I smile in your presence

Monday, July 28, 2008

260708

Sat was a busy day!!
woke up at 11 plus!
pack my bag n get ready my stuff for the race at nighT!
den met up with guang hao and sher go down to junior happy daze for grand opening
and celebration of Miss anne's birthday!! haha..
i took grace's camera and went around snapping pictures..
Carlos's cooking is damn good man!! so much nice food to eat!! haha..

left at 5 plus and went tampines to meet up with nic n don for small dinner!!
Yeah! we took part in the next challenge 2008 organised by PAYM..
its a yearly event n it lasted for 20 hours!!

7pm reporting time for registration and surrenderin of our non necessary items..
handphones.. wallet all not allowed!!
whole team only had $30 and our own EZ link card!
while waitng we took pictures!
dun see my group all guys! they like to take pictures too..haha

race started at 9pm!
our first location was MUSTAFA!!!!!
we search our bus guide and the maps on finding the shortest way to get there..
this is the place we hated most!
First station and we got STUCK with this question!!
" what goes around the world but stays in a corner!? "
yeah! times up and we had to serve time penalty!
@#$@%

Lotsa running to do!~
in a group with 4 guys!! i have to really run and catch up with them!!
Throughout this 20hours!!

we moved from
-tampines to
-Mustafa to
(have to answer tt stupid question!!got stuck there)
-Kallang PAHQ to
(we used our help cards and the wrong answer brought us there n so we head to next location)
- kallang theatre cosy bay to
(have to cut the word 里 out from paper)
- bugis sultan mosque to
(jus go there did nth n collect a stamp! haha..best station)
- ROM at fort canning to
(failed this stage! mus cut out a big hole for each of us to go through out of a A4 size paper
we ended up havin 20 min time penalty! camwhoring session)
- Raffles place the BIG grass patch to
(have to complete SUDOKO! ken n Dan are damn good at it man!!)
- Esplanade bridge
(have to skip 2o times on the skipping rope!i completed that..!
have to make the spinning top spin for 5sec! NIc did it..have to kick the chapteh
10 times.! don n ken nearly made it.. the most they had was 8 times.. 15 min penalty!)
-THE cathay
(had to form a human shape using the "UHU glue"something like that la! haha..
ken and dan blew! the thing mus be proportionate..but ken blow de size always wrong de..haha )
-PAHQ for short rest..
(had our pathetic Bread n new water! 1half hours rest time! and set off at 6.15)

took a short nap!
but dint really slp cos it was cold sleepin at the outside pavement!
was shocked when we saw our next clue!!
KENT RIDGE PARK!! at buno vista!!
bo bian! took MRT there!!
reached there!! the slope's damn steep!
yeah! ken said lets JOG!
my muscles were too cold that i didnt even felt that my legs were moving!
CRAPS!

The task there we have to split into two groups n complete them!
ken don dan stayed there n make dog balloon!!
Me n nic ran all the way to find this stupid opium hilL!!
not stated in the map and its actually carpark C of kentridge park!@$#%$
mus draw a hanna on nic.!
first time doin that but he says its no bad when i find it ugly!
will upload pictures soon man!

off from Kent ridge park to Labrador park (have to do the arrangement of cup thing)
from labrador
-> PASIR RIS CC (break time! Bread again! with rasins this time.!)
-> Pasir ris park mangrove (have to take pictures of a crap n all pavillion inside the mangrove!forgot to take note of the time we need to complete the task! late for 2min! time penalty agaiN! haha! this time we took pictures n the guys played with Curry pok(red ant''s nest on the tree!they tries to hit it down!! haha! its a guys thing but i joined it too!lol..the in charge told us tt we are the most cheerful group even though we had to serve penalty.! )
-> Changi chapel Museum (have to leave a 3/4 filled pail up with our legs! and we have to take off our shoe n socks n wear them back agaiN! i guess this is the only TEAM game we had la.! )
-> Bedok reservior(nic n i took up the kayaking session!kayak out to the floating ball n back! quite fast eh! while don ken n dan in charge of running to daimai sec n find out whats their school motto! i know they work hard! its a long way n they ran there n back! )
-> Kovan HUB!(took cab from bedok back! 5 ppl uncle dun wan fetch so we plead one taxi uncle n he took all of us! i sit on the bottom at the back la! so poor thing! think tts why im there.! cos im SMALL! haha )
ending point's there (lAST GAME to complete..blow balloon n have to sit on it to burst it..i was too light tt nomatter how hard i bounce the balloon still nv burst n dOn had to add extra weight on me la.! haha )

