..
i was jus waiting for you to have your break..
but after seein you out there, i gave a hundred reason why was i there..
i jus wanted to say hi.. and i went home after that..

i dun see the smile of yours during your work anymore..
you look so sian so moody.. but u nv telll me why..
i dun receive your reply anymore..
You didnt receive my msg or you jus dun wan reply me?
i've been waiting..everytime after sending you a msg, all i can do is WAIT..

2007-12-07T15:45:00.000+08:00

过了今天，我们明天是什么?
my heart was crying when i went into your mum's car n left your place..
cos after today, i dunno what are we tmr..
i dunno if you'll keep your promises..
i dunno if this relationship/ friendship of ours will change tmr..
i dunno when will you stop caring for me..
dunno when will you stop answering my calls
and dunno when you'll stop replying me..

everything after today is a question mark to me..!
only you noe the answer to all this question marks..

我只知道我会不停的等下去。。不停的关心你。。不停的爱你！
虽然你还不知道你心里的答案。。
可是如果选择不是我，如果你不幸福。。如果你后悔，你可以回来！
这是我对你的承诺。。no expiry date.!

2007-12-06T07:04:00.000+08:00

its just another day!
another day of school..
another day of rain..
another day of project..

never really talked today~
i cried when it rained..
i dunno how to explain to baobei why i cried..
but once my heart quieten down, tears jus rolled down..

Sorry baobei darling n girlfren.!
i noe you guys are worried..but there's nth i can do about it

你知道我心里想说的话吗？
我的心就想天气一样在下这大雨 =（

你我她

2007-12-05T08:31:00.000+08:00

半夜醒来的时候
你离他远走
四方屋里只剩孤寂
电话声响起

你在那里诉说委曲
关于他和你
我在这里一如往昔
说什么都没意义

我和你和他之间的故事
该怎么解释
我爱你你却爱他
他又爱着谁

我和你和他之间的故事
该怎么结束
我痛苦你清楚
他比我幸福
比我幸福

你爱上一个不爱你的他
该不该等待我爱上一个不爱我的你
算不算悲哀

i think this song fits into my mood now..
blow wind blow~
blow all my moodyness away..
i hope i'll recover fast..
@ least not to tear everyday..

20072007- 04122007

2007-12-05T08:13:00.000+08:00

he'll always be the chocolate snowman that doesnt melt..

this is the very last proper picture we took

=)

on the 69th floor..2nd anniversary

the ice cream we used to share

the smile we used to have..

the times we used to spent..

一切都结束了。。你知不知道我的心有多痛？我很想不去想，可是不行。那些字每天不知不觉就出现在我脑海里。为什么每次我都会知道一些我不想知道的事？！虽然只是四个月，可是为什么就好像是一段几年的感情结束一样！？！

一静下来就很想你。。走到哪里都是我们成经一起拥有过的回忆。。我知道我们的分开不是因为不爱对方。。是因为有第三个人的纯在！我有想过式着去接受。。可是我办不到。。但也不想失去你。。可是我还是做出了决定。。该怎样我才会好过一点？为什么只有我一个人觉得难受？！

so used to have you around me every day.. your msg every minute.. its pretty hard to adapt.. to adapt to days with no you.. i felt so empty.. so lost.. i dunno what to do when im alone.. i dunno what should i do to let time pass faster so that you wouldnt cross my mind at all.. im having you on my mind even when i eat slp study go school play game sms watch tv stone.. tell me how?! sigh! are you at cartel now? having fun there? working? or doin our econs project?

我只想好好爱你。。可是我们的感情还是输给了时间。。几个月要怎样和3年比？

2007-08-02T14:55:00.000+08:00

310707 at Raffles hospital with him waiting to check up. =)

I LOVE HIS SMILE>>Hehe

sweet!~

taken by lena! helping him wear his tie.!~

see her very zuan xin in doin her stuff today!

left jaryl , ben right.. sleeping in the same way.!

see the background. patrick n michael dunno laughing at what..

so happy~ haha

the dumb dumb again!

do we lok as if we are studying overseas?

half asleep.! or rather goin to sleep.. or jus woke up..haha..

jus blur la!

GOAL!!!!! no la.~ trainer talking about holding hands n the WHILE row of

guys behind jus REALLY hold hand!~ CROSS fingers somemore..! LOL

ben weng gaying with jaryl..! but jaryl ignore him liao.! hahaha..

looking at dunno which shuai ge..! DUMB

its the TWO of them again~~ hahahaha

Its wednesday today! 2 whole period of english n eng presentation! sian dao yao si! i was half asleep in class, nana very into her thing! haha.! then i went around snapping pictures.! my stupid brother jaryl n ben that dumb dumb sitting behind us! GAying around yyesterday as well as today! LOl.. by the pics you can see how bored our class is.! haha.. after a while, both dumb ass fell asleep le.! haha..

After school stayed awhile for project.! then went over to my boys place together with 5 other guys.! brandon, my brother, pang boon , michael n patrick.! sended lena home in cab first.! jaryl me nana brandon shared cab.. while the rest squeeze mic's car.. we reach dazhong's place first..! so we jus went in cos his mum at home..plus he doesnt lock his door de.hahah.. then pack his room abit here n there for the guys to game...! then went to had lunch.. his mama ask the elder bro to help me da bao! pai seh sia.!! then play afool, talk rubbish with the guys.. went to bath le jiu go work le.! his mama drove me to MRT n he tag along somemore la..! dunno for what.! also not he drive.! hahaha..LOL. n the funny thing is, i was jus inside his room beside the room his mum is in.! then when his bro came back, auntie shouted so loud for me that i jumped! jaryl saw n started to laugh.. DUMB..

work was okay lo! bored! sat there to do my econs. nearly doze off.. then Darling came to fetch me off from work..came over to my place then went to walk xiaobai sat downstairs pat tor.!! before comeing up sended him to bus stop first! alrights~ though i see him everyday.. every moment but i still do miss my kolarboy =( jia lat la~

its anotther LONG day tmr.! 4 subject.. FIRST is HOUSEKEEPING by that slow penguin..~ that's gonna suck.! goin sleep now.! =)

2007-07-28T14:35:00.000+08:00

His my kolar

he look decent right? but he's not.! haha

fedrick, weng ,da zhong! GAY during housekeepin lesson

stupid james n weng imitating how girls take picture..!
haha.. but i dun do this pose

can you see its a hug? NANA say its a hug!
goin to hug..! hahaha

english lesson! bored si le.

haah!! she also very sian! every time play my puzzle bubble in class..LOL

looking if the teacher's loking at usd! but i wonder why she smile..
i love her! =)

i noe i've been missing for long! but im busy plus tired plus lazy la.!! haha..
everyday school, project project project n project!!!!!!! MADNESS!!!
before i could even start on my econs project, i got to do my english one..
before i can even finish present my eng, my Econs have to hand up soon....
SIAO LIAO SIAO LIAO!! progress test coming up on the 130807..
and bythe time i reach home, battery flat!!

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oh well!! many things kinda happen during this two weeks la.! its only 3 weeks n class so called have politics.. LOL.. this person guai lan, that person dun like this person.! haha.. n of cos i dun like certain ppl also.. but i dun care hu dun like me la.! haha..

i got myself a BROTHER in class.. his name jaryl la.. but we really very brother de..!cos on the 20072007 we went tampines IKEA together for econs project..i wore berms, cap n polo tee, jaryl also wear same..so we look like brother..plus our frequency in school the same.. what he say i understand.what i say he also understand..laugh at stupid things also... haha.. he n his nonsence, nv failed to entertain me n NANA in class..! haha..esp during boring lessons like english! hahaha...!

