I smile in your presence

Friday, May 30, 2008

officially joined studio wu on monday 26/05

so far i've gone for
hip hop..
girls hip hop..
poping..
locking..
house..

each and everyone of them has got their very own style..
haha! im still noob.. but so far i am still able to catch up la..
practices everyday when im home..
but still my isolation cannot make it..
stupid stiff shoulders i have..!!

nth much this week except dance after school..
andy's hip hop lesson was relieved by SUMA!!
the super replacable..hahah..
he really look alot like my shuai shuai in school la..
the way he dance is WOW!
his choreography for booty music from T-paint.!!
nice.. =)

sentosa retreat with SAL!
im bringng my GF along!!
time to sleep.!

还是对你的一却很好奇
心里很想知道
但是没有勇气面对
面对我想知道的东西

偶尔还是会想你
尤其是抱着你送我的它
让我跟想你
我不舍得把它丢了
那是你唯一送我的东西
除了一堆你画的画以外
只有它

她对你好吗？
她有好好爱你吗？
她有好好的呵护你吗？
房间乱了有帮你收拾吗？

你有定时帮仙人掌浇水吗？
还没开花对吧？
我这里还是青色的 =）
好想回到刚认识的我们。。
什么都聊
没的聊就废话一大堆

大中。。
有时候真的很想敲你几下
可是现在不管怎样敲
也敲不进你的世界
现在的我们
隔着一道无法拆除的墙

sounds like a piece of lyrics?
but its not..

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -12:19 AM-

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Class bbq's fun!!
stayed with them till late..
and only reaches guang's house at 3pm..
jus realise keith stayed the same place as guang!!
jus few units away in hugddington..

I eat alot.. Drink quite abit..
and play alot!!
play dai dee, black jack with kiat nelson cedric..
play volleyball with james boon nel keith jonathan
had nice chat with tiffy and yiting..!!
went around disturbing people.!!
Guo wei's mad like usual!!

left west coast at 12am..
9 people squeeze in keith's car!!
me yiting n james sit behind..
kiat nel boon ced in front of us..
stupid guowei song!! sit infront..haha..

keith likes to drive dangerously...
there's this time when he turned right..
me n yiting's head knock against each other la..! PAIN!
few blue blacks on my knee cos keith jam break n break n break!!

they are really a nice bunch of people..!!
though at times they disturb people without thinkin much..
but least they dun think much..

reached van's house at 3am..
stayed over.. as usual!! grinning of teeth damn loud..
snatch away my blanket..

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -11:25 PM-

Friday, May 23, 2008

No more eye candy in school!!
today's their last day..haha..
didnt even get to have a glimpse of him la..
hahah!! time to look new EC le..

dunno why feel so tired today..
wanted to go out but the weather was too hot..
so i was hidding in the air con room whole day watching vcd..
too lazy to go out though van they all called and jio me out..
hahah!!! SLEEPY~

had Macs for dinner with daniel..
i dun like to wait for army boys to book out..
cos their timing also not accurate one..
say 6.30 book out..7 reach singapore..
end up 7.15 book out.. 8 den reach singapore..
8.30 then reach home..
dinner's at 9

woot! last disc for my show came..
mummy jus went to collect it..
so ita VCD time.!! hahaha..
though i feel like goin to sleep now..but mus finish watching first..

Class BBQ tmr..
time for fun laughter..
time for ball games..
time to eat n eat..

its ton out time too..
ton where i dunno..
cos its still i see you, you see me..!!
not enough ppl ton not fun..
nth do, ton also not fun..
ton with wrong ppl also not fun..
i also dunno how to plan now..
sian~

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -11:32 PM-

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Had training restaurant (TR)today!!
full house..
keith n i were the bartenders today..
it was fun..
but cutting of cherries and seperating of the shaker is no fun..

Mash potato's the nicest food today..
rock melon cold soup is weird but not too bad!!
never fail to have a good laugh during TR..
cos there's guo wei..and there's keith..