we came in 33rd out of 66!
during the night we were 49th and we caught up in the day!
despite not much rest! we still manage to chiong finish the whole race!
*claps claps* all of us were so damn tired that we fell asleep during the prize presentation!
we only woke up during the lucky draw! kendric damn heng! he got the $30 vouncher to NYDC!

we were all craving for ba chok mee during the race!
say say after race wanna go eat at night! but end up never!!
all of us reach home n KONG already! i slept at 6 plus.. till this morning 9 plus!
MC from sch cos was having cough, flu n headach!
legs were damn tired also!!

waiting to go get materials later for the project!
waiting for some people to msg me..
*yawn!!*

to SCHWETTY NUTS!!

thanks for asking me to join this race!
Its really fun hanging out with you guys for the past 20 hours!!
watching you guys picker over small small stuff.. suaning each other!
though its tiring but all your craps and "team work" kept us goin.. =)
cant wait for daniel to send the artistics pics we've taken!! haha..
yeah man! i really had fun!! dun forget to count me in for 2009! haha..
LOve you guys many many for taking care of me and make sure im not
left behind!! don being the last man!! nic carrying my stuff, offering me water
and make sure i dun fall in the dark..
daniel n nic keep feedin me with bread!
N ASK ME EAT EAT EAT!haha..
treasured the not long not short hours spent together..
meet up soon mates!! with LOVE!

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -10:25 AM-

Friday, July 25, 2008

26th is the day!!~
Its a day full of events!~
Official opening of hAPPY daZe new outlet at siglap!~
its Miss Anne's birthday too..
And!~ the one i've been looking forward to !~
THE NEXT CHAllENGE!~
woots~

NicHO + Kenrick + laoda + Don + me = schwetty nuts!

i dunno what it means though!
but i think daniel gave the group this name! haha
$3000 for the first group!~
i think we can make it! THINK only! haha..
hope i wun end up being bullied in a all guys group!~
which i think they wun also la.! haha..

time for bed!! time for rest..
tmr TR.. doin wash up!!~
then project and work at night!!
from 10am to 1am!~ packed!

i prefer simplicity..simple you!

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -1:23 AM-

Thursday, July 24, 2008

wah! so fast one week past le..
i havent been blogging the whole of last week!!
due to -> school projects school projects work!

school's sian!
everyday feel like sleeping in class.!
in fact i've been really sleeping n class..
jus cant seems to get myself to stay awake nomatter how much rest i get!
boring la.!! class's theme party is coming up!
lotsa plannings to do..

Wedding project is still hanging there!!
but i think its goin on still fine!! haha..
big thank you to those hu has provided us with infomation!!
and those helping out!! =)

Went over to opera estate's new happy daze outlet last fri!
the place is so nice n cosy!!
half the size of Happy daze @ serangoon gardens
grace's there! peter's there.. carlos's there too
haha!! first few days no people.!
so we had fun slacking! talking.!
eating chips.! haha.. will be working tmr also!
song ah!

hmm..im tired! recently never sleep till 1 plus 2..
got my new phone! K850i
took nice pictures.! but computer's abit infected by virus!
so its LAG..so i haven up load anything yet! haha