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and then...whats next? how can forget about my boy right? haha! 150707 was the actual day me n dazhong really talk la.! after seeing him for entire week in class n listening ot him make noise..we finally talk..! then started to sms lo! haha.....that stupid ass even sms me while in class la.. stiing right behind me only also mus sms n talk.! KOK sia.. but he's nice la =) there was once he came over pei me eat dinner.! talk on the phone till late night, talk untill he fall asleep le then i can hang lo.. next morning still have to bomb his hp n wake him up sia..that was b4 we together la.! actually i never even tot of having him as my Bf la.! haha. but the least expected happened =)

though we've only know each other for 17 days, though we are of the same age..
though you are super xiao boy boy to me.. super kolar! one day dun kolar me will die.
you irritate me with your PINNOCHIO.. but still
i'll make it last.!! i promise..! =)
LOVE YOU =)
LOVE MY KOLAR =)

P/S~ SHERMAN HO! I BLOGGED.. its not as STAGNANT as yours.! ass.! meet up soon

2007-07-12T05:53:00.000+08:00

sChool's fine at the moment~ with different groupings, learning different things.. kind of afraid that i might not be able to cope..but well.. still have to put in effort n study~ i still have to do english.. reminds me of the days in sec school when i was taught eng by mr chai.~ torture man. nv fail to doze off in class cos its kinda boring subject..haha.. hopefully i wun do it now la.~ english at our standard may be quite tough eh.. but at the moment, still okay lo.. today's the first lesson for grammar.!~ trainer's quite funny la. first lesson ma. haha.. will nv noe the rest of the lessons will be like back to square ONE! BORED!

got to noe my classmates better ~ talked to those i nv talked to for the past 2 days..
but sometimes i'll jus get irritated~ think i should talk lesser..

he's flying for aussie real soon~
i jus got the news last night while smsing him..
jus so sudden!
he's goin there to work for his fren's mum.good pay he say..
i dunno should i be happy or not..
happy that he's got such good opportunity to go to the outside world to gain some experience? sad cos he'll be gone for the whole 5 months?
ArRGhH!!

Im meeting my Girlfren for dinner later! WHEE~

2007-07-10T12:54:00.000+08:00

2007

2005

2005

2days ago is our 23rd month together as bao beis.! look at this pic n you'll noe how much we've changed.. but i skip some pics cos im goin to put them up only during our 2nd year =)
hmm.. now that we are classmates, we'll see each other more often.. EVERYDAY! but i really hope that this frenship will remain or be stronger nomatter how many new ppl enter our lives..

Baobei ~
you noe what? sometimes when i think about starting school, i fear something.. i'm so afraid that our frenship will change due to certain things.. whether its due to environtment, or due to the people we are meeting n the school clique we are with.. i noe its been long n our frenship is strong enough.. but i jus cant help feeling this way.. afterall we are in a different environment now.. n we'll nv noe what would ever happen.! but nevertheless, i still love you n you will always be my BAOBEi =)

NANAi n me~ first day of school. 090707

orientation day.. sitting in front of bukit batok mrt pastein plasters on our feet! LOL.

Its our first day of school at shatec.! Its been long since i walk out of my house in uniform before the sun is even out~ tired la.. woke up at 5.45am, then left house at 6.30.. walk to aljunied mrt to meet wendehs(our first fren in shatec).. haha.!

First lesson at 8am.~ having the CTIS ( course tutor interactive session..) waste a whole load of time choosing class rap.. cos nobody wants to volunteer ma.. help trainer set up lab top, projector.. what shit! think i'll jus spoilt the projector again la.. then the trainer MR NORMAN called for Nana's name to put her as one of the choice on the board for normination.. see the trainer ke lian, we help out lo.. then nana sabo me, i sabo aisha.. but in the end Aisha kana to represent the girls..hahah.

i did stupid things today~ things like i stood up right after the trainer say, " i'll give you guys 5 minutes break" but then he put it in a way that he has already ended his sentence le ma. so i stood up lo. how the hell i noe he continued ah! sitting in between wendehs n lena, they pull me down la.~~ PAI SEH!

Break 10.30 to 12.30.. Nama de.. dunno so long for what sia.. 2 hours~ nana, wendehs, tiffy, yiting n i went to the nearest kopi tiam to eat..the other two girls we jus noe them only.. but we were talking n crapping la.. to a extend that nobody really have anything to say then decided to slowly walk back to school.. Wendehs n her FLYING things.. flying insects n birds jus like to go to her la..she scream when a bird flew past her.. nana shouted OMG too.. then i jumped up cos they shouted into my ears.! DAMN!

we bought our books n proceed to our econs lesson! this is when i feel them sian.. actually can be in the same project work group as lena wendehs de.. but then cos we are slower n is the last group to have 5 people in our grp so the trainer decided to split our group..supposed to have the 3 of us, hendry n another guy.. n after we are splited, wendehs, nana, hendry n that guy one group.! then i had this super BENG , a weird guy n sze hui in my group~ *CRY*

That beng when i ask him for his name, he stare n turn away.. the funny guy, i ask him questions, he give me stupid n irrelevant answers..! sze hui still okay.. in the same situation as me.. got seperate from our bestie. SMACKS.. i ask for their number , they dun wanna give me..

trainer spell the beng's name wrongly, he scold vulgar language.. its only the first day today la.! if they continue to be having this attitude during project, dun cooperate n do nothing, i might jus end up fighting with them in class man! sucks.

after school went over to Xiang hui's place with nana.. said wanted to watch vcd but i cant help but fell asleep on the sofa.. haha.. after that jiu go home le..

TRAGIC the word wendehs use to describe things every minute.. but i think im the most tragic one..!

1) Difficulty walking..
2) my pathetic project work members
3) separated with my bao bei n frens
4) i fell down while goin down the steps.. cos i accidentally skip one step.!
5) i got my fingers n knee scratched
6) i cut my finger while packing my books
7)i'm sososo hungry when i'm home.. cos ate at 10 plus 11am today..
yet i still have to ta han for another 2 hours for my mama to steam the eggs..n my papa to come back!

TRAGIC AH!!!!

you jus simply like to ask me serious questions during late nights making me think n squeezed my brain juice! but you are still missed =)

2007-07-07T01:22:00.000+08:00

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first time at balcony drinkin with my Girlfren

hehe~ at TCC

supposed to meet Hansen for dinner de.. but he got things on so i met up with janice for dinner instead.. reach town at 5.. shit lo~ shouldnt go out of my house so early la.. as i cant shop alone de..so i jus practically stone n wait for time to pass lo..haha.. janice came at 6..

then went heeren for wan tan mee.. go shop at cine, heeren, taka.. we talk n talk.. updates n updates.. n both of us getting more n more guai lan la.. talk rubbish.. trying to be ji dan gao.! lOL.. i sended her off to the bus stop n then my girlfren came over to find me in town..

went balcony for a drink.! like usual.. not drunk but RED like lobster.. but im half of guang hao~ he's worst.. haha.. but its really a nice place to chill la. cos noone smoke there, its open air.. with fresh air n nice scenery.. cool cool.. we left the pub at bout 10.30.. then started walk down orchard.. after that took mrt to bugis then girlfren sended me to the busstop to wait for bus 80.. jus as we crossed the road, bus 8- stop at the traffic..so i jus ran after grabbing my things.. haha!

