I smile in your presence

Saturday, September 20, 2008

SO in love with Derrick's new debut album..
especially this song 你走天橋我走地下道.. =)
i think all his songs are quite nice la..haha!
jus went to see his MVs on youtube.. NICE!
haha.. after so long im still a fan of him
everything about him is so nice la..haha =)

oh well..
sorry guys for not blogging for so long..
my com is down..n untill now it is still down..
so im using my bros friends labby..

exams jus ended..
endless long nights of studying!!
but thanks guang hao n sherman for accompanying me..
almost everyday throughout my entire week of paper..haha..
but at the end of papers, my dark eye rings are out..
never seen my face so jia lat b4..
pimple break out..haha

but am looking forward toward my one week holiday!!
full of programs..goin to get myself tan n fit...haha..

immediately after papers yesterday,
went to walk walk with van nana gh sher in town
then mahjong at nana's place..haha..
happy happy!! cos this is the first time i got si chun out..
my 3rd try of the week b4 he agree in coming out...haha..
he joined us for mahjong til 2plus den he sended me back..

Si chun scared of nana man..haha..
one bamboo is consider "animal"
had fun la..hope that he'll join us more in future man! hahaa..
cos after all he's my eyecandy!!
fri sat free...
sun mummy's bday celebration..
den!! OUTLET ATTACHMENT!! wth!
but i'll enjoy myself next week man! =)
can say wat i wan here cos he dun have my blog add..haha.

never expected to have really noe him in person also..
always thought that he'll be on the stage.n i'll be down stage..haha..
oh well!!

WOOTS! 1week holiday..
tmr hendric's 21st pyjamas birthday party.
monday shopping with jane nana n gang..
tues pulau ubin cycling..
wed kayaking dota..
thurs badminton basketball soccer
fri sat nth!! sun mummy birthday celebration!!
then OUTLET ATTACHMENT!! sian!
but still will try to enjoy myself la..haha!

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -9:10 PM-

Saturday, September 06, 2008

成经一起写属于我们的自己的故事。。
但现在却像陌生人一样
只坐在隔壁，一句话也没说
我现在才发现
发现为什么故事的结局和当初想写的不一样
因为你我是属于两个不同世界的人。。
我们选择走向地铁的两个接端
选择分手后做陌生人

jus thinking..
thinking of wat nel's goin through now..
thinking of how darren feel in his this relationship..
nothing is easy.. being in a relationship is not easy..
likin someone is not easy so how about loving someone?
being loved is not easy too..
letting go is never ever goin to be easy over short period of time..
so tell me what's easy man?

i've been thru..
holding on tightly to someone..
really wanted to let go..
telling yourself to let go
but your heart jus simply cling too tightly onto that someone..
what to do? jus let time do the job man..
so used to it til i dun feel anything..
dun even feel that i'm having anyone in me at that moment..

having not much of a problem now..
cos im not seeing it as a problem..
i'm jus treasuring eveything and evey moment i have..

happy cos you're near..
though nothing changes still..
happy cos im contented with wat im having now..
rather then askin for more.. =)
having many look forwards each day..
to having outings..
to having hang outs..
to seein the nonsensical, serious, happy go lucky you..

i'm in another phase of stupidity..
but im happy!

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -11:48 PM-

050809 SAFTI

free labour again..
reached school at 9am..
and the entire event only finishes at 10.30
spent the whole morning doin table set up..
arranging the table and make sure EVERYTHING
look straight when u see from the front..

some people really had itchy hands..
keep touching and moving out mis-en-place..
wtf!! we arrange it again n again..
they jus cannot tell us all at one shot how mus it be place..
mus wait till we put le then tell us put another way..
stupid people..

service was nothing much but hidding at the back of the house..
waiting for them to give the cue to serve the food..
clear the plates..
DAMN!! so many handsome and smart officers outside..
but dun get to see much.! haha..
luck ICs man! cos only they are allowed to be on the floor..

Clearing up was chop chop!
after the officers stood up, about 10 minutes..
we are done man! everything clear from the ground..hahaha.

after that went down to gardens..!
went to happy daze to collect my pay!
but anne basket dun wanna give me..
then went to nic's place to join nel chu darren n nic..

Emo session..
darren had problem with gf..
nelson is still the same old thing..! his avia..
me n chu.. seems like having not much of a problem recently..
chu only seems la..cos he nv say anything..
jus lie there watch movie.. haha!
had fun reading the subtitles cos the movie is in Canto.! lol..
after the movie he was drained.. and so he slept..
but then Nel was the first to KO la..

Darren n i had a good time watching them slp man..
nel snoring.. chu trying to make him shut up..
jus when chu really fall aslp, nel jerk n kicked chu's ass..
and i begin to hear tsk tsk tsk! LOL

nic never stop studying since i reached his place..
he only stopped at 2am!!
i can never study in a SO quiet room alone like him la..

didnt intend to stay over de..
but then i was tired n it was late le..
so i stayed over at his place too..
Nic came in at 2am..
then we started watching Wall-e..
but nic says he wanna watch something gothic..
and we ended up watching final destination 2..

i would have really died if i have heart failure man..
theme party day had fun scarin people..
had fun being scared by people..
i deleted my own gothic pictures from my phone cos i find them scary too..
next was 4bia.. made my heart beat so fast for so long..
then was final destination..

a PLUS point!! Pooh bear!!
i scare myself while i went out of his room to pick up mummy's call..!
i forgot his study room made of glass panel..
i went out, pick up call..
and due to my bright hp light, i saw myself is the glass panel.!
and i jumped up!! i was standing there talking..
it was so dark..cannot even see my fingers la..