FSM test.. okay la! jus that i messed up the types of restuarants..lol.
i dunno whats what.!

had a good time watchin vcd with family.! gan jiong.!
but i made the wrong choice to come online..
if not i would be in my lala land by now..

class's at 8.30 tmr..super dun feel like goin to class..

somehow i realise its not tt you dun like doin somethings..
you dun like to do it because the person you're doin it with is me..

well..im not affected..
surprisingly i felt calm these few days..
我还是原来的自己。。 =）

actually life is nth but full of waits!~
waiting for time to pass so tt you'll get your cert..
waiting to buy food..
waiting to take transport..
waiting for msgs..
waiting for your frens to be free for hangout..
waiting for the someone you like to like you.
waiting for someone new to come into your life
waiting for someone to come back to you..
waiting for day to turn to night so tt you can sleep..
still have many many many more more more!!

so what am i waiting for?
hopefully im not waiting for you..
im waitng for my eyes to close now.!!
i really wanna SLEEP! but still so awake..damn it..

*不可以为你动心* 1.32am

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -1:42 AM-

Monday, May 19, 2008

i jus got home not long ago!~
its 3.44 am now and im still wide awake..
jia lat!! went K with jo van guanghao zhi hui after my work..
wanted to ask more ppl along..but plant didnt pick up my call..
nic have something to do.. nelson dun sing chinese songs..
and nana xianghui got their own programs on..

Daniel came to pop by jus b4 i ended work..
haha! he look like a watermelon now with his botak head.. =p
though i keep saying he looks okay!! haha
but van says he look more man now..
oh wells..i think abit bit la..haha..
but please forget about the stupid joke i made b4 you got enlisted..

hmm.. somethings on my mind..
but i cant seems to figure out what..
this feeling suck man..

long day tmr..
volunteery work in the morning..
Jun's 18th bday celebration at his place..
mayb goin for a jog with van guanghao n friends..
FSM test n project due date on tues!!
CRAP!~

HAPPY 18th birthday to wei JUn!
our frenship counts by your age.!!
if you are 25 means we've know for 25years..lol.
LOVES~

i dreamt of you last night.. :)

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -7:02 PM-

Sunday, May 18, 2008

i dun seems to quite like touching the computer lately..

cos i noe each time i on the computer, i will visit her blog..

visit his frenster..

jus so curious of knowing whats goin on now between you two..

but for what?!? i also dunno..

tot i can live one day without anything to do with you!!
but then.. everywhere i go today seems to remind me of you..
our 1st sentosa trip was class's CTIS..
the first time i went into vivo's movie theater was with you!
JUS SO WHAT THE HELL LA..

but i feel much better~

least i dun miss you tt badly now..

and i jus like the feeling of being really tired..

there's nth more i wanna do then sleep when i have got nth to do..

there's nth to think about b4 bedtime..

even b4 i lie down on my bed, i doze off on the chair or table le..

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i dunno whats with some ppl recently..
i think they need to go for some brain washing..
i think the problem doesnt lie with us..
so i wun even bother talking to you about it..
its jus the knote in you tt you cannot untie..
if tt continues, i think you'll lose everything around you...
everything includes us.. and you'll nv get any of these in future..
continue isolatin yourself in some ulu island..
and you think we'll come for you?
slowly wait ba.. cos we noe..
whatever we say, we still cant change tt stupid brain of yours.
so why waste time?

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its so hard finding a someone i feel comfortable talking to about everything..
besides my girls la..
but jus as i've found them, there's jus this barrier there blocking..

he's one i can share everything with inside out..
we went for movie twice tt week..
talked for hours on the phone on tt weekends..
endless msg-ing everyday..
then suddenly a msg came from him..
telling me he feel tt talking to me is jus like talking to his younger sis..
and then things change..we're not tt close anymore..
i tot we should be closer instead since im jus like your younger sister?
i dunno whats he's thinking though..
sister means cannot talk mehx? there goes one talking kaki for me..

then you..i enjoy talking to you..
feel comfortable talking and crapping with you..
i jus had this feeling tt we can be a little closer friends..
but somehow there's this thing there blocking..
holding things back..
tell me if im wrong..
cos im only guessing..

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people will only noe me if i allow them to..

they'll only be in my world if i allow them to..

evey entry needs a permit.

i've said my piece of word..

i wun wanna say anything else cos i noe you've already understood them..

i wun bother anymore now on..
if i were to care about how you feel..

then who is goin to care about mine?

im selfish..

but which human being is not so?

im still waiting for my msg tone to ring from either one of you..