Thanks GIRLFRen for that NIKE landyard.. =)

p/s: do the both of us look so much like couple..everyone hu sees us will ask this question.. "eh..your girlfren ah"..my frens ask "since when you crook?"
HELLO~ though she's my girlfren but im straight~ i hae darling n bao bei too..does tt means im a flirt?haha

RANDOM thoughts: stary stary night.. i hope to see you here with me =)

2007-07-05T14:58:00.000+08:00

RH temp staff

FROM dunno how many of us to 11 of us

me louise stef qiaoqi

vege family n louise

Its US AGAIN!020707

WOOHOO~
hanged at home for the whole day.. waited for my netball girls to come for a party over at my place..supposed to have 6 ppl.. but then esther last minute got chicken pox i think.. then amanda have to visit her auntie at the hospital.. only left with siyun, lifeng, yuxuan n ME la.. haha..

Lifeng came at 2.30pm.. she stayed opposite me so we went to get some tibits n drinks.. we had fun catching up la.. its been so damn long since we last sit down n talk lo.. we update things like love life, friends, school n what have we been up to for this 1 year plus..!

siyun came at 4 plus after her school.! once she reach, she messed up my kitchen doin her expriment of the new bubble tea she wanan make for us to drink..! OREO cookie blend with milk tea~ lucky i have the experience of workiong at a bubble tea shop so thats not too bad.. but my blender spoilt after blending close to 8 cups of drink..hahahaha..

yuxuan came at 7 plus la.. then we started our mahjong..! she this girl ah.. the moment she open my door, she slam it.! then later she play mahjong she slam my drawer.. then she dropped my mahjong twice consecutively.. then she dropped my dice...HAHAHA.. she's practically coming to tear my house down.~

but we had fun~ back to the times when we used to hang out at my place to play mahjong after a tough day of saturday training.. screaming n shouting at each other, throwing mahjong at each other.. suaning each other~ lOL.. think 10 years down the road when siyun n yuxuan meet, they'll still pickle like now la.~ hahaha.. come to think about it, all 4 of us including esther n amanda have already known each other since pri 4..SIX years le.. some even earlier.. pri 2 jiu noe same class le.. we used to be in the same netball team in pri.. then to the same netball team in sec school..

down the road ,things change n the things we talk about change too.. from what i see, we've all grown up with the little girl in us..n we bengan to talk about things in poly,pte school n what we are goin to do when we graduate.. how FUN~ but we'll nv go back to the days when we play netball in school till 7 plus 8PM n we climb out of school..hahaha..

i miss my girls n you.. =)

2007-07-04T14:58:00.000+08:00

YEAH~ my lovely girlfren watched transformers with me again.. n together with sherman la..
that stupid ass made us change timing and all jus to watch with him lo..! he change his duty to weekends so that he can book out n watch it with us n so that he wun have to watch it alone la.! CRAP~ haha..

we went suki sushi for buffet lunch b4 movie..! catching at 5.50 movie.! though we only had 45minutes to eat but we really ate till the brim~ haha.. its not as nice as sakae but at least we eat our troubles away =) i really felt better though i look okay all the time.. but i jus feel so uncomfortable.. i jus dunno why la..~ got this funny feeling but dunno exactly what im troubled about lo.. =.=''

after movie we went swensens to pei sherman eat... while we were playing psp n watch him eat..hahaha.. after eating went to walk walk awhile, popped by hansen's work place again! jus nice see him finish work le so jus gave him a call n say im outside..say hi or something la.! but he was staring at his phone n he didnt pick up the call~ i wonder why too..
anyway i have to rush home.. mux be back b4 10.. so didnt wait for him come out jiu go le.~

sherman sended me back.. i was 5minutes late.. but who cares.. whether im later or early i'll still be grounded for the entire week..~

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things are jus not goin my way today~ called mummy to tell her im goin out n she dun allow me to.. say im grounded.. but i argued with her.. cos i've already changed n plan hao liao.. so i jus tell her to ground me after today.. but i forgot im meeting hansen for dinner on fri~ OMG lo.. if this fri dun meet then jiu dunno when free le la.! then i wanted to watch early show, due to mr sherman, we watch 5 plus de..

but things got better.. i found another new job le.. hehe.. Auntie sandra from the next cart selling jewellry called n ask me help work on weekends.. $6 per hour.. ask me to go down for briefing on fri.. from 5 to 9.. but i told her i've got dinner so only can stay awhile.. n there i go..i can make it to the dinner liao..~ wahaha..

k lah! im goin to watch my VCD liao.! woot =)

Im still ME

2007-07-03T16:41:00.000+08:00

缘分老是喜欢作弄人。。

on the may 13th 2006..

someone left a note on the table where i was sitting,eating my fish n chip at daze on a super busy saturday soccer night.. and it wrote

"hi wanyi, i noe its kinda surprising for you and i think you might find it abit lame lahx.but i cant think of anyway else to get you noe you..i've been noticing you since the say you started working here..and have always lack the courage to talk to you..so if you dun mind, would you leave your number with me? "

he then signed off with his name n number~

a friendship started.. but it froze there after a night chat with him..he wanted to date me out! but at that point of time, i noe clearly hu i like..so i told him n it happend to be someone he noe..n we share common friends too.. ever since then we didnt really contact..

i didnt remember anything about him except that not he wrote, his bicycle n his white top that night.! i dun even reallynoe how he look like when his name is mentioned!

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Its only on the 26th june 07 this year we got in contact again! i went to browse his frenster, n cos i cant get sleep so asked him to call n talk! oh wells.. we got to noe each other better then ever..n got chat thru sms, msn n phone.!

never expect us to hit off well, sometimes even share same opinion i think.~! we can talk long for hours n our topic nv end de..

after getting us to meet again, to re-noe each other again, the time is jus so not right again!
but at least i've tried letting him noe how i feel! no regrets..

Funny eh~ 缘分这种东西真的很神奇。。想来就来，要走就走。。
but im still me~ lets jus stay the way we are now, to noe each other better.. n we'll nv noe down the road we'll become very very good frens..mayb sisters? hahah..
=) though im 5 years younger doesnt mean its impossible .. hehe~

oh well,work should come first for you now.i understand. due to tight schdule you wun even have the time for yourself, no need to talk about having a partner la.. then follow by your studies next year.. woohoo~ i hope things would go on very well for you..wish the best for you in everything n i'll be there.. i'll be there to bug you everytime i cant get to sleep! so BEWARE~ n you still owe me a date before my school starts! as promised =p

可是我还是相信缘分。。至少他让我们成为朋友 =）

2007-07-02T12:55:00.000+08:00

another day of voulnteery work tiday at handerson cc~ So im shagged! wanted to go out after that.. wanted to go uncle's place to stay but i changed my mind.. i decided to go home with my parents after that! no mood la.~ hmm.. had durian feast earlier on with my childhood family n mummy daddy! then went for dessert before heading home..

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some question struck me tonight.. i answered it the way my heart told me to..
i knew there were lotsa factors to consider.. but jus let time tell the answer.. =)
somethings jus cant be avoided ~ age gap..

2007-06-30T17:30:00.000+08:00

tired~ slept at 2am after hanging up phone with hansen.. then woke up for work today~
was practically stoning all the way during work lo! one housefly also dun have.. till 6pm, my sales was only $37.70..can you imagine wat the hell was i doin during then?writing my dairy.. chattin with the auntie uncle next door..

the auntie on my right ask me to give advise on how should she teach her daughter! funny right?ask me give advise..but i jus say how i feel la.! haha.. anyway its my last day today liao.! haha! the funny thing.. right side de auntie sell jewel de ask me help her work weekends.. then left side sell watch de uncle ask me work for him also... i also dunno how to tell them sia,,

sher came to find me for dinner! ta bao back to our cart n eat.. then jo came~ after that nana came with lionel.. then lionel left after awhile..! after i close shop, sher went off to jurong..NANA JO n mE head to Cine de hong kong cafe for supper!! Thanks Girls for goin there la hor~ so that i can go collect the gift and ............................................................. you noe i noe la hor..hahaha..

bump into Qinhui n his fren..then they joined us for supper too.. while queueing we saw the PSS2 de daren.. then i met my sec sch juniors also.. one whole gang of them..haha.. then while on my way home waiting for train at sommerset, i saw yu xuan.! my sec sch netball teammate..i've been bumpy recently! haha! keep meeting people everywhere i go.!