Gh joined us awhile after work then went home cos he wasnt feeling v well still.!
was so tired n sleepy man!! i occupy nic's bed while he sleep on the floor..
darren on the sofa bed cos he was complaining hot..
and that was the coldest place in the room with the air con blowing directly..
nel n chu so slim that they share one mattress..

in the middle of the night, i saw nic keep waking up..
shifting n turning.. taking out his jacket..
i was sleeping cosy-ly under the blanket n i felt so warm..
i began kicking the blanket aside, unbutton my sleeve n fold them up.!!
BEST! nel woke up early cos he felt hot!!
and Guess hu's the culprit.!!
that #@$%# darren felt so cold that he offed the Aircon..!!!!
We really cursed and swear him in the morning man..
and the windows toilet doors are closed somemore.!! =S

10 plus we went prata for breakfast..!
then nic sended us back!!
thanks for lending me your cosy bed..! haha

woots! went for facial jus now!!
song! and i won a dota game today..
haha! though its playing with computer..
but still happy!! i noe winning to you guys is chicken feet la..
sio DUn laugh at me when u guys see this man!haha

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -7:34 PM-

theme party ended on 3rd sept..
Big thank you for those hu came to support us..
Nelson guanghao sherman nicholas Jo Van..
most importantly NANA n my lovable parents..

The effect was better den i expected..
esp with my own make up..
i dun expect myself to look that scary..
but it turned out to be so! haha..
pictures will be up soon..

great teamwork from DTM 707A..
really work together as a class man..
we all got so many many things done n made this event happened..
We had fun scaring people b4 the party start..
had fun snapping pictures with our loved ones..
had fun dancing and singing with the music..

my first time with so thick make up on..
first time having that fake eye lash over my long real eye lashes..
first time willingly allow janelle to draw thick eye liner on my lids..
OH GOD! but thats wat made the effect..haha..
photos will be up soon man!!

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a Off day on 040908 thursday..
slept..did housework..
cooked lunch n dinner for family..
then i brought janelle's baobei to the hospital..
then i went to amk hub to meet nic n his fren zhi cai to watch 4bia.!!

#$%#$ that show really scare the hell out of me..
so sudden..so disgusting..!!
jump like nobody's business..
and i can see that nic was scared too..haha..
we were curling ourselves up..
and that assho keep nudging me and ask me to see..
making funny funny noises..! lol..

My heart was still thumping when i entered his car..
it was still thumping when i reach home..
n was still thumping when i close my eyes to slp..
frankly speaking i didnt really sleep well that night!!

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -1:08 PM-

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

tadang! final layout of the model for wedding project!

goin to finish soon.!

the tables!! so nice

trying out stage..! that is the secret behind the cute puny tables.

From NOTHING to SOMETHING!!

my Chairs b4 painting them! HEARTS..

enough of late nights till 6 doin report..
enough of having my eyes closing
yet i still have to stay awake to finish up report..
enough of hearing people complaining they are tired yet they are the earliest to slp
tell me who else is awake at tt time man to share share man..
but at least its all over..
projects handed up..
presentation finished..
at least we dun have projects for next sem..

its never easy to be leader..
especially in a group with my bestie.. with my clique..with all girls..!
there are really times when things gotten on my nerves..
there are really times when i really feel punching people..
but i cannot do anything..
cos we are all close friends

i know there sure will be hell if i were to say something..
we noe each other's temper too well..
nth but give in give in give in..
mayb u may not feel or notice it..
but think i've not given in this much to anybody else..
and it can really be tiring..
oh well.. tell me hu understands man!

yam yam!! eat n grow FAT!

they are enjoying themselves!

mus really take down this hungry moment!!
sher cannot smile n eat at the same time sia!

US! from happy daze collugues to friends to close friends!
THREE YEARS comin up in dec..

Really shiok today.!
left school at 3 plus to meet sherman n guang up.!
DOTA! nth but the guys asking me to run when i was about to get killed.!
trying be hero! lOl..
fun n addictive..
if nel was there..i think he chopped me into poeces long time ago man!
played from 6 all the way to 9..
den went chomp to eat!
Had a great time laughing having fun n eating!

hahah! really v long never hang out with them liddat le man>!
three people yet a table of food..
may look little but then its really making my stomach burst!
haha! thanks for giving in to me n ordered cockles.!
nice right? this is all our FIRST time eating cockles outside..lol.
messy tables.. stubborn cockles.!

we laughed at each other!
laughed at lame things..
laughed at sher talking creep languages..
oh my guang ying ma..my elephant..my pang xie!
*burp..

Left gardens at 10.45,..
took bus to interchange n that sherman ho!
saw pasa malan say wanna go walk wanna eat corns!
i goin to puke le he still wanna EAT!
but we only shared one coke ice cream! haha..
the rest of the food dun look appealing when we got closer..

yeah!!we PLAY there !!
i like that tweety toy v much! thouggh quality confirm lousy one..
tried to get it..but i threw the ball at the toy instead of e empty cans.!
oh well! sad!! only manage to get some glow in the dark stars! haha.
but i like them anyway! my favourite glow in the dark stars..

played darts n got a small mini toy! 3 keychain.!!
he threw everything inside my bag!!
eventually there ended up in aljunied crescent.! haha..

thanks gman n sher for the fun time had today!!
thank you nic nel gman for helping me in theproject in one way or another!
Thank you gman for staying up with me till damn "early" for the two reports.!
Thanks for everything my friends!!
deeply appreciated n love deeply!! =)

tmr's the LAST one!!
theme party!
long planning time..
many practices..
many people involved.!
many people coming!!
many problems have yet to be solved yet!
n tmr's the day!!
DTM 707A's BIG production!
woohoo!! hope everthing will turn out good n FUN!

*i miss those days..
but nomore.

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -2:31 AM-