I smile in your presence

Friday, October 13, 2006

what have i done today?haha.. i woke up at 8.. woke up late la..suppose to be 7 de lorx.. i spent half hour on housework..then went down to yishun to find mR Lim!! haha.. reach his house saw him with his track pants up..washing the kitchen floor..like playing with water liddat.lol..

have to stay home to wait for the furnitures to come in.. so cant go anywhere..haha.. its okay..as long as got mr lim pei jiu okay liao..haha.. the matress came..then we went downstairs to buy stuff.. went to market and ntuc to get our lunch..hehe.. buy ingredients go home cook..haha.. but he cook i sit outside watch VCD..hehehe.... he went to cut his hair but like no difference lahx..LOL! we studied and watch vcd at the same time..haha.. hmm...went off at about 6.. daddy came to fetch me with his HUGE lorry lahx.. scary seh..shake and shake!! giddy lahx..haha..

but i have enjoyed my day lahx..jus finish talkin to van n juz.. that lu chi cant find her way to find NAh at sembawang lorx.. LOST IN SEMBAWANG!! hahaha!!!!!!!!okok..my stupid bro correcting my mistakes behind me now..so retarded.. cos he wanna faster go back to maple play with HIs GIRLFREN..haha..

nights people!! MISSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love mR lim!!!!

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -2:59 PM-

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

hmmm..nothing much happening recently!! school study home.. though with accompaniment of boyfriend lahx..but feel abit no life also.. not having as much fun as i used to have lahx..hmm..not say attached liao no fun..but different kinds of fun lahx..fn with boyfriend and fun with friend is two different thing..hehe.. and cos now all having exams.. then they finish liao, O level start le.. sianx.. then they play O level student study..

van toh's bday close to O level.. Juz de birthday is when Os jus started not long..but guess cant get to celebrate with them le..but mux try to see mummy allow not lorx..haha..

was just looking at my pictures! kao!! alot seh!! i got 10 folders of diff catogary of pics.. Mc de folder forever hang my com..haha..wo men de tian kong de pictures ALOT lahx..400 to 500?!
hmm..but pictures means memories lahx.. missed the times with #R(A) too!! the trips to Zoo, my birthday!! ton out at Van's house! K boxing together!nana's birthday ton out at ECP, Sentosa!! haha..so fun lahx..

but what i missed most is the times me and NANA VAN JUZ SI used to spent together! first day we met up at happy daze! create chaos with the soccer table..haha..playing photo hunts.. and the frequent visit each ither make to happy daze to visit those who are working!!haha..
week ends ChIONg-inG on road shows..!! screaming and shouting for Jer n peeps!! making banners together.. haha.. and was there for one another when we were down!! Nvever forgetting the times we took stupid Pictures straight along town!! aND THE vIDEOS!!Hahahahaha..!!

Pss2 coming..reminds me of how we all met right!? hehe..so fast one year le.. but i must say without PRoject ONE, i wouldnt have noe NANA.. would not have know Wei jian FC..n follow by MR yong..and thru Him we noe VaN JUZ SI..and then thru them i noe Jer toNy and MC people..!! and thru MR yong i noe Leonard Tang, and the entire Team TANgling, noe joseph,serena,silver, IRis Joelle..Eric..then thats how i joined Campus and gathered the entire #R(A) (8 of us)!! and thru lenny, i met my girlfren JO!! hahaha.. SSEE the link? friendsHips are not only built between the contestants themselves..haha.. but the supporters too..and they are still sTrong Bond wor!! haha..

oh wellss!! cant wait for exams to be over..then i'll have alot of time for FUn again!! to Chiong MDC with my Girls! yep.. got to go study now le.. shsll blog when i think of things to blog about =)

i miss many people!!!!! Awwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -11:43 PM-

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Vanessa toH say i Nv blog about her so she didnt tag..hahah..here i go!!
hmm... TCC had their match yesterday and it clashes with PSS so i didnt went for pss lorx.. =(
but glad to hear from them good news that DiYa and sHiyu got in..and some other MC seniors too lahx.. and as for tony who didnt make it thru, dun give up alrights.. jia you n try other competitions ahead wor! =)

To DARLINGS:

hey girls..dun worry! i never forget you guys!! its just that the time doesnt allow us to meet.. n the events goin on clash la..heex..so sorry!! i tHInk i too busy le lahx..hehe..but seriously i miss you guys lahx.. PSS coming!! looking forward to it cos i can get to meet you guys more often the usual..and can get to chiong mdc also liao!! haha.. after my exams okay?! we can siao again le..ive not seen anyone of you except naNa..haHa

talking to van van now la! she's reading my previou post using indian slang lahx.. IRRITATING!! but i miss that little ting tong girl lahz.. her kolar-ing!!!! lovE you peoples!!!!!