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and i've got into contact with alot of 老朋友! people like

Hansen:
which i only seen him twice at daze during 13 n 14th may 2006 then jiu missing untill now le.. recently then call talk sms n chat online...gonna meet up with him on when i also dunno sia..

jonathan lee:
that freaky relief teacher who's after me.. jus meet up yesterday..

RAffles colluges:
gonna meet up with them on 2nd july for lunch.. ALL temp staff.. alot of people eh..! haha.

SEc school netball girls(esther yu xuan siyun amanda lifeng):
coming over my place on wed for PARTY! n MAhJONG session.. i've nv seen them for close to 2 years liao...

darryl yong:
nama de! This stupid fellow here, sms me quite often.but so long nv meet. last time we really had lunch was 14th march! till NOW i nv sit down n really talk to him! n FINALLY we are meeting up tmr for ball game then slack..! i'm suppose to be working but cos HE requested so i oFF!!! ask me go down see him n say a whole chunk of nonsence! think he very handsome ah!..LOL slaps..!

GONNA sleep now~ tired! its 2.30am.n its the 30th now! so fast la...

RANDOM THOUGHTS: some things are jus so unpredictable..

2007-06-28T22:31:00.000+08:00

Time waits for no one, be it rain or shine.
So learn the word cherish.

hmm! i saw this picture n phrase in my ex classmates blog which i think its quite meaningful so i've decided to copy n leave it here..

alrights! had orientation today.. quite boring la. but got to noe a classmate name wendehs! unqiue name..n im in the same class as lena, aisha n a sec sch classmate.. there's this guy hu looks familiar to me also but dunno seen him at where b4.. haha..

woke up at 6.30.. or rather i nv sleep at all la.! after hang call with hansen, sms a few n replied my last msg at 11 plus, i closed my eyes..but i was tossing n turning all the way till 4 plus.. then i gave up n decided to stone till time's up! then morning called hansen also cos he have to go for product training thing la.. later oversleep like past few days..LOL.

Lena n my feet has got blisters!! n it took me 15 min to walk to the mrt with that pair of stupid heels..n put plasters liao but still the skin came off!! damn it! after the whole oraientation at 12 plus, then we went for lunch at delifrance.. then sit around and gossip till3 jiu go off le..

then decided to go nana's place n wait for another fren to fetch me! meet up with him to go for dinner.. but regretted goi out with him cos he's jus so not gentlemen.! sucks man! no second time.once is enough! dun wanna further elaborate wat went wrong.!went cine to shop..then i custom made this hp chain for someone.! cheap n nice eh =) shall pass it to him when we meet but dunno when la..went paragon to window shop then soon bian went over to where hansen work to find him.. afte that dinner jiu go home le.! tired la..having headach! goin sleep le.

2007-06-28T07:43:00.000+08:00

woot! yesterday went shoppping with my bao bei!! ~ went to get our bags stationaries pencil.. practically getting ready for school le ba!!

we both bought a brown shoulder carry bag.. then went wallet shop to get our pencil boxes..
then we went to makan at the food court!! after which we went back to the shop to collect onemore bag cos we bought two ma! then the shop only had one!! so must wait for them to get it from the ware house la! i dunno how to say but the sales girl really damn guai lan! only nana n i noe la huh!!

Jo finish her course at SMU le.. so we went to meet up with her in town together with sherman!! and this stupid guy here made my girlfren waited for him! hahaha.. slaps..
we went heeren to eat wan tan mee! alrights only jo eat la. cos nana n i eat le..and sher had his fries le.! we were sitting down there playing our PSP dJmax is jus so much fun! we are all fighting over it la.! hahaha..

then we went walk walk !!! went to orchard de popular.. the popular machiam goin to close down liddat le sia.! hahaha.. after popular we walk to FAR east!! very FAR wor..hahaha. then we go EAT AGAIN la.!!! nana n i ate at 3 plus 4.. then 5 plus 6 jo say hungry so go eat..! then 7 plus 8 sher say he hungry!! go eat again!! hahahah!!! jo n i share la.! then we sat at long john for an hour..! 4 of us sharing the PSP again! LOL.. then went to walk walk jiu go home le lo.!
haha.. took bus with them then cab back from nana's place..

actually wanted ask han sen out for dinner de, but he got things on so another time lo..! haha.. JO's crazy over the suki! then nana has got her devil boy..van's got her nei nei!! hahahaha =p

kao! previous night talk on the phone till 3 plus then sleep.. yesterday chat online till like 2am la! goin to becopme panda le la!!

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today woke up at 8 plus am, send one msg jiu go back sleep again.. sleep untill 11 plus jiu cannnot make it le..! then im on the computer untill now la.! haven really eat a proper meal yet.. only ate a bread! hungry but lazy to go down eat.. instant noodle all finish liao eh.! sian diao..! goin to bath then go take my passport size picture le.. tmr orientation liao lehx.. 9am to 2pm i think.! hmmm..

k lahx..!! goin to do my stuff liao!! woot!

i wonder how's my GF bao bei n darling today! cos nv sms them!haha.. misses!!

RANDOM thoughts : still thinking through..

2007-06-25T12:21:00.000+08:00

tired n long day today~ woke up at 9 plus n slept at 4 plus last night watching mummy play mahjong! lol..

went to outrum sec school to help out together with my mama n papa! there's a old folks program there.. 400 of them will be there n they are the folks with no families de.! reach at 11.30 to help decorate the hall!! blow balloons..*i hate that* then tie them to the doors n windows!!.. then papa mama n i went to get lunch for all the volunteers there.. after which we had lunch, the buses jiu reach le.. so went downstairs to bring the old folks up lo.. some in their wheel chair.. so have to push them lo! not a easy job eh...

program starts at 3.. so i jus sat around with the folks lo.! talk to them, help them around, distribute water!! there's this old uncle he quite close to my daddy amoung the volunteers.. he nv fail to remember who's daughter i am.. then he use his newly bought second hand phone n help my family took a pic..! n i took one pic with him too.! =))

when the program's about to finish, all the volunteers have to go down prepare the food.! its buffet style so have to get them into all the plates so that its more convenience for the folks to eat!! i scoop 400 plates of chicken la!! kiao~ my hand tired dao~~ after distributing food to them, we still have to give them drink n dessert.. then have to bring them down to wait for their bus to fetch them.. after that mus clean the table..pack up the entire place lo..
by the time we finish everything its about 6.30 ba!! damn tired n sticky la!!

i bath immediately when i reach home..!! tired! goin to sleep le la! night people =)
imiss all of you! my 4 HX..

oh ya! almost forgot HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY to my DEAR brothER!!

2007-06-23T18:32:00.000+08:00

Bao bei n me! in the bus

yeah! i love them!

cute right? nv seen them in so big group b4 =)

4HX

Us n mr tiger

i nv knew hippo has got such a big ass untill jo took this pic~ lol

van sexy right? with mr kangaroo

shot 1~ sherman ass!

shot 2~ guang ass! they jus canmt smile properly

POSE~

haha!! the tortoise joke of the day! only WE noe why!

stupid sherman! dunno what he doin in the pic

BAOBEIS

DARLING n me

she's my GIRLFREN

CAMERA MAN n NAI MA

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my long neck n uS

alrights.. this is a candid took by guang! nana whole new world..
jo so sexy eh! n i dunno what im doin.. bending down to look at plant..
n VAn's doin her all time favourite!! STONE

the papaya tree

van's always different from us.. =D

Nv tried siiting on a durian? though is a fake one,
but ass still hurts.!