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i dun wish to..
but i still repeated what i once said to you again!
i tot that time will be the last time..
i dun wish to make you sad.! to hurt you!
but i jus wanna remind you of how n what i think!
i feel guilty! feel suffocated whenever you treat me so nice!
everybody had been thinking for you!
about you liking me for 3 years n dun get a chance to be with me.!
tellin me you v poor thing!
its not only the one liking someone feel tired..
but being liked by you makes me sometimes feel tired too..
After all its been THREE whole years..

boy!~ i noe its not easy but its time for you to move on.!
new phase of life is starting for you soon..
i hope you will take this chance to forget me n get someone new..
someone who's much worth your love then me..
someone hu will love you back!

everything that you had done for me is really really
appreciated! but still i cannot give you back anything in return!
all i can do is be your friend and say thank you!
my heart works closely with my feelings..
i hope you'll understand..
still we are friends!
nothing will change this friendship!~
i promise.!

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -11:44 PM-

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

MOnday！~ 1400708
look so girl with this hair la.
came back after MC

My xiao gou n me!~

interesting day!~
had hospitality LAW today!
quite interesting at first..
was still awake for the first 1 hour..
after that i went into lala land le.. haa..
NAna n janelle slept too..buai ta han!
really damn sian!

a day of argument with my doggies.!!
as usual stir shit! haha crap la...

the best part of today was..
after school while walking to the mrt..
we saw this big black dog n a puppy walking together across the road.!
the scene was so cute la.
but then! the puppy got lost from his daddy!
nearly got bang down by the running traffic..

Janelle tt stupid xiao gou made me carry him la.
he's so damn heavy like bomb liddat..
so after sometime she took over!
we heard from tiff n yiting tt the daddy dog is at NTUC..
so we brought the puppy there..
in the end no where to be found..

we also dunno wat to do about this puppy..
so cute n nice lehx.! nobody can bring him home n keep..
so i called daddy n mummy.. and they allow me to bring him home.. =)
so we cab all the way home with nana n jo!

daddy bath for him..
and we name him 小黑..
cos he's really BLACK.!
when he stand beside 小白， they look like zebra crossing.! haha
my poor xiaobai's a little scared of him though!
but i hope after sometime they will be fine..
if not we cannot keep the black one..hmm..

not staying up late tonight!
cos noone's online.!
plus my msn kana virus..
so if i online ppl will kana also..! hmm.

今天觉得有点静静的。。

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -11:17 PM-

Monday, July 14, 2008

from strangers to friends..
den chemistry..
Confession..
relationship..
problems occurs..
breakups..

its a cycle of a relationship..!
even if a relationship doesnt start!
it still stops at step 3..
the 3rd step is enough to kill someone.!~
no courage no talk..
its been long since i last did this kinda thing!
3 years back..
lost touch about it..

i had many unsuccessful relationships..
many funny weird and hurting endings!
but still i never stop liking n lovin people..
cos after each relationship.. i grew stronger..
learn from previous experience n make the next one better..

love is something so special between 2 people
that no 3rd person can undertsand how they feel..
however.. the feel of breakups is the same..
heartach.. many memories that u cant bear to let go..
tears..and many WHY to ask yet there are no answer to the questions..

every relationship is different..
cos every partner you are with are different..
you act differently with different partners also..
u'll feel different with different people you like..!

but once the feel isnt there..
nth much can be done..
sometimes wait does help..
sometimes it doesnt..

Emotional week for some people..
heard quite a few breakups le..
jus dial up my number man..

i had mixed feelings this week too..
feeling of gan jiong! feeling sian!
feeling complicated!~ feeling stupid too..!
i've enjoyed my day today..

happy when you're happy.. =)
u make me laugh easily with anything!

Glowing stars!

