I smile in your presence

Monday, December 10, 2007

i'm tired! i had cramps the entire night..
when i jus got back to sleep, daddy mummy woke me up for breakfast.

I wish you were here to mug with me..
I wish you were here to edit those reports with..
i wish you were here encouraging me
giving me warm hugs n kisses n tell me not to give up..

i feel so alone.. so lost..
i was about to cry the moment i heard your voice over the phone..

ARGH!~

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -9:15 AM-

Friday, December 07, 2007

i gave myself a hundred reason to find you..
a hundred reason to call you..
a hundred reason to msg you..

went to meet hongyang after project at cartel..den met back with nana..
we cried together opposite esplanade..its been long since we last did this..

i jus ston-ed my way thru at the mrt after parting with NANA..
was watching you from far at work for 2whole hours..
i bought you your favourite white chocolate..but i didnt dare to approach you..
i was jus waiting for you to have your break..
but after seein you out there, i gave a hundred reason why was i there..
i jus wanted to say hi.. and i went home after that..

i dun see the smile of yours during your work anymore..
you look so sian so moody.. but u nv telll me why..
i dun receive your reply anymore..
You didnt receive my msg or you jus dun wan reply me?
i've been waiting..everytime after sending you a msg, all i can do is WAIT..

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -4:52 PM-

过了今天，我们明天是什么?
my heart was crying when i went into your mum's car n left your place..
cos after today, i dunno what are we tmr..
i dunno if you'll keep your promises..
i dunno if this relationship/ friendship of ours will change tmr..
i dunno when will you stop caring for me..
dunno when will you stop answering my calls
and dunno when you'll stop replying me..

everything after today is a question mark to me..!
only you noe the answer to all this question marks..

我只知道我会不停的等下去。。不停的关心你。。不停的爱你！
虽然你还不知道你心里的答案。。
可是如果选择不是我，如果你不幸福。。如果你后悔，你可以回来！
这是我对你的承诺。。no expiry date.!

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -3:45 PM-

Thursday, December 06, 2007

its just another day!
another day of school..
another day of rain..
another day of project..

never really talked today~
i cried when it rained..
i dunno how to explain to baobei why i cried..
but once my heart quieten down, tears jus rolled down..

Sorry baobei darling n girlfren.!
i noe you guys are worried..but there's nth i can do about it

你知道我心里想说的话吗？
我的心就想天气一样在下这大雨 =（

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -7:04 AM-

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

半夜醒来的时候
你离他远走
四方屋里只剩孤寂
电话声响起

你在那里诉说委曲
关于他和你
我在这里一如往昔
说什么都没意义

我和你和他之间的故事
该怎么解释
我爱你你却爱他
他又爱着谁

我和你和他之间的故事
该怎么结束
我痛苦你清楚
他比我幸福
比我幸福

你爱上一个不爱你的他
该不该等待我爱上一个不爱我的你
算不算悲哀

i think this song fits into my mood now..
blow wind blow~
blow all my moodyness away..
i hope i'll recover fast..
@ least not to tear everyday..

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -8:31 AM-

he'll always be the chocolate snowman that doesnt melt..

this is the very last proper picture we took

on the 69th floor..2nd anniversary

the ice cream we used to share

the smile we used to have..

the times we used to spent..

一切都结束了。。你知不知道我的心有多痛？我很想不去想，可是不行。那些字每天不知不觉就出现在我脑海里。为什么每次我都会知道一些我不想知道的事？！虽然只是四个月，可是为什么就好像是一段几年的感情结束一样！？！

一静下来就很想你。。走到哪里都是我们成经一起拥有过的回忆。。我知道我们的分开不是因为不爱对方。。是因为有第三个人的纯在！我有想过式着去接受。。可是我办不到。。但也不想失去你。。可是我还是做出了决定。。该怎样我才会好过一点？为什么只有我一个人觉得难受？！

so used to have you around me every day.. your msg every minute.. its pretty hard to adapt.. to adapt to days with no you.. i felt so empty.. so lost.. i dunno what to do when im alone.. i dunno what should i do to let time pass faster so that you wouldnt cross my mind at all.. im having you on my mind even when i eat slp study go school play game sms watch tv stone.. tell me how?! sigh! are you at cartel now? having fun there? working? or doin our econs project?

我只想好好爱你。。可是我们的感情还是输给了时间。。几个月要怎样和3年比？

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -8:13 AM-