Lovely orchid

WHITE de also nice

stone! haha.. we smiled jus that you guys can see them

smile =)

THIS IS A ANYHOW PICTURE!

SHER ME GUANG NANA! happy daze kaki

i love her!

stupid van trying to 谋杀 the three of us.

lok kok! siting on the log

Monkey-ing around

folding our berms.!

candid! ugly.. we are tryin to siam the wtare in order not to get wet..

and after so long, we finally reach the inside of the wtare!
dunno who wanted us to take this pic de sia

the monkey that look so much like kwan

them =)

piggy n me

notice van's mouth n the pigs mouth!
they are doin the same thing.. LOL

berm-py day...

our frenship will last long long long long

we are sitting on the poor crocodile

mr elephant! nana kept making noise for not visiting her elephants.!
so here we are! made of leaves one also can la hor.

jo me van na sher guang! FRENS always =)

hahaha@@ they look so gong!

end of the day!!! we finally manage to take the whole word! haha

penguin!! SURF UP =))

my computer is down for the pass one month! so practically i cant do anything to my blog or what la! haha..!!!!

alrights! went ZOO with my 4HX(jo nana van), Sherman n Guanghao on the 17th june!

met up at 11.30 but went in at 1.30 cos van toh late again!! hmmm.... whats intresting is, we got our zoo tickets at $7.50..children price wor.! suppose to be $15 de.. we still collected all the money for 6 tickets, preparing to pay $90 for it! but when i went to the counter n told the lady "6 tickets please", what lena n i see on the cash register is $45.. lol.. we still huh n ask the person why $45 she still happily point at the child ticket.. and so we jus kept quiet n took it la.. hahaha..

we tot the worker will check the tic at the entrance so scare we cannot go in.. but then hor they never.. whee!!!

yeah.. of course we all had fun! i dunno how to blog out the fun we've had but jus see the picture you'll noe le la huh!!.. and sherman says we mus go to the children play land cos we paid the CHILDREN price.. =.='' hahaha.. but we indeed went la.! we manage to catch the animal show too.. that was because nana started running n for no reason ALL of us ran! haha

we leave ZOo at 5.45 ba! then reach home about 6.45pm.. first time so early and fast cos 5 of us share a cab back to serangoon.. then disperse from there..lol.. and VAn took her own cab back to sembawang =)

TWO person to thank.. SHERMAN for being our 奶妈! cos he was told to bring a bag n we dump everything inside his bag! he carried water bbottle for us, umbrella!!! practically everthing!! =)

NExt is GUANG HAO!! the GMAN! he's not the GMAN that day but the CAMERA man! see all the nice pictures at the top, are all by him wor =) thanks guys!

though we've been to the zoo upteen times since year 2005 but each time we go there, we had fun! though to the same place, but with different people it makes a difference =)

2007-05-04T14:00:00.000+08:00

hmm! went shatec today with mummy, nana, nana's mummy n jo~ to make our payment for the school fees! after one year plus, our mothers are finally meeting. =)) mum n i were late! meet them 1 at bukit batok mrt but we reach at 1.30 instead! then walked to the sch n pay lo! listen to what we have to buy n to do before school starts! doctor check up, passpost size picture mux be taken n blah blah blah! our uniform sounds sucky~ hahahah!!!! wait for pictures after our sch start lo +)

then we went for lunch at nearby coffee shop~ cant believe that 3 of us actually gossip about everything! hahah! our ex BFs n BFs n everything la~ funny!! then nana mum went back first.. the rest of us went shopping for awhile~ hahaha!!! bought "东方珠丽叶" another show by 吴尊!!! YEAH~ hahaha... i am goin to be v occupied i guess! hehehe.. and im goin to get the whole set 花样少年少女 to keep! =)

van had tuition for awhile at my place by koon teck~! we ordered KFC for dinner.. oh shit.. i jus remebered i forget to pay her back.. nvm~ will see her soon.. jo na me played scrabble with my mum.. then the 3 of us stoned n the two of them slept.. hahaha..

wells~ i dunno what to update le la... i noe im goin to be busy soon to settle my schooling stuff! i didnt went for training again today.. which means i nv excercise again.. OH NO!!i wanna swim~ bao bei~ *hint hint*..

FOUR more days to our 21st month..

Looking forward to certain things.......................................... what exciting thing is gonna happen to my life next? who's gonna be the next person to come in? who are the people that im goin to meet next? wah.... so excited~ cant wait for all to happen..

but im sure LENA VANESSA JO are the ones that will stay =)

2007-05-02T00:32:00.000+08:00

see their perky ass~

DARLING n me

neinei~

two evil boys stealing our food

POSE!

haha! ben posed nicly for the photo shoot but that pro blader blade pass n blocked him

there he goes again

ONLY one proper pic out of the 4~ hahaa

after kayaking!

OH my tIAN ah!

Buddies! didnt noe they were that close untill i see them together

flipping the kayak over

having fun~

evil nat wanted to wack ben with the paddles

FIGHT FIGHT~

see the smile on their face? guess they are really havin fun

want to fight yet want to take picture also

hahaha!! where the hell is benji jumping to?

van n nat

US~ 300407

benji n me

i lOVE her

nat with plastic bags over his feet

GAY boys

=)

that stupid girl of mine

MY dinner =))*yum yum*
n i had brownie with ice cream again

after being lok kok, its time to look nice after the outing =))

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bc9uQcI2sv8
video of the two boys trying to empty the water in the kayak!look at how they play with the water

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7a4bXleISBs
evidence of them being GAY~ hahaaa

heyhey~
its a day of outdoor outing today... went to east coast park with van benji n nat.. meet at 3 but van n i were late! all her fault la! what 5 minutes 5 minutes! wanna slack at my place..haha~ ben reached first.. nat LAST! =p though he reach mac b4 us but he walked out again so counted LAST..

alrights!! benji considered a fast learner... he claim to be blading for the first time but he nv fall at all! shit~ why he nv fall sia..haha.. i was videoing the guys blading! damn gay lo... holding onto each other's hand.. then act girl n blah blah blah.. have video as evidence wor.! hahaha.. we blade till the hawker there then van n i grab a bite there... on the way there, have lotsa slopes!! the guys screamed at the v first slope! askin why they goin so fast.. haha. van i me jus go our way nv wait for them!! the guys keep stealing a bit of our fried rice la! PIGS~ =p

on our way to the jetty we saw this kayaking place! so decided to kayak~~ haha!! so we didnt went to the jetty but went back to return the blades instead! then ben drove to that place!!
i really dunno how to describe the fun we have while blading la! the guys were freaking irritating n funny la! ben n i one kayak! nat n van one kayak! they keep calling the AUNTIE hu rented us the kayak "mei nu"'xiao jie' worst! nat called her "la mei=hot girl" *pukes*

benji la! he started it all by trying to capsize their kayak!! but it was really hard! so the 4 of us were fighting n grabbing each other~ to see who;s goin down! ALL of us went in! hahaha.. we managw to over turn each other's kayak n we sat on top! pooer van is benji's target!! EASY targert la.. she went up n down up n down the kayak!! ben keep dragging her down the moment she went up. nat tried getting me down but failed! but i jumped myself la.! many funny things happened also. for example ben n i had 4 paddles while van n nat had NONE.. we played till 7 plus then went to bath...

skip skip skip the bathing part! then we went jack's place for dinner at park way. after that ben sended me back followed by nat n van~

thanks guys! i really had fun today! haha.. though i had fun everyday la! lets go out for our next outing soon~ =))

anyway, i wasnt unhappy today at all! though had some thoughts but i stone-ed cos i didnt had enough sleep recently.. shall end here~

RANDOM CRAZY THOUGHTS : if only someone close tell me they are close frens with wu zun! hahaha~ then can ask him out for coffee date *dreaming*

2007-04-30T12:29:00.000+08:00

handsome right? i love that dog also =))

wu zun wor =))

Our lunch at kenny roger =))

what's mummy n daddy doin?ask them take one proper picture also so hard sia

Mr quak n mR quak =p

brother n me =))

thats my brownie! *yum yum*

they are MINE!