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -1:14 AM-

Friday, July 11, 2008

jus a summary of everything!~
wanna blog but tired..haha..

yesterday after school went to work at prive with nana n classmates..
its at harbour front..the place where the private yatch are parked..
its a very nice place..!
but obvious for rich people!
and so we are there in the richman's world........... to WORK! sian diao! haha
they having some 600 people cocktail session there.!
paying us $8 per hour..so still okay!

woke up this morning with an aching arms..
nv held a tray for so long b4.. and not empty tray hor,,
mus serve the drinks around.. take few drinks stand around...
HEAVY!~worked from 5 to 11. reach home about 12 plus.!
never do anything else..jus bath n slp!

today! school!~
den went jogging with guang hao..
from Nana house area all the way to gardens..
surprised tt i never stopped!
den we decided to jog to Nics place..
LONG way in!
after that we went RK house for dinner..
den i went home..!~

i wanna tell you how i feel!
but i dun have the courage to.. how?

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -1:48 AM-

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

we peep from outside this corridoor..
waiting for the girl from tt unit beside the door u see
to come out n meet our poor guy! lol

NIC got tired and slept for TWO mintues!

And then darren came!! do this to him!

then guang hao joined in part two!~

part three became liddat!
part 4 too hiong already..my camera lag cannot capture

On my way home in bus 100~ 11pm

Feeling so cold cos the air con's blowing at me directly!
alrights! didnt go sch today cos i over slept..
but nvm! since its the 2nd day of sch! so dun think i've missed much!

woken up by nic's reply at 12..
haha! den went amk to join gh nic n darren for some EMO session..
darren got problem with GF again!
so i went amk to see doctor instead..

talk to darren at amk macs!
den nic drove all of us with him down to Jurong to find his GF..
i jus realised!!!! his GF stay opp shatec!
jus across the high way! haha..

bored while sitting outside waiting for darren Gf to come out..
waited for close to 1 half hours man! sleepy!
we left darren there n went off..
fell asleep in nic's car while goin back le..cos jam!!

went nic place first..
i like his Dog misty!! look like a bomb.
so fat so cute! the breed nic told me n the breed i saw totally DIFFERENT!haha..
i like his room setting..and the small swing outside his garden..hahah..

den we took bus to sr central..
nic go play soccer we watch!
cos gh nv wear shoe cannot play..
and i dun play soccer!!
been siaming the ball..den finally one ball hit my ankle..
and i heard a crack sound man..haha
abit pain! bu heng nv sprain..
and NIC!!!!! he kick the ball..!!
went to my bag!!
then my phone whihc is at the top of my bag FLEW!~
Thanks ah!~

Van keep saying i look like Felicia Chin!~
but i dun think i do!
i've got a so not common face tt makes people remember me..
even if they only seen me once! SHIT!

i've enjoyed my day today doing nothing though!! =)

i dun need a handsome or rich boyfriend..
jus someone with CHEMISTRY!~
how i wish i can jus say out..but shhhh

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -2:19 AM-

Monday, July 07, 2008

School reopened today!!
Got to see my DOGGIE clique in school..
we did catching up and laughed like before..
thoughi cant resist myself from shutting my eyes during ice breaking lesson...
but i still had fun la.! haha..
but i guess the fun will be minimizing soon soon!~
PROJECTS are coming.. =S
have to plan wedding.. HMMMM..

Though i did missed him during the holiday..
but then i was surprised to feel nth when i see him today..
no more heart beating moments..
no more having the thought of keep wanting to talk to him..
no more twisting n turnings jus to take a peep at what he's doin..
the care and concern i have for him seems to minimize..
so proud of myself..
manage to let him go..
manage to move on though i still have to see him for another one year.. =)

i noe things will be better for me..
better guys.. happier day..
the next thing im goin to do..
finish eating the choco he made for me and tts it!
Let it go!~

HAPPY 35TH MONTH BAO BEI!~

能够喜欢一个人也是一种幸福

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -11:30 PM-

Sunday, July 06, 2008

today's SUNDAY!~
Tmr's MONDAY = School day!~
sianz.!~

slept till 12plus..
cant go any later cos parents are at home..!!
went for lunch n went to attend funeral with mum n dad..
daddy's fren's dad passes away n today's the cremination..
wonder why i tag along right?
cos there are many frens of daddy i've seen b4 when i was v young..
they only manage to gather all during funerals..
n their kids will be there..
we used to play together..
so im quite curions how they look like now..
10 years nv see them..
all grown up like me..
we did some catching up..