I MISS nAnA~VanVan~ Juz Juz & SiSi *Hugs*

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -2:42 PM-

Monday, October 09, 2006

Tyring to blog the past few days but the stupid blogger jus doesnt allow me to post n not even pictures lahx.. fed up seh!! but actually not very happening recently lahx..

Couples very into fights recently..haha.. little arguements here and there.. Big ones that nearky cause breakups!! n some serious unhappiness between couples..hmm.. have learnt alot these few days lahx.. lIOnel and i jus fought a week back! yeah,,the feelin wasnt really nice..n further more its my fault for showing attitude for the entire day lahx..he's trying hard to make me smile but yet i still liddat..sigh! but everytHing is alrights now..hehe.. nv gonna repeat it again.. =)

Hmm..couple fights n quarrels are unavoidable,becos nomatter what, there are differences between TWO.. but whats important, TWO get to noe more about each other n it strengthen the relationship too.. i've seen couples fighting over puny matters.. made each other so unhappy about it.. but thats the way things are lahx.. either blust it now, or store them till one cant take it..and thats the time when everything ends.. the matter may be nothing to one..but a big matter to the other one.

learn to understand n learn to accept the way things are when nothing can be done to change the situation.. jus like you cant expect your partner to give up a friend because of the unhappiness about that friend in you.. you cant expect him or she to give up hanging with a particular group of people when you dun like it.. because when a relationship ends, the percentage of being together again as a friend is freaking low! not everyone can accept the one they once loved..they once hug. they once did everything with to actually stand in front of you yet you cant do anytHIng like the past to him or her but to only look at him/her using the eye of an friend.. it can be done.. but long time is needed.. wells.. afterall, friends are the one thats gonna be there to help you mend that broken heart..to dry your tears..to accompany you through the lonely times ba..

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Anyway..i wonder why am i saying all these here..haha.. but are jus thoughts ba.. after hearing what da jie told me about her bF..im jus thinkin..how can he actually say he still like his ex girlfren..but he likes da jie more..it doesnt make sense at all.. after a year plus together.. yet he can tell you he still like his ex.. oH wells..!!!! i seriously dunno how to love two at a time.. have two in my heart at a time.. it jus simply doesnt have space at all for two..

Been seeing hong yang recently..mayb for the past two days only ba..met up for bball n he came over to my place to play game with my bro.. we talked about how lousy we were as a boyfriend n Girlfriend in the past..n if i were to think back, im really a better one now..though there are certain things i still cant change.. stil cant do to perfect myself.. and i dunno how to cos everyone is imperfect! i can only avoid things you dun like me to do.. but im sorry.. i still cant stop letting my thoughts run wild..

i Really dunno how to talk about it when im face to face with you.so i can only keep mum about it when you are around and only start to talk to you about it thru sms..dunno if you are gonna be here to read this..if you do then liddat..if you dun then liddat also lorx.

hmm.. insecure..still insecure..the feeling jus came back recently.. its not about talking to girls.being close to girls..cos i can see all these clearly on the surface..its in the heart that im scared of.. it matters to you how much HE meant to me isnt it.it matters to me whether SHE still mean something to you too..i cant not let that be a topic between us.i've try but jus cant..because i may not bring it up often to you.or rather this is the 2nd time i talk about her...but its always within me...cos afterall we still have to face it..

how not to think so much.. she once stolen your heart away for 4 years..have she return it all to you?! its jus the same as how you feel about HIM.. you are afraid if one day he comes n tell me he love me, i'll go with him..i totally understand how you feel now cos i feel the same way too.. will you ever come telling me 10 years later that you still have her in you? wat will you do if she ever phone you n tell you she actually likes you?!?

haha..these are jus my thoughts which i think there's a need to let you noe n i wanna let you noe.. not trying to quarrel over this.. not trying to make thiis worst.. but these are the things in me that i've always wanted to tell you.. =) i feel better typing all here.. i've got STm remember!i'll forget everything once i've said enough about it,.. THATS ME !!!
*grin* girls think further n more then a guy..hehe..
gonna play maple now.. =)

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Sunday gonna be a busy day. but i really hope to make it to both PSS n Team tangling's match.. dun wan my DARLINGS to think i've forgotten about them..dun wanna let the MC peeps to think that i've forgot about them too.. and so is my team! Miss-ed the Fun we all had together!! WHEE!!!!!

Jus too much to be said
[wanyiloveyou] -12:22 PM-