Brother's property

cool hor?! MUm's shoe lehx! i can wear them too!
can SHARE =))

woohoo!! a day out with my family! we went suntec to do some shoppin.. bascially we went NIKE to change the pants for my dad~ got the wrong size!! i went to get my pair of sports shoe.. jo reserved it n i went to collect it! bro gt his pair of basketbal shoe n mummy got her pair too. my dad too particular about shoe.. always damn hard to find one! AHAHA! we bought a hula hoop too..=p only i noe how to use wor!haha.. had fun la!its been damn long since we went out liddat! went kenny roger for lunch! then Gelare for desserts b4 we went back! i had my BROWNIE wth VaNILLA ice cream!!!!! =)) all time favourite =))

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stayed home yesterday to watch the show by wun zhun n ella! haha! damn nice!! wu zun is jus so cool n handsome! alrights! its been long since i've gone kuku about stars n singer! now no BF, nv like anyone n all can siao HIm liao! hahaha! but im goin to finish the show soon! last half hour left.. but im goin to watch it again!!

LAStly!!!!! GOOD NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i got my letter of offer to shatec! and my BAO BEI got it too!!! whee!!!!!!!!!

We now not only are BAOBEIS but are classmates too =)))) LOVE YOU GIRL!!

2007-04-27T13:45:00.000+08:00

hAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDDY =))
JUS HAPPENED TO FIND THIS PICTURE OF HIM FROM DUNNO WHICH HOLE OF MY COM! HAHAHA

4月26日阴天

前几天都很晚回家.. 所以被罚这整个星期不可以出门 =（没关系！在家可以省钱 =p
昨天回去陪他们吃饭，刚开始重觉得怪怪的。也许因为没有每天见面的关系吧！渐渐聊不上话 =（
虽然我整天废话一大堆..一天到晚酸 benjamin..可是还好啦！过得去。

吃饭后我去 suntec 找 jo.. 陪他吃饭.. 不不！！我看她吃饭。。哈哈！三点多宝贝来找我们！在 NIKE 走了一个多小时。。买了一件运动裤给老爸当生日礼物。。过后就下 yishun 去 vanvan 的家。等 jo koonteck 到了才吃饭！我和宝贝吃饱坐一下下就回家了=） 11点多才到家啦！那辆该死的100 号巴士。。等超久！！！

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今天没什么！整天在家咯！哈哈！看 vcd 打 game..jo 有来陪我一下下啦！

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很高兴收到你昨天的来电。。虽然只是聊一下下！快要三个月了。。我们几时才会见面?? 超欠遍的家伙！知道你忙。。今天是你22岁生日！生日快乐！

the above post is in chinese! jus feel like blogging in chinese lo!though not everybody can see la.! =)) hahaha.. miss veggie family! miss my bao bei! miss vans =p miss darryl yong

2007-04-26T13:56:00.000+08:00

though i posted!! but i still wan your picture to be up here! dun think that once i post, people cant see your unglam piture... hahahaha

alrights!! video's are up! hahhaha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-tXMDW9Mkc4
4 of us sitting on the floor talking rubbish =p

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-1MX-1YCR78
video of the lightning! its very nice but it only came out at the end! but listen up to our conver!
it sounded wrong at times..! hahaa

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nK5emyaIF0g
van complaining that someone said that she's fat! that someone should be HIM! hahaha
unglam actions shown without knowing we are videoing her=p

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_vtq1mceX4o
nana interviewing the 3 of us!!!

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alrights! was watching vcd at home today! watch till i finish everything then i decided to come out to meet vanSSS.. =p she wanna go pay her dance fees at HAI DEI.. met up with her at music story together with evelyn then walk over to hai dei.. saw juz juz there too. saw them having their dance lesson! so cool sia! =)

after payment i went over to vans house! she's suppose to study but she msn la, watch or video! laugh laugh laugh!! madness!!! then she help me call cab!! insisted to pay!! cannot find money in her bg she went around her room n houe to find! n she manage to find TEN DOLLARS worth of coins!! abit here n there la.. in her sch bag, on her cupboard! in her toilet!!! call cab extra $4! she cant find anymore money!! she gave me 4 standard card.. the mrt standard card that can change for $1 of deposit.! canot stand her sia!LOL. reached home at 11 sharp =p

有些事如果要发生，我也不能做什么

230407 ecp blading vannajome

2007-04-24T14:59:00.000+08:00

only SHE can sleep this way!

the bum i got on saturday in town!
tHanks to the indian speaking uncle!

hoi! tall to short? van's not hereyet! thats why im the shortest! hahaha

她是我的女朋友=）

the four of US changed slippers!!

JO n NANA

thats the auntie hu sked jo how to pronounce!
"NO~~~~~ PARK-ING"
"NO~~~~ SMO-KING"

BAOBEIS

whats van Bio-ing at?

4 of us! van me jo na

that stupid towel made me awful!
sai~ nearly fell while taking this shot

on the move~! damn zai! blade n took this at the same time =p

morning excercise!! STRECTCH~~~~~

PERKY ass? hu had them? definately notme cos i have a pouch behind me!

UNGLAM!! @##$%^

GIRLFReN N ME!

super act cute~~

BEDOK JETTY

NiCE pic but there's two 超欠遍 girls behind

HEr stupid habit of biting her fingers~

last picture b4 we departed the jetty

sashimi neh~

jo's injury! she got scretch when she fell

KAO~ didnt noe our NO.16 is so tall!!! KANG HONG~~~

Woot! their OU XIANG!! nakata liang yi! NINE

We planned to keep fit today! tot of goin to the gym but changedidea! decided to go east coast instead cos jo wants to learn how to blade!~ My stuid girlfren worked till 8 this mornin n we are supposed to meet at 11.30am at my place so this smart girl went home bath n bring all her barang barang come my house n slp! i was waken up by xiang hui at 10 cos i told him to do that! then i went to call n wake NANA up..

SUPPOSEd to be out of the house at 11.30.. but then after lena reached, she slask here n there! and even slept!! hahahaha!! got a unglam picture of her napping for jus that 5 minutes =pp *i know you are goin to box me for that picture but i dun care =p* we reached ECP at 2.15. slowly walked to the macdonalds to wait for van cos she last minute joining us! =)

AFter they rented the blades, it rained! so we slack around inside! there's this china lady kee
p asking jo how to pronounce english words! funny... and there's this weird lady singing behind me! lena saw her lips moved..told me she'ssinging but i cant hear a single thing!! MADNESs!!!! as for van, she's busy eating her BURGER KING! hahaha.. we stardted blading after the rain stop a little! still raining though! everthing went smoothly! we took stupid pictures.. we didnt stop n take them! we took them ON THE MOVE! nearly fell sia.. LOL..