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Funeral!~
hmm..not a happy thing of cos..
this is the first time i went close to the coffin..
seein someone looking alive yet is dead..
thoughts jus came in..
i think many many..

life n death is jus a path away..
its either u continue breathing and experience tmr..
or you stop breathing tonight &
everything about you become memories of others..
bringin whatever memories people leave in you with you..
and become a past!~

death is a thing that will come without warning..
Dressing up goin out for party with your friends?
u'll nv noe a car may jus bang you down..*the end*

tried eating things tt you never had b4..
u'll nv noe you have an allegy to it..*the end*

when u are sleeping..
when your time is up.. *the end*
u may be 4, 21, 67 or 208 years old..
but age doesnt matter cos tts wat everyone will experience in one life..
nomatter how young or old you are..its jus a matter of time..

We only live once..!
some chances tt come by..
but once u missed it..
there wun be a second chance..

there are many things i wanna do..
but i cant do them yet..
but i will definately do them some day..
what i wanna do now is treasure people around me..
and do things i can do n wanna do now..

NOW

- get good grades..
- have fun..
- geeting to know more friends..
- treasure my friends n family..
- Amazing race with Nic dan n guys..
(this one really cannot miss.! haha..dunno when's the next chance..)
- earn money money money
- experience life
- to stay happy..
- to love somebody..

FUTURE

- further my studies in switzerland
- to travel n see the world..
- to succeed in my career n be somewhere..
- to find a good husband..
- get married start family
- to have children..

and BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!!! so many things down the road..
somethings will come only in another 10 years time ..haha..

*i prefer chemistry physics then bio LAST!
only u will prefer the other way round =)

innauhixow

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -9:00 PM-

Worked till 3 yesterday with NANA at happy daze!
played mahjong with the clique before that..
not very tired la.. sher n guang came to visit..
den later in the night Nic came over to join sher n Gh also..
he comes means rubbish will tag along also..
Sher n nic drink abit but they were high le..
talking rubbish! playing stupid games..
laugh n laugh..~

NANA n i join in after almost finish closing..
we close finish the bistro n outside..
after that sit there n slack with them le..
den went to RK house for supper..
reach back at 5.15! slept at 5.30AM.

woke up at 11 today!~
went blading with van gh sher nana..
nic darren n nelson joined us awhile later..
we taught gh how to blade..
n saw him falling on his bums for quite a few time..
but you dun learn if you dun fall.!! haha..
so i think at the end of the day he know how to blade le ba..haha.

DARREN ah!~ dunno how to blade n cycle.!
faster learn them so that we can go again!
and this time to bedok jetty!! whee!~
dar nel n nic left first
while the rest of us went to bath n went PS sakae for dinner!
very long never liddat eat le..

sher spoilt gh's slippers so we went to buy slippers first
den went down to chinatown Kster to find kwan..
wasnt entertained by anything so we sat there n wait for time to pass..!
reached home at 11.15pm!~

waiting....waiting..waiting for your reply..
*yawn

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -2:30 AM-

Friday, July 04, 2008

Now's 2.26AM~
jus bath finish knock off from work..
play wahjong half way n got DC..
so blog first!!

Tmr working 7 to 3am with nana..
afternoon goin nana house for MJ b4 goin down work together..
Started work at 4pm today..
but still okay! not very tired!!

painful day cos i've been bumping into things..

-Bang into the metal stand at the doorway..
hand blue black..
-i knocked my shoulders onto the pillar cos there's this customer
walk with his eyes on his ass..
-been scratchin myself cos of my long nails.!~ im goin to cut it away..
i've got like 3 holes on my hand cos my nails scratch my skin off.. #$%#
- AND!~ i fell when i came home cos my socks was slippery!
fell even b4 i could take it off.. WTH!~

Gonna get eyes infection soon..
and this time i think two eyes will kana cos they are itchin now..
and one side's little pain!

im a little mood out!~
but i dunno why..
hmmm....

someone's on my mind now

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -2:57 AM-

Thursday, July 03, 2008

thats van van hen hen..
me n lao da!

we shake our bums together and pant together during lessons.
tts nic in red =)

POSE!~ loves many

today's my only off day in the week..
and i got nth do.!~
slept untill 3 den wake up..
do abit housework n went for dance..

initially was meeting nic at mrt..
den i saw hen..
nic n dan came together late..

yeah man! think this is the first time i cant recognise voice..
i called nic dan pick up..
i called dan nic pick up..
and i didnt realise untill nic told me after we met up.. @#$@

work out during house today!
2 weeks nv go v chuan!!
see nic dan hen all panting also..haha.
hip hop was okay!!

den here comes dinner time..
we walked from raffles to city hall makan sultra and eat..
some blur kok dint noe there's this place..
keep thinking i siao.. cos there's a show call makan sultra also..lol.
nic still keep asking them believe me..
haha! end up he also dunno the makan place beside DXO is makan sultra.lol

we stop half way took picture..
talk cock talk cock..!!
and we ordered whole table of food..
v long never liddat eat le..
saw 3 big guys fighting for the stingray!~
haha..end up daniel hu started it all got nth on his plate..

think this is our v first dinner together as a "dance clique.."
other days its either one or 2 nv come..
or have things on after lesson..haha..
but its really nice hangin out with you guys..

all of you will be missed!~

lizard dessert.. hmmmm

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -12:36 AM-

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Mummy's sick Mc at home..
so the entire morning im hearing her voice.!!
nag nag nag nag untill i buay tahan n wake up sia..

bath n eat whatever she ask me to eat..
ginseng water.. black chicken soup!!
she fried some noodle..
den i went downstairs to wait for nic to come fetch me to dance..!
from my place we went to novena to fetch dan n hen..
yeah man! we were lost half way..
cos tt driver missed the exit to dunno where..
haha!! n we were flipping n flipping the street directory

late half hour for locking lesson..! haha..
2 weeks nv dance abit like woodblock le sia..
but this will be my last week..
still thinking whether to continue not.
i like dance..
i like dancing with nic dan hen van..
i got whole lot of time next sem cos classes are endin at 3pm..
but im short of *blink blink*

nic long bang me to work cos they are goin K at k gardens..
told anne will be late.. but it doesnt matter whether u say or not
cos her damn clock is 15min faster..

tonight's work was total madness..
from e moment i punch in till i punch out of work..
people nv stop coming in..
orders keep coming in..
bar's filled with dirty cups..
bar jam.. forget my order..
and by 11 pm..im the only runner outside cos peter's goin into the kitchen..

i admitted man!!
i was really goin to throw my temper
i nv had anything since morning..
hungry..tired.. busy.. messy!!
and my stupid boss keep calling my name..
keep making noise over small things..
so busy outside she still ask me to help her move things..
ask her to wait awhile she tell me cannot.. #$%#^

i never like to chase customers away..
im aways nice on the service floor..
but today its either i tell coming customers we are closed..
or the kitchen's close..
smoking's table is available..
but i say full house!~
alrights..i feel so bad..
so unprofessional..
but then im really very tired! =(

reached home at 2am..
Miss anne still wants to drive me to siglap n see the new outlet..
SIAO man!~ i told her i really CMI le..

so unsure of my own feelings at the moment..
but i could feel my heart beat when i see you..
hmmmmmm............................

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -3:22 AM-