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -4:45 PM-

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

i manage not to msg you for the whole day..!!
but still, i made this call to you at this time..!!
FUCK IT...

its 2.31am.. books all over table..
eyes on computer.. mind somewhere else..
slap me please..

i tell myself to keep my tears back..
but they still rolled down..

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -5:30 PM-

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

the place we once stand together to view
this piece of ART god created..
with me and you in it..
but somehow...
he took you out from this piece of beautiful art work..
leaving me all alone in the picture..

today's my 2nd time up at the EQUINOX swissotel to get somethings done..
but it reminds me of nothing but the few hours spend with you there on our very 1st month..
so high up on the 70th storey..
with me in your arms talking about the future we are gonna have..
talking about how nearby we used to be but only noe each other when we enter school..
the SO NEAR YET SO FAR us..
but its no longer us 2 months ago..
i was the one hu choose to let go..
so why am i so upset..
cos i've nv had the intention to let go of you at all?!
it was jus a break time.. cos i knew you loved me..
cos i knew you would come back for me..
but the least expected happened..
~you went away...

i slept with tigger tight in my arms everynight..
too used to him tt i dun even need my bolster now..
are you still sleeping on the blue bedsheet i got for you?

我的心情几时才可以恢复平静？

我几时才会学着不要想你？

几时才会学着不要担心你？

真的好想你。。

i've lost the key to your world..

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -2:59 PM-

Monday, May 12, 2008

yesterday meant to go out copy notes de..

but after meeting up with hansen at amk hub, my study mood gone..

too tired after scavenger hunt..so decided to go walk walk..

then we decided to watch movie.. so we catch "made of honor"..

its quite a nice show.. he didnt expect to watch movie..so he nv bring his glasses..

haha! funny ass.!~ i see him squine like dunno wat la..

and as we didnt expect to go movie,both also nv bring jacket.. so freeze inside lo.

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oh wells... today's mother's day..so HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!
it's mother's day n yet im working..hahaha..
quite a number of ppl visited me today!!
aisha,welly,annie,winson,randy,sze hui was eating at the food court..
Girlfren n her boyfren came by to buy me food..
Janice came to find me kill time while waiting for her BF..
van came with sherman guanghao..
nic and my PlaNt came..
but all of them left at 9..

its been weeks since i've seen you on weekends..
u're no more there..
we're no more working under the same buliding..
no more in the same world..
i guess i wun see you popping by my cart anymore..

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -2:38 PM-

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Many things happened recently.. im too lazy to blog them all out la..
back to single status a month plus ago due to some reasons..
i was waiting for him to come back.. but he didnt noe it..
so he moved on leaving me at the same spot..
though we only broke up one month plus ago..
somehow i feel tt i should move on.. but its really not easy cos i have to face you everyday..
seeing you happily smile @ your phone.. happily on the phone, makes me feel worst cos i noe the girl within you is no longer me..oh wells!~

school's okay! except for Training at our training restuarants..
back to back time table with short breaks.. and long hours of school really tired me out..
but even so, i still meet up with THEclique every weekend for mahjong or chill out session =)

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got back in contact with hansen though.. haha! went to watch ironman with him tt night at jubilee..then we walk all the way to some park in amk and talk for hours.. bt i really like tt park..
its quiet..with playground sand and swing!! =)

but talking to him is comfortable.. we share everything.. and the more we talk, the more common interest n things we found in us.. but tt day was only the 2nd time we really sit down n talk..consider official hangout ba.. haha

each time we meet up, we talk about different things.. we found out more things.. n am closer then b4 now.. even so, im jus like his younger sister.. you noe!! fate is jus liddat..always irritating ppl..talked to him on the phone yesterday for 2hours plus..so long la..

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Its our class project scavenger hunt today.>!!
we came in second with full marks..haha..mus thank ah bok also la..
but was really tiring..! running from esplanade to 10 different locations.. talking grp pictures..
brochures as proof..and all the way to little india..!~ this is the first time i go untill there on LEGS.. the SEVEN of us run like mad women.. colourful languages coming out from all of our mouth.. J walking like its our grandfather's road.. we all could have died today lo..!! hahaha
but good job GIRls.. this is really call GIRLS POWER man..hahahah

im goin out soon.. to finish up my notes.. i maybe seeing him..
but i miss the playground..so im definately goin there tonight =)

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -6:19 AM-