JO so damn lazy! on the journey to bedok jetty, the slopes n all, she stop moving her legs after me na n van held on to her to blade! cos slopes ma.! scare she cannot make it!
CAMHORING at bedok jetty!! took videos of lightning n many stupid converations! BUt the videos are too larger that it's gonna take a freaking long time to upload!!! i'll try to make it quick =))

yeah! jo n i fel on the journey back! ts that stupid slope near the hawker centre again! i got a swollen calfther other day when i went with RH to blade! i hit the stupid railing while gon down! this time, jo n i went down together.. we hold together ma..scare she fall ma.! but still we fell!!! she sat on her ass n i splited! lucky still flexi enough sia... no scar for me but i think girlfren's ass really hurt! kana her tail bone i think..mmm!!! hope she's fine =)

WE went TCC after bathing n all! Xiang hui bought salmon for bao bei!!! but we shared! cos its our favourite sashimi!!!!!! WOOHOO!!! SHIOK SIA!!!! Ref 45 minutes if the game.. full court today..heng i still manage to spot a little here n there! though still missed out..!
aiya.. even professional refrees also SHOOT BIRD at times la! dun say us man ~

RANDOM THOUGHTS: its been a day since last night~

2007-04-23T08:35:00.000+08:00

wan van jus si na.. *5 of US!*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=svyoZgNNOBg

haha!! the day when we siao-ed at douby!
happened to find this video! hehe! the fun time we used to have.. and we are imitating tony shiyu jer!! hahaha!their di yi tian! lOL..

hmm..!! think of it its been long since the 5 of us hang out together! cam horing taking stupid videos! hahaha.. missed those time sia. =))

2007-04-22T01:45:00.001+08:00

Many things happened recently! many people had relationship problem..
and as 一段久的感情结束，又有一短新的开始.. as i ended my relationship, lena started her very new and first relationship.

I joined RAFFLES hospital 2 months ago! n contract ended on the 14th. i see things gradually change.. frm the first day i step in there, i've seen people quit, and new faces coming in. management changed..!i used to never like lunching with my luch group. cos in the first place, it was really kinda quiet to lunch with them.they nv talk , never joke.! stef n i hardly cross a word! amanda abit here n there! benjamin , i dun even noe his name at all even after he intro-ed himself! *i actually forgot* =p

i was close to rachel ayu n joshua but after the left, i joined the lunch grp more often! never will i know that we actually came closer.. BEn stef manda n i became the vege family! we meet up for movies, trip to East coast.. dinners after work.! as our fun jus began, i have to leave the company! nevertheless, i still go back for lunch damn often! 3 times last week.. i actually looked forward to it la.! i see old facs! elizabeth went back to RH~ sigh! i missed them every now and then.! but life still moves on!

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You reappeared after soo soo long.. we met up recently , crap like usual! its been a year plus since we knew each other.. tHanks for being there silently n only appear after i broke up! yeah! fren.. people asked me why wasnt you given a chance.. your bestie asked me..nana siew asked me too.. i've thought of it at times too.. but i really dunno.. surprisingly you waited.. and its really long!!!! i really dunno how u manage too.. but thanks for that!

因为是朋友，所以不可以。。因为是朋友，所以不像伤害你！

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Buddy! still we didnt meet up this week though we claimed to be v free! i noe you are busy so at times you didnt reply me.! its okay! well!~ heard a news frm you that you are more or less in to SINGAPORE AIRLINE.. should it be a good news or a bad one for me? good because you are good n happy now.im appy for you too. bad because chances of meeting up would even be lesser.. you'll be flying here n there? bt nevertheless, i'll still be there when you needed me la.! jus dun forget to get me chocolates every where you go!!! i noe you are goin to say that i'll grow fat! but I DUN CARE! cos i love chocolates!!

when will be our meeting day? when will be our K box session? where is the lunch that you say you wanted to treat me to? IM STILL WAITING...........
4 more days to your bday!! im running out of idea of what to make or get for you! damn it!

每天世界都在变，可是日子还是要过！

2007-04-21T14:30:00.000+08:00

went lunch with RH peeps cos im goin to raffles place to pick up some photos anyway!!. hmm.. yeah! everyone was around today except benji.. whereas the day b4he was there but manda n stef not around! GrrR.. but well! i bumoed into him while drawing money!still dare ask me not staying till evening ah! cos its FRIDAY! LOl.. we all noe can le.!

Went raffles take those developed pictures.! whee! so nice lahx!! bought a album to put the photos.. then i went home. jo , van, nana came over to my place at 4 plus to play mahjong.. funny sia!they bought damn alot of things la! like having party liddat! buy tori Q, dumbling,pirated shark fin soup, tutu kuey.. kao!!

when we play best sia! play untill wanna sleep cos van v slow! forveer taking from the wrong side! there's once me n nana waiting for the same tile la.! exactlly SAME jus to game! after w reealised, nearly fought sia!! hahah.. make noise n make noise untill mama cannot stand us! too noisy le.! GUANG HAO (G man) joined us! he help van van! but dunno why the game turned slower.. played untill Xiang hui come then go for dinner le..hah.. not ba! i still won $8 plus lhx!

went to eat n talk!! we GOSSIP about almost everything!! hahaa.. the girls gossip , guang n xiang hui listen! hahahahaa.. k lahx.. all went back at 11 plus.. i had fun though!! hmmm...

RaMDOM THOUGHTS : I hope you'll stay

2007-04-20T02:09:00.000+08:00

ITS been LOng since we Really smiled This way =)

BAOBEIS 070805

yEAH!!

woot!! *twist* OUB!

this is how birdi-fied life and people can be

She'll always be the ONE!

LOve Me for who I Am

this is how nice singapore can be

this man stood there for the whole of 5min~ there's practically no difference between him n the statues

Nothing's is much more wonderful then the smile of US

That poor dead crab along the bridge

I promise i'll smile the nicest sMIle =))))

Our frenship will last till We grown old!

She taking her bridal pictures and we are taking HER!
(the model at the other side)

BOAT QUAY! river boat n taxi boat ride <<<== that way please
Nothing can ever break US up

i LOVE HER!

She's tall enough though!!

I wasnt tall enough to be seen though the tree!
she held the camera kinda high! haha

YOU light up my life! *artistic pic by lena*

JUmP! Yucks! my ugliest jump!

JUMPIE!! *her shirt never fail to come up*

We Smile the way WE are!

We cant take proper picture! jus like van van

aHHH!!! whose mouth bigger?!

if YOU every bully Lena, i'll stare at you liddat!

jus the two of US

and im the superwomen of her life? right bao bei?!

She's the superwomen of my life!

heheh!! now im beside the wheel.. and she is UNDER! wakaka

ESPLANADE PARK

WHY is she Beside that durian?!? and i am UNDER it?

A NEW FANTASTIC POINT OF VIEW

A WHOLE NEW WORLD

Under the bridge =)

Right BESIDE the Fullerton hotel

ESPLANADE 190407

Learning to spit like that lion

that Unique lion that spits water in singapore

We hav fun together , we stone together too =)

HEARTS!

Look at the weird security!!!

all he noes is to blow his whistle .. funny things happened!

RUN!!! three boats attacking us!!!

BAO BEIS at merlion PaRk

Ferris wheel in process of building =)

NINE n JO

NINE n HER

JO uncle nana

Beginner in Refree-ing the game =)

2007-04-19T17:09:00.000+08:00

FINALLY after 2 days..!! i'm stepping out of my house to go for an interview at raffles place! but before that.. i went back to RH for lunch!! stupid amanda yesterday still ask me go back for lunch! today she cramps so on MC! lol. stef went for lunch break with her boy! so only left benji ayu louise n dawn..plus ME also la.! went to qi ji for lunch! haha! but i didnt sit beside him today! cos pregnant ayu choose seat! she sat beside him n i sat in between louise n dawn! OKAY manda! benji looks totally like a bleached PIGEON with white pants, pinkish white check-ed shirt, beige n red canvas shoe =PP.. ONE hour pass jus liddat! so FAST!! went up to the office to slack awhile.. then went off to meet bao bei at raffles place.

The interview place is at hitachi tower in RAfflles place! i was lost in the building! must give IC exchange for visitor pass so bao bei waited downstairs! suppose to go to level 26 for interview, but the lift i took somehow only manage to go up untill level 16!!!!!! then i called lena and ask if there was another lift she said YES! damn it..!! i came all the way down n go up again!

interview was fine! if i were to get selected, think my pay is much nicer then what i have in RH! =)) im happy with anythin la!! though im no longer in RH but still that stupid BOSS made noise upon my visit! heard she was directing at the temp staff! haha.. i no longer can go in anymore.. but hu cares!! i still get to lunch n have fun with them can le! i noe my VEGE family LOVES me..and AYU!! =))

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let the fun time begins!!!!!!!!

shall let the pictures above tell how much fun the BAOBEIS have today! only both of us but we took wonderful pictures which paints a thousand words!!!!!

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TRAINING day!! didnt play much today but realised many things to lanr! haha.. joshua made me jo n nana ref the game today! i super dun dare to blow la! cos i dunno which foul is what! n i think i realy kok! cant even see hu hit out the ball!! kanjiongman! hahaha.. thinkthe guys goin to throw me out of the courtt le.! lionel stepping on the line so freaking obvious!!! i wonder wy i looked, took out my whistle n point at the floor.. and said"eh he step on the line" and YET i didnt blow for out!!! SLAPS!! funy la =)) took 153 home with bao bei after that then changed to bus 100 back!

its 1.34am now!! im still uploading n sharpening pictures for JO!! actually planned go gym tmr, but we've decided to play mahjong.. sovan na n jo 3 at my place!! alrite my knee hurts!!

2007-04-18T14:30:00.000+08:00

i think there's always a limit to everyone's patience! there's a limit to my patience and to my fren's patience too! Me keeping quiet doesnt mean i dunno a single thing! its jus that i choose not to care..

pls learn to think like your age.. please be considerate to other people.. give them rest when they need to.. even though you cant be alone. but you still have to learn how to! know your limits.. friends we still can be. i still can talk to you like a friend.. treat you like one.. but when u push off the limit, i might jus delete you off from my memories. u should noe me n my temper well enough..

yes! we can dun love that someone but cant stop that someone from loving you! you can love me but pls dun irritate me.. but by disturbing my frens n irritating them you are irritating me too.. and things have already ended between us! so please draw lines.. you cant meet me as and when u like to.. you cant come my house as when u like also.. its no longer like last time, you appearing are no longer surprises anymore!!

friends should be true, should be considerate to each other.. and you lie to us last night! you were at the playground yet you ran way n told jo you were at home..! what rubbish is this?! have you done anything wrong that you have to run away? please dun take lena for granted.. she's soft hearted, you noe so please dun make use of her weak point.. she have wake up at 5.30 every morning.. so please dun go her house n wait for her in the middle of the night expecting her to entertain you..she needs rest! if you care for her then pls think for her! i LOVE her more then anyone elses do!!!!!

Think thru! i hope this would be my last time saying all these here =) u noe the consequences!
i wanna be a happy girl.. i wanna have THE nicest smile ever!

RANDOM THOUGHTS: My heart doesnt telly with my mind..

2007-04-17T14:54:00.001+08:00

JO n me time keeper n scorer
VAn toh supporter! but a quiet n stone one
NANA siew score board!

coach n 3/4 of the team doin some briefing!

GIRLFREN n mE

Does jo LooKs like Ella?

she's trying to pull her fringe off..

i realised reently van toh cant smile n dun like to take picture properly..

HAMTARO singing!

Van NA n My leg!! ugly!!!!!!!!!!

dueting OUR song <<>>

ACT cute sia =p

Basket! im not working today n yet i jumped up at 7.30am!! i went back to sleep n woek up at 8.30! alrights i gave up sleeping n decided to go online! haha.. van didnt went to school also.. haha. i was chatting online with my Veggie FAmily till 12.discussing whats for lunch n where!LOL.. then i went to shower n meet NANA!! nana papa came to fetch us to RH. and so i went back to join them for lunch! funny eh.. i jus left on sat n monday im back for lunch. but HU Cares! i enjoy very lunch with them =))

As usual! we fought for seats! haha. cos noone wanna sit with! amanda is th lucky one to have sit opposite her! benji is save cos he's sitting between me n manda!!.. lena sat beside her laugh like mad when she eats..hahaha..

after lunch went up to find ayu for awhile then to find my mummy!! n pass her things to bring it home for me.. then Nana n i went to cine to meet van for K BOXING!! jo's late but we had fun laughing n singing!! hehehe.. enjoyed eating too!

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we cab down to NIE cos tangling boys having a match there with TECK HIN.. we were late though but when we reach they haven even start the game la. oh wells.. we lost! by a few points la.! but wevy match they play we girls v gan jiong! everytime lose likmad then manage to catch up a little n then lost by few points! basket!!

after the match we took 153 to NANA's place! we went to eat prata.. van van scary seh! actually i wanted to eat roti john de.. but after listening to what Van wants to order, idecided to eat prata plain! she wants to order nasi brani, mutton soup n ice kachang..!! she's gonna make us FAT!! like HER! =p *she goin to call n scold when she see this le.haha* lucky the uncle forgot that we orderd mutton sup! haha.. after eating we sended nana to her house downstairs then JO VAN n Me shared a cab back! reached home at 12..

THANKS STEF N BENJI FOR DEVELOPING THE 2 FAMILY PICS OUT N LEFT A NOTE BEHIND! =)) THATS SO NICE OF YOU GUYS!!

RANDOM THOUGHTS: People will only learn to treasure after they have lost it..
by then, its already too late !

2007-04-16T14:59:00.000+08:00

1ST ATEMPT OF ACTING NERD!

2ND ATEMPT OF ACTING NERD

3RD ATTEMPT OF ACTING NERD!
all failed cos we both are not NERDS!! wakaka

scary VANS

pUffer FISH! see vaN'S FACE?!? SHE'S frowning n puffing!!

spastic FACE! awful

tangled together!

wahahaha.. its sunday today! recently i jus love to slack at home on sundays! hehehe..
woke up at 9 plus! but lazing around on the bed with my brother! mum n dad came n join in at our room also..! hahah.. 10 plus we went for breakfast! had dim sum! and i realised my appitite getting bigger! i still not full after eating quite alot =X

went to rent some VCDS to watch at home!! then went to NTUC to do some shopping with mummy!! after that we headed home! slack wtach vcd!! after that bro me n mum decided to play mahjong!! haha.. practice practice!! n since i dun get to play it yesterday!! so i had it today!! stop a whle in the evening after van came!! then went to baked some pan cake! but it looks weird though! hahahaha.. but nice to eat so hu cares. =p

Van joined in mahjong after dinner!!! 4 ppl playing now! daddy was there to coach van! funny lahx! she cant multi task de la.! she wanted to reply sms yet she wan to look out for the tiles.! then she stone abit here n there! hahaha.. end of the game, i won $1.30!! bro n van each win $0.10>>lol!! THAT MEAN MUMMY LOSE 1.50!! MY winnings i donated to my piggy bank!!

FUnNY pictures!! van n i took!! i think this is the most awful picture ever! even my brother cant stand them! haha!! after that i sended van down! she say he's hungry n so we went macs for supper.. i was so full la.! nearly puked sia.. had nuggets n mac wings..then ICE CREAM. VAn la!! trying to make me put on weight sia! okay! nana n van jus call! tim for gossiping! NIGHT people..

RANDOM THOUGHTS~ why some people jus dun think